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Once referred to as "The Mysterious Tapestry", this wall hanging first came to notice during Draconia's tenure as Headmistress. The passageway which existed behind the tapestry has long since been sealed but, the tapestry continues to be a site of great interest to those familiar with its story or appreciate such textile arts. It also makes a convenient meeting place as there is no other tapestry as grand as this in the castle.

Govoni · 07-16-2011, 07:57 PM

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"Oh come on...unfortunately for me no tears or magic like the story of Beauty and the Beast will change my appearance...or what I am for that matter," Rafe said solemnly. "I will always remain a Beast." He had certainly become more accepting of what and who he was, but it didn't change what the majority of the outside world thought of him. "Anyways...enough about me," he said with a fake smile, but with a more cheerful tone.

Rafe looked down at her thigh. Inside he was aching. How could someone do something so horrible? He tried to fight through the hurt on his face. "Well, then...that's not so bad." Rafe reached out and lightly traced his fingers over the scar. Rafe thought it looked like a mountain...and a famous one at that and thought brought a smile to his face. "My mom and I liked to travel a lot when I was little, " he said as he began to rub the cream on her thigh, "And I would always beg her to go to Greece and we would. I was always fascinated by the mythology and wanted to live among the gods," he grinned, "So every time I had to climb Mt.Olympus and I always figured they were never home. I never gave up and even though my mom told me it was a fool's errand, I just had to climb that mountain every time." Rafe finished, and then closed the container and handed it to her, "Finished. Keep trying it and if it doesn't work we'll find something else to try and cover it up. Either way, you're still as beautiful as the day I met you."

Rafe then leaned back and waited for her question. He just smiled. He figured it would only be a matter of time before someone brought to Marilyn's attention that he was gone as well. "So you ladies talk about me?" he laughed. "And to answer your question I was summoned, had a duty that sought immediate attention and required my services away from school." He wasn't lying. His duty was to find Marilyn, not out of obligation, but for love.

Marilyn was anxious about him putting the cream on her leg. The intimacy of it did not escape her...but the words he chose to say while doing so...Well, was royally upsetting her. "Rafe, shut up. Seriously, stop talking like that." She glared at him, thinking he was still as gorgeous as he'd been when they first met. "It's not all about looks."

Her anger was quickly replaced by embarrassment. "Yes, I talk about you..." She'd figured his father had summoned him...Knowing so made her think about something else. Things hadn't worked between his father and mother because of the whole wolf thing. Marilyn was naive to think it'd work for her and Rafe.

This only strengthened her resolve. They weren't doing themselves any services thinking they could pretend. The situation was best as it was...

MoviegoerKinz · 07-16-2011, 08:18 PM

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Originally Posted by Miss Marilyn

Marilyn was anxious about him putting the cream on her leg. The intimacy of it did not escape her...but the words he chose to say while doing so...Well, was royally upsetting her. "Rafe, shut up. Seriously, stop talking like that." She glared at him, thinking he was still as gorgeous as he'd been when they first met. "It's not all about looks."

Her anger was quickly replaced by embarrassment. "Yes, I talk about you..." She'd figured his father had summoned him...Knowing so made her think about something else. Things hadn't worked between his father and mother because of the whole wolf thing. Marilyn was naive to think it'd work for her and Rafe.

This only strengthened her resolve. They weren't doing themselves any services thinking they could pretend. The situation was best as it was...

Rafe could stop talking about he looked, but it didn't change how he felt. If...and it was a big 'if' things didn't work out between him and Marilyn, he couldn't imagine anyone else loving him the way she did. How could he start all over? He'd have to explain who and what he was. And being a half-werewolf wasn't exactly on the top of most girls compatibility lists. But also, he felt like it wouldn't be fair to any other girl because Marilyn was the one he made the connection to.

"And what do these conversations consist of?" Marilyn had certainly gotten his attention. Rafe's original intention was to ask more about her experience while she was away, but he was interested in seeing what she had to say.

