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Jane put an arm around his shoulder. She leaned lightly on the nearer shoulder. She folded her legs to the side and leaned back on the wall. She was singing 'Stick wit u' inside her head before singing it out loud, but gently. That was how she felt. She knew songs could drown any sorrow. |
"I'm sooo sooorrryy." He cried. He was a terrible person, he felt it inside. |
"Don't cry,"Jane tried to comfort him. She had stopped singing. She had already forgiven him. Jane has learned to forgive past feelings, from her twin brother, who constantly feeds her with advice every time she went home for the holidays. She thought Christian needed to know he's forgiven so he doesn't beat himself up about it. "You're forgiven, Christian,"she said. |
Juliet made her way down the corridor with her books. She stopped to look at the portriats hanging on the wall. What lovely pictures, she thought. She shifted the board she had stuck under one arm a little. She had been carrying it forever. She dropped it to the floor and rode it a little ways. Looking out for prefects. |
Vivianne strode along the first floor corridor. She doesn't know what to do right now. She passed by a girl however she didn't noticed who it was when she remembered the features. She walked backwards and stopped when she finally reached her. "Juliet." she said.... "What are you doing?" |
Julie looked up fast, somehow keeping her balance, Uhh. Nothin? She stepped off the board and smiled sheepishly. Come on. It's been months!! She smiled at Vivianne, Soo. She rocked back and forth drawing out the word. What you doin' up this way? |
Riding a skateboard in the hallways? "You might crash into someone here," she said. "You'll get yourself into trouble." She wasn't a perfect one but then meeting a girl like her just made her life more perfect. Well, she couldn't find anyone else whose skateboarding like Juliet.... Cool one... "Months since what?" she asked her. "Oh... I was actually doing my usual stufff." She stepped aside. "Wandering. And what came into your mind riding that board in here?" |
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Months since I've ridden a skateboard. she answered her. Wandering? Really? What's that like? She looked at her board. What had come into her mind, she shrugged, I don't know. I just wanted to ride. |
She glanced around. And looked at her again... Yeah she was right... Until she walked in it was TOTALLY empty... "You might have crashed into me," she smiled. "It's a crazy thing to do," she answered. "I don't know really where i'm heading. Just walking here and there till i get tired." It's pretty hard as well. how she wished she could just ride a skateboard here and do the same thing Juliet was doing. |
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Julie looked at Vivianne, Sounds nice. Have nothing on your mind. No destination. Just nothing. She dropped her board again and put her foot on the end in a mimick of a manuel. She twirled it around. |
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"I don't know how to respond to that. No one has ever forgiven me for anything before." He whispeed |
Jane smiled. She was relieved that she had forgiven him after all. She knew that he wasn't going to beat himself up anytime soon, about himself. She leaned in to kiss his cheek. "They should. You should forgive yourself too,"Jane whispered back. "It wasn't your fault that that voice just invades your mind,"she was trying to help him forgive himself. |
He wiped at his eyes smearing his eyeliner everywhere. "Why should I forgive myself?" He whispered. "That Memory hurt you." |
"It kept you from screaming, it wasn't your fault. It kept you away from that voice!That pain. It wasn't your fault,"Jane tried to reassure him that he had done no wrong by conjuring that memory to keep that voice out. Jane didn't know she was so forgiving until now. She wiped off the smeared eyeliner with her thumb. "Look at me,"she whispered, bringing his face up. "We're going to get through this. You're going to fight that voice in your head!I'll be here for you,"Jane smiled and looked directly into his eyes. She meant that. |
Christian nodded. "But the look on your face when I told you. You pulled away from me me like I was a snake. I saw it Jane, I still see it." |
"I'm sorry. I ...I didn't know about Jade. I'm truly sorry for what I did,""It was true. Jane never knew most of Christian's past. She wished he would let that little scene go as she thought about it. She felt horrible and scared that time. She still feels scared but her head is telling her to hold on, for her life. She touched the side of his face and wiped his tears. |
Christian wanted her to hold him, to at least hug him or something, but she looked so scared of him. He didn't understand. "You have nothing to be sorry for Jane." He whispered. |
Jane didn't really understand what was going on with him. She just wished everything would be like the first day they met. She didn't mind if that was the only day they had to live through everyday. She didn't mind meeting him so many times, knowing, assured that she's going to live happy and forever, with him. She still thought of that day. She hadn't let that go. She wanted to make it forever!She was out of words. She leaned on his shoulder and cried while putting an arm around him. |
"Jane why are you so scared of me?" He asked her point blank. |
"I'm only afraid of losing you,"she said, while wiping her own tears. He had meant the world to her since the moment they met. She just knew. "This, voice,"Jane conitnued. "It feels like it's taking you away. I'm scared. I don't want to lose you,"Jane managed to squeeze in a few words before tears rolled down again. |
Christian didn't know what to say. "I don't know Jane. I'm scared too, I just wish I knew what he wanted." He whispered |
"If he comes for you... If he takes you away,"Jane was imagining the worst possible thing to happen. She needed to plan. "No.I won't let him. I'll fight for you!"Jane told him. She just knew she had to fight for what she believed in. And that was Christian, being the love of her life, her soul mate. She believed in that ever after. |
Christian knew that if is father did come after him, he would have to go. He didn't say anything he just held her tight. |
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