Govoni · 07-16-2011, 08:29 PM

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Rafe could stop talking about he looked, but it didn't change how he felt. If...and it was a big 'if' things didn't work out between him and Marilyn, he couldn't imagine anyone else loving him the way she did. How could he start all over? He'd have to explain who and what he was. And being a half-werewolf wasn't exactly on the top of most girls compatibility lists. But also, he felt like it wouldn't be fair to any other girl because Marilyn was the one he made the connection to.

"And what do these conversations consist of?" Marilyn had certainly gotten his attention. Rafe's original intention was to ask more about her experience while she was away, but he was interested in seeing what she had to say.

Marilyn sighed. Of course he'd want to know what was said about him. How could she successfully divert his attention away from this conversation? If it had been anyone else, she could have done such a thing...but this was Rafe. Unfortunately, he didn't miss much.

Perhaps, the truth again...

"I was telling her what happened between us...and how we're...no longer together." She hadn't realized how much it'd effect her to say it out loud. "You know she's one of the few people I can talk to...about important things."

MoviegoerKinz · 07-16-2011, 09:27 PM

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Marilyn sighed. Of course he'd want to know what was said about him. How could she successfully divert his attention away from this conversation? If it had been anyone else, she could have done such a thing...but this was Rafe. Unfortunately, he didn't miss much.

Perhaps, the truth again...

"I was telling her what happened between us...and how we're...no longer together." She hadn't realized how much it'd effect her to say it out loud. "You know she's one of the few people I can talk to...about important things."

"And what did happen between us exactly? I'm still a little blurry on the whole matter?" Rafe was always keeping an eye on her. He remembered her lying in a field and healing herself the best she could with her wand. He then waited patiently in the distance as he watched an old farmer and his wife come and find her as the sun was rising. He watched as they nurished her and got her back to full health, before she insisted on coming back to England. He followed her back and at times used Polyjuice Potion to disguise himself, so he could simply keep a closer eye on her as she traveled.

Rafe gave her, her space and let her settle in before coming forth as himself. He went to her like a loving boyfriend acting so concerned that she was missing for so long, and that's when things got a little heavy.

Govoni · 07-16-2011, 09:39 PM

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Originally Posted by MoviegoerKinz

"And what did happen between us exactly? I'm still a little blurry on the whole matter?" Rafe was always keeping an eye on her. He remembered her lying in a field and healing herself the best she could with her wand. He then waited patiently in the distance as he watched an old farmer and his wife come and find her as the sun was rising. He watched as they nurished her and got her back to full health, before she insisted on coming back to England. He followed her back and at times used Polyjuice Potion to disguise himself, so he could simply keep a closer eye on her as she traveled.

Rafe gave her, her space and let her settle in before coming forth as himself. He went to her like a loving boyfriend acting so concerned that she was missing for so long, and that's when things got a little heavy.

Marilyn bit her bottom lip, a habit she was quickly picking up again. "It's something I've been thinking about...To be honest, I was upset that that you didn't help me...but if I dig a little deeper, I know it's more than that..." The blonde refused to look at him as she said the next..."What I went through changed me in a way that I was not fully prepared for. I wanted so badly for someone to stop what was happening, anyone...so I didn't have to face how...things would be when and if I got out." She sighed, probably not making much sense. "Everything that happens...I guess happens for a reason. I'm humbled and modest now, where I use to be stuck up...and incredibly unpleasant."

She'd had a point...Um...

"That's what happened, I changed...I don't know who I am anymore, Rafe. I'm sorry."

MoviegoerKinz · 07-16-2011, 10:01 PM

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Marilyn bit her bottom lip, a habit she was quickly picking up again. "It's something I've been thinking about...To be honest, I was upset that that you didn't help me...but if I dig a little deeper, I know it's more than that..." The blonde refused to look at him as she said the next..."What I went through changed me in a way that I was not fully prepared for. I wanted so badly for someone to stop what was happening, anyone...so I didn't have to face how...things would be when and if I got out." She sighed, probably not making much sense. "Everything that happens...I guess happens for a reason. I'm humbled and modest now, where I use to be stuck up...and incredibly unpleasant."

She'd had a point...Um...

"That's what happened, I changed...I don't know who I am anymore, Rafe. I'm sorry."

Rafe felt an overwhelming jolt of guilt. If only he'd been able to find her sooner. If only he could've prevented this from happening in the first place. He would never forgive himself for not getting to her soon. He felt cold and his face went pale. Rafe certainly understood what it meant to go through changes. After he met his father, he very much matured and wasn't as mischievious as he once was. His stomach was in knots, he felt like he was going to be sick...they'd hurt her...they'd taken her away from him... he couldn't take the thought of it anymore...

He reached over and grabbed the picnic basket, turned his back to Marilyn and hurled. Rafe couldn't look at her. He felt like the guilt would take over him again. He could feel the temperature rising in his cheeks as he felt incredibly embarrassed. "I-I-I'm sorry." If she only knew what he was feeling.

"I've been thinking, maybe I can help you with those memories." Rafe knew that the only way he could ever have a relationship with Marilyn again would be if he could be honest with her and tell her everything that he'd done and what he was planning to do. But, he wanted to know more about what had happened to her. She was holding deep within her mind of hers information that could lead Rafe to her father. That key information could help ensure that she would never have to live in fear again. "Perhaps we could try Occlumency to help you better understand what you went through?"

Govoni · 07-16-2011, 10:16 PM

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Rafe felt an overwhelming jolt of guilt. If only he'd been able to find her sooner. If only he could've prevented this from happening in the first place. He would never forgive himself for not getting to her soon. He felt cold and his face went pale. Rafe certainly understood what it meant to go through changes. After he met his father, he very much matured and wasn't as mischievious as he once was. His stomach was in knots, he felt like he was going to be sick...they'd hurt her...they'd taken her away from him... he couldn't take the thought of it anymore...

He reached over and grabbed the picnic basket, turned his back to Marilyn and hurled. Rafe couldn't look at her. He felt like the guilt would take over him again. He could feel the temperature rising in his cheeks as he felt incredibly embarrassed. "I-I-I'm sorry." If she only knew what he was feeling.

"I've been thinking, maybe I can help you with those memories." Rafe knew that the only way he could ever have a relationship with Marilyn again would be if he could be honest with her and tell her everything that he'd done and what he was planning to do. But, he wanted to know more about what had happened to her. She was holding deep within her mind of hers information that could lead Rafe to her father. That key information could help ensure that she would never have to live in fear again. "Perhaps we could try Occlumency to help you better understand what you went through?"

Marilyn watched wide-eyed as Rafe emptied his stomach into the basket. Not thinking, she moved to his side, rubbing his back as the purge continued. "I'm sorry, Rafe. Was it something I said?" She'd never seen him like this before, and it was scaring her. All she could think to do was mutter words of comfort, trying to put him at ease.

When he'd finally settled, and put the basket to the side, Marilyn cleaned it quickly with a wave of her wand. Grabbing a clean napkin, she wiped at his mouth, more intent on help him than realizing how close they were.

When he'd mentioned Occlumency, she paused. "Do you think that'll work?"

MoviegoerKinz · 07-17-2011, 05:33 AM

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Marilyn watched wide-eyed as Rafe emptied his stomach into the basket. Not thinking, she moved to his side, rubbing his back as the purge continued. "I'm sorry, Rafe. Was it something I said?" She'd never seen him like this before, and it was scaring her. All she could think to do was mutter words of comfort, trying to put him at ease.

When he'd finally settled, and put the basket to the side, Marilyn cleaned it quickly with a wave of her wand. Grabbing a clean napkin, she wiped at his mouth, more intent on help him than realizing how close they were.

When he'd mentioned Occlumency, she paused. "Do you think that'll work?"

Rafe felt like he was being treated like a child. He didn't need this humility. Not with Marilyn, not after they were no longer together. He felt weak and his chest was hurting. He didn't understand what was happening to him. Maybe this had to do with the connection he had with her. It felt stronger than it ever had before, yet something was ripping up inside of him at the thought of him and Marilyn never being together. He didn't know what to do or who to talk about this?

Rafe snapped out of this moment of self-doubt so he could focus on the situation at hand. "I think it would help...we could perhaps try Legilimency first...just to go through the layers and help you remember everything that happened, so we know...I mean, you know everything and then practice Occlumency to forget everything and block those memories. It's just a thought."

Govoni · 07-17-2011, 05:43 AM

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Rafe felt like he was being treated like a child. He didn't need this humility. Not with Marilyn, not after they were no longer together. He felt weak and his chest was hurting. He didn't understand what was happening to him. Maybe this had to do with the connection he had with her. It felt stronger than it ever had before, yet something was ripping up inside of him at the thought of him and Marilyn never being together. He didn't know what to do or who to talk about this?

Rafe snapped out of this moment of self-doubt so he could focus on the situation at hand. "I think it would help...we could perhaps try Legilimency first...just to go through the layers and help you remember everything that happened, so we know...I mean, you know everything and then practice Occlumency to forget everything and block those memories. It's just a thought."

Marilyn sighed. "I'll try anything, really. Anything that'll help not to..." The blonde shook her head. "Anything not to think about it anymore." She was idly rubbing his shoulder, thinking about how happy she could be again if she were just able to let go of these...memories.

"Rafe, thank you for offering to help me. It means a lot that you're willing to take time out of your busy days." Her eyes were downcast as she finally pulled away from him. It was tough to let him go...but something we telling her that Rafe didn't want her touching him. "I'm sorry about before...I know you can get a little weird about people helping you."

MoviegoerKinz · 07-17-2011, 05:59 AM

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Marilyn sighed. "I'll try anything, really. Anything that'll help not to..." The blonde shook her head. "Anything not to think about it anymore." She was idly rubbing his shoulder, thinking about how happy she could be again if she were just able to let go of these...memories.

"Rafe, thank you for offering to help me. It means a lot that you're willing to take time out of your busy days." Her eyes were downcast as she finally pulled away from him. It was tough to let him go...but something we telling her that Rafe didn't want her touching him. "I'm sorry about before...I know you can get a little weird about people helping you."

"We should probably do it soon then," he suggested. Her touch made some of the weakness kind of disappear. It was something about her touch that had this magical effect on him. "I think it would be good to work through it, rather than waiting for the memories to possibly fade away." Rafe himself had images of the day he almost died, but he wanted to remember them. He felt like he needed them to help him remember who he was. "We might discover something in the process." Rafe figured this lunch date was practically over as he took out his wand and made the picnic basket and blanket disappear. "Anything else we should discuss?" He felt so distant. Like everything was now business and without intimacy.

Govoni · 07-17-2011, 06:23 AM

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"We should probably do it soon then," he suggested. Her touch made some of the weakness kind of disappear. It was something about her touch that had this magical effect on him. "I think it would be good to work through it, rather than waiting for the memories to possibly fade away." Rafe himself had images of the day he almost died, but he wanted to remember them. He felt like he needed them to help him remember who he was. "We might discover something in the process." Rafe figured this lunch date was practically over as he took out his wand and made the picnic basket and blanket disappear. "Anything else we should discuss?" He felt so distant. Like everything was now business and without intimacy.

Marilyn noticed the emotional climate shift. The warmth that Rafe usually held in his voice for the Slytherin...seemed gone. The feeling alone caused her to whimper slightly...

He's done with you, Marilyn. Get over it. You're stronger than this...

Clearing her throat, she ran her fingers through her hair. "I guess not..." The urge to tell him she loved him was strong. "Was there something else you wanted to say to me?"

MoviegoerKinz · 07-17-2011, 06:55 AM

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Marilyn noticed the emotional climate shift. The warmth that Rafe usually held in his voice for the Slytherin...seemed gone. The feeling alone caused her to whimper slightly...

He's done with you, Marilyn. Get over it. You're stronger than this...

Clearing her throat, she ran her fingers through her hair. "I guess not..." The urge to tell him she loved him was strong. "Was there something else you wanted to say to me?"

"Te iubesc," he said softly. Rafe felt another pain in his chest as he said it, and quickly pressed his hand against his chest as if that would somehow relieve the pain, but it did little comfort. "Though I don't know if it has any relevance." His voice was shaky and he felt physically weak, but somehow mustered the strength to stand up from being on the floor. He could just tell her and the pain would be over and surely she wouldn't be angry. Everything felt cold, including the way Marilyn was treating him. The pain was becoming overwhelming as he stumbled backwards and had to support himself on the wall. So, this is what a broken heart felt like, he came to realize.

Govoni · 07-17-2011, 07:22 AM

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"Te iubesc," he said softly. Rafe felt another pain in his chest as he said it, and quickly pressed his hand against his chest as if that would somehow relieve the pain, but it did little comfort. "Though I don't know if it has any relevance." His voice was shaky and he felt physically weak, but somehow mustered the strength to stand up from being on the floor. He could just tell her and the pain would be over and surely she wouldn't be angry. Everything felt cold, including the way Marilyn was treating him. The pain was becoming overwhelming as he stumbled backwards and had to support himself on the wall. So, this is what a broken heart felt like, he came to realize.

Marilyn gasped, watching him in such a deep, emotional and physical pain brought tears to her eye. Te lubesc? What had that meant? "Rafe, what's going on?" She stood, trying to get close to him. "Please tell me what's wrong?"

He looked like he'd just lost a part of himself, with utter agony on his lovely features. "Rafe...What does te lubesc mean?" It was obviously Romanian...

MoviegoerKinz · 07-18-2011, 02:33 AM

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Marilyn gasped, watching him in such a deep, emotional and physical pain brought tears to her eye. Te lubesc? What had that meant? "Rafe, what's going on?" She stood, trying to get close to him. "Please tell me what's wrong?"

He looked like he'd just lost a part of himself, with utter agony on his lovely features. "Rafe...What does te lubesc mean?" It was obviously Romanian...

"D-Don't get any closer." Rafe raised his hand. He didn't like how close she was. He just needed to get away and contact his father to figure out what the bloody hell was going on with him. "There's something I need to figure out on my...ooooooh...." he yelled. The pain was overwhelming, it was like he was changing and it wasn't even a full moon. "Marilyn...GO! GO NOW!" Rafe's eyes went beady black and he could feel his temperature rising. He wasn't a full werewolf, but he still experienced changes particularly when he was overcome with emotion. Rafe just had to get to the dormitories to get some wolfsbane, it always had a way of easing his change. But, would it even work when it wasn't even a full moon?

Govoni · 07-18-2011, 03:09 AM

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"D-Don't get any closer." Rafe raised his hand. He didn't like how close she was. He just needed to get away and contact his father to figure out what the bloody hell was going on with him. "There's something I need to figure out on my...ooooooh...." he yelled. The pain was overwhelming, it was like he was changing and it wasn't even a full moon. "Marilyn...GO! GO NOW!" Rafe's eyes went beady black and he could feel his temperature rising. He wasn't a full werewolf, but he still experienced changes particularly when he was overcome with emotion. Rafe just had to get to the dormitories to get some wolfsbane, it always had a way of easing his change. But, would it even work when it wasn't even a full moon?

Marilyn could only stare as Rafe gasped and yelled in utter agony. He was screaming at her to GO...She backed away, not sure what was happening...but suddenly remembered just who she was dealing with.

Rafe was a werewolf...

He was dangerous. If Marilyn didn't leave now, he was probably going to hurt her. She felt it deep inside her soul.

Coming to grips with the fact that this situation had drastically changed for the worse...Marilyn cried. Cried for seeing the man she cared most for like this...He had said he loved her...or at least, that's what she thought it meant. He'd never hurt her knowingly. "Rafe, please...you need to calm down..."

Marilyn continued to back away, not able to peel her eyes away from the scene before her.

MoviegoerKinz · 07-18-2011, 03:27 AM

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Marilyn could only stare as Rafe gasped and yelled in utter agony. He was screaming at her to GO...She backed away, not sure what was happening...but suddenly remembered just who she was dealing with.

Rafe was a werewolf...

He was dangerous. If Marilyn didn't leave now, he was probably going to hurt her. She felt it deep inside her soul.

Coming to grips with the fact that this situation had drastically changed for the worse...Marilyn cried. Cried for seeing the man she cared most for like this...He had said he loved her...or at least, that's what she thought it meant. He'd never hurt her knowingly. "Rafe, please...you need to calm down..."

Marilyn continued to back away, not able to peel her eyes away from the scene before her.

Rafe sank down to the floor and was lying on the ground, tossing and turning in agony with his eyes shut. Why was Marilyn still here? She wasn't safe. He could barely make out her words. Calm, is the only thing he could make out. How could he get calm when he was in so much pain? It felt like his heart could explode. Rafe began to growl, like an animal. No! This couldn't be happening, not with Marilyn there.

His eyelids flipped open and his beady eyes met Marilyn's. "Marilyn," he whispered. This his heart jolted again. "AAAAAH!" He felt like he needed to rip something apart...and she was there. No! That was it she was there, he could hurt her and he could never to that. He closed his eyes again, flashes entered his mind...Diagon Alley... Hogsmeade... Behind the statues... rescue in Italy... they were moments of pure happiness and he just needed to focus on it. He could feel his heart beat slowing down and his temperature lowering. He took in slow deep breaths.

Rafe started to feel normal. He opened his eyes, which were now sparkling green, but filled with tears, not of sadness, but joy from remembering those memories. He didn't know if he should move or what?

Govoni · 07-18-2011, 03:47 AM

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Rafe sank down to the floor and was lying on the ground, tossing and turning in agony with his eyes shut. Why was Marilyn still here? She wasn't safe. He could barely make out her words. Calm, is the only thing he could make out. How could he get calm when he was in so much pain? It felt like his heart could explode. Rafe began to growl, like an animal. No! This couldn't be happening, not with Marilyn there.

His eyelids flipped open and his beady eyes met Marilyn's. "Marilyn," he whispered. This his heart jolted again. "AAAAAH!" He felt like he needed to rip something apart...and she was there. No! That was it she was there, he could hurt her and he could never to that. He closed his eyes again, flashes entered his mind...Diagon Alley... Hogsmeade... Behind the statues... rescue in Italy... they were moments of pure happiness and he just needed to focus on it. He could feel his heart beat slowing down and his temperature lowering. He took in slow deep breaths.

Rafe started to feel normal. He opened his eyes, which were now sparkling green, but filled with tears, not of sadness, but joy from remembering those memories. He didn't know if he should move or what?

Glued to the spot...Marilyn's feet wouldn't budge. Confusion, fear, anger, excitement...Had he almost... shape-shifted right in front of her?

"Ra....Rafe." She tried to sound strong and confident...but, in reality, she was terrified. "Are...Are you okay?" The tears were still coming and she was powerless to stop them. Being in Slytherin meant a lot of things, but it had not prepared her for watching someone she loved withering in complete agony and pain. "I never want to see you hurt like this again."

Truth and affection was present in every word. "I...I..." Marilyn bit her lip helplessly. "Je vous aime tellement."

He's found it easier to speak in Romanian...and she in French. Marilyn didn't think she'd ever stop loving him, never...but considering the very real danger...what was she to do?

MoviegoerKinz · 07-20-2011, 02:35 AM

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Glued to the spot...Marilyn's feet wouldn't budge. Confusion, fear, anger, excitement...Had he almost... shape-shifted right in front of her?

"Ra....Rafe." She tried to sound strong and confident...but, in reality, she was terrified. "Are...Are you okay?" The tears were still coming and she was powerless to stop them. Being in Slytherin meant a lot of things, but it had not prepared her for watching someone she loved withering in complete agony and pain. "I never want to see you hurt like this again."

Truth and affection was present in every word. "I...I..." Marilyn bit her lip helplessly. "Je vous aime tellement."

He's found it easier to speak in Romanian...and she in French. Marilyn didn't think she'd ever stop loving him, never...but considering the very real danger...what was she to do?

Rafe was breathing heavy. As long as he concentrated on happy times, he was fine. Rafe could only imagine what his father went through when his mother left him. But, at least Rafe had hope that he and Marilyn could still be together. Rafe got to his feet slowly, but surely. "I-I...I just need to learn to control it." Rafe placed his hand on his chest once more. The pain was still piercing, but he felt like he had more control. "I've never experience anything like that before, I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me." Rafe couldn't look Marilyn in the eyes. He kept staring at the floor.

Rafe then heard her speak in french and his heart felt warm at her words. "If you still love me, then why can't we be together?" He still couldn't bring himself to look at her and was almost scared to hear her answer.

Govoni · 07-20-2011, 04:03 AM

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Rafe was breathing heavy. As long as he concentrated on happy times, he was fine. Rafe could only imagine what his father went through when his mother left him. But, at least Rafe had hope that he and Marilyn could still be together. Rafe got to his feet slowly, but surely. "I-I...I just need to learn to control it." Rafe placed his hand on his chest once more. The pain was still piercing, but he felt like he had more control. "I've never experience anything like that before, I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me." Rafe couldn't look Marilyn in the eyes. He kept staring at the floor.

Rafe then heard her speak in french and his heart felt warm at her words. "If you still love me, then why can't we be together?" He still couldn't bring himself to look at her and was almost scared to hear her answer.

Marilyn exhaled a breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding...Rafe was standing on his own accord, and speaking normally. That had been terrifying for the blonde Slytherin...but something told her it was a Wolf thing...like most things with him were...

Why couldn't they be together?...

She frowned, disbelieving what she was about to say..."It's really nothing to do with you, Rafe...I've got a lot of things I need to figure out first. I have no idea who I am anymore...I can't fully love someone else when I don't even love myself right now..."

MoviegoerKinz · 07-20-2011, 04:40 AM

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Marilyn exhaled a breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding...Rafe was standing on his own accord, and speaking normally. That had been terrifying for the blonde Slytherin...but something told her it was a Wolf thing...like most things with him were...

Why couldn't they be together?...

She frowned, disbelieving what she was about to say..."It's really nothing to do with you, Rafe...I've got a lot of things I need to figure out first. I have no idea who I am anymore...I can't fully love someone else when I don't even love myself right now..."

"I don't understand...I mean, I get that you need to figure things out, but how can you not love yourself?" Rafe was confused. To him, Marilyn was perfect in every single way, even with her scars. That didn't matter to him. He just wanted to be with her. To hold her in his arms and to kiss her like they did in Hogsmeade many years ago. "You know I would never hurt you? You know I would be good to you and take care of you in every single way? And that I'm...I'm still here for you?"

Govoni · 07-20-2011, 04:50 AM

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"I don't understand...I mean, I get that you need to figure things out, but how can you not love yourself?" Rafe was confused. To him, Marilyn was perfect in every single way, even with her scars. That didn't matter to him. He just wanted to be with her. To hold her in his arms and to kiss her like they did in Hogsmeade many years ago. "You know I would never hurt you? You know I would be good to you and take care of you in every single way? And that I'm...I'm still here for you?"

Marilyn grimaced at him..."Why does everyone keep saying that? I'm not perfect. I have FLAWS." She sighed, moving to snatch up her bag she'd dropped earlier from shock..."I know you'd never hurt me...and I'm sure you'd be good to me in every way possible...but how do you know I won't hurt you? How do you know that I will be good to you?"

Biting her lip, she frowned..."I'm not proud of myself because things Ive done...but I'm going to work past that on my own...because it's on a deeply personal level. I DO love you, Rafe...I have since...the first time we met, if I'm being honest..."

Readjusting the straps became interesting...What more was there to say? "I've just got a lot to figure out...Are you going to be okay, though? You really scared me earlier..."

Mad Eye Touz · 07-23-2011, 09:53 AM

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Originally Posted by Tegz

Tell him something? Jim-as-Neptune blinked.

"Yeah. Sure." He/she stood up and then after a moment of hesitation, offered his/her hand.

He looked over at Finlay-as-Fallon and at Iris...

... who apparently had no idea it was Finn? WELL Jim-as-Neptune was EVER so helpful.

"Goodbye FINLAY." Loud enough and blatant enough for the Head Girl to know that she was talking to Finn. Yeah.

He let Neptune-as-Jimmy led him away.

Neptune-as-Jim also hesitated, but took his hand anyway, devil may care style! Since she was Jim, she could get away with it. She led Jim-as-herself out of the library,in Bott on a mission fashion. Though to all that might have seen, it might have appeared like James was dragging Neptune Bott down the hallway.

New strength - Neptune didn't know how to handle it. Teehee.

"Nice to see you two speaking again," Neptune-as-Jim chimed in before reaching the Tapestry outside of the library.

Here seemed as good a place as any...?

She put ... Jim-as-HER in front of ...herself ... then sighed and made a frustrated little sound. "I should have waited. This is weird when I'm looking at myself," and weirder still to hear the Bott-whine coming from Big James Wilkes. But ...now or never? "It's about the potion."

TeafortheSoul · 07-23-2011, 10:07 AM

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Originally Posted by Mad Eye Touz

Neptune-as-Jim also hesitated, but took his hand anyway, devil may care style! Since she was Jim, she could get away with it. She led Jim-as-herself out of the library,in Bott on a mission fashion. Though to all that might have seen, it might have appeared like James was dragging Neptune Bott down the hallway.

New strength - Neptune didn't know how to handle it. Teehee.

"Nice to see you two speaking again," Neptune-as-Jim chimed in before reaching the Tapestry outside of the library.

Here seemed as good a place as any...?

She put ... Jim-as-HER in front of ...herself ... then sighed and made a frustrated little sound. "I should have waited. This is weird when I'm looking at myself," and weirder still to hear the Bott-whine coming from Big James Wilkes. But ...now or never? "It's about the potion."

So weak. So weak. He'd thought he was letting himself be led but... well... as Neptune? He couldn't have stopped it if he tried.

Except maybe by squawking and kicking up a fuss that way.

...

"What about the potion?" What was he supposed to DO with it by the way?

Mad Eye Touz · 07-23-2011, 10:18 AM

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Originally Posted by Tegz

So weak. So weak. He'd thought he was letting himself be led but... well... as Neptune? He couldn't have stopped it if he tried.

Except maybe by squawking and kicking up a fuss that way.

...

"What about the potion?" What was he supposed to DO with it by the way?

Neptune-as-Jim pocketed his giant hands into his pockets.

"Strawberries."

..

"And... tulips."

...

She/he closed her eyes, almost able to smell the familiar potion with it being corked and not in her possession anymore. "Carpet.... the magic carpet. And sometimes... gold." Like... a snitch.

Just.... there. FYI. Neptune-as-Jim reopened her eyes and... just managed not to retreat entirely. Who exactly had thought this was a good idea again? Gryffindors? Bloody Gryffindors.

This was a TERRIBLE idea. But done.

TeafortheSoul · 07-23-2011, 10:23 AM

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Originally Posted by Mad Eye Touz

Neptune-as-Jim pocketed his giant hands into his pockets.

"Strawberries."

..

"And... tulips."

...

She/he closed her eyes, almost able to smell the familiar potion with it being corked and not in her possession anymore. "Carpet.... the magic carpet. And sometimes... gold." Like... a snitch.

Just.... there. FYI. Neptune-as-Jim reopened her eyes and... just managed not to retreat entirely. Who exactly had thought this was a good idea again? Gryffindors? Bloody Gryffindors.

This was a TERRIBLE idea. But done.

"You make it sound so complicated. It just smells like your hair. Thats all."

Or well.

"My hair, I guess." Jim-as-Neptune corrected. "What am I supposed to do with it?"

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