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Rubbing his elbow subconsciously after the healer lady popped it into place, Dominic waited to see her reaction. Naturally, she was intrigued by the question, with ever reason to be so. "Well," the fifth year paused dramatically to build up the suspense. "At the welcoming feast, I wrote this little ridiculous sonnet thing, which I would be obliged if you would be so kind as to take two minutes to read it." The Prefect chewed his lower lip nervously as he glanced around the waiting room, knowing full well that she had others to attend to. Ah well, she was allowed to refuse, technically speaking . . .
"Oh, sure I guess so. Why not?" She said still a little perplexed by the odd request. "Why do you need me to read it?"
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"Oh, sure I guess so. Why not?" She said still a little perplexed by the odd request. "Why do you need me to read it?"
"Excellent," He commented, almost simultaneous reaching into his pocket with his newly repaired arm to fetch the parchment that was neatly rolled up. But his fingers stopped just a few millimeters short of the poem as she asked the question he dreaded most being asked - which of course was asked before, so didn't bother him too much. "Well, I just uh, it's not that I need you to read it, but I figured i might as well share it with all the Professors and Staff, as I've done with a few others. Plus it gives me the chance to show my appreciation and also get to know you all," Dom tried to explain as confidently as possible, as he reached the extra space in his pocket and removed the parchment. Handing it to her carefully, he waited for her to unravel it and read it.
SPOILER!!: the parchment
When disgraced in the eyes of Kaz
And beneath my bravery I weep,
With deaf ears and my tearless cries,
And looking up to the dias, curse my sleep;
To wish upon me one more chance,
Featuring all whom make least,
Desire in us all to dance,
With that let us contend with deist
Yet these thoughts, I find myself despising,
How I think with glee and then to you,
Like climbing these endless stairs and always arising,
But from the clouds to the grounds, and then the loo
For no matter how much pride or wealth I bring,
That I scorn to be as half as worthy as you kings.
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"Thank you so much, Nurse Merry. Now I don't have to face my crush and scratch myself at the same time. He would think I have poor hygiene. I'll just pretend I have the BEJIBBIIESS!!" Jane sincerely thanked the Nurse over and over again. Feeling very grateful that someone has taken her itch away.. well, give it a few days, it WILL be gone.
Jane left the Hospital Wing and applied more cream. Luckily it was white and blended with her complexion. She naturally was already as white as a snowman.
"Excellent," He commented, almost simultaneous reaching into his pocket with his newly repaired arm to fetch the parchment that was neatly rolled up. But his fingers stopped just a few millimeters short of the poem as she asked the question he dreaded most being asked - which of course was asked before, so didn't bother him too much. "Well, I just uh, it's not that I need you to read it, but I figured i might as well share it with all the Professors and Staff, as I've done with a few others. Plus it gives me the chance to show my appreciation and also get to know you all," Dom tried to explain as confidently as possible, as he reached the extra space in his pocket and removed the parchment. Handing it to her carefully, he waited for her to unravel it and read it.
SPOILER!!: the parchment
When disgraced in the eyes of Kaz
And beneath my bravery I weep,
With deaf ears and my tearless cries,
And looking up to the dias, curse my sleep;
To wish upon me one more chance,
Featuring all whom make least,
Desire in us all to dance,
With that let us contend with deist
Yet these thoughts, I find myself despising,
How I think with glee and then to you,
Like climbing these endless stairs and always arising,
But from the clouds to the grounds, and then the loo
For no matter how much pride or wealth I bring,
That I scorn to be as half as worthy as you kings.
Merry took the parchment and read it over and grinned. "Well I'm really not all that great judge of poetry but it looks good to me. Very few young men have the ability you seem to." She handed it back to him.
"I need everyone to calm down. All will be fine without the added dramatics. Now, tell me what happened and I can set about healing you." She gathered a headache reliever potion and a dreamless sleep potion as well as a pain reliever potion for when Merry set the right arm.
"I was looking for Ruby to give her the mirror, see her grandfather is in St Mungos and I wanted her to be able to talk to him and see how he was doing whenever she wanted. I found her on the seventh floor and she and Jack were having somewhat of an argument. Then Ruby she said. Well umm that probably doesn't matter, but anyway I was running from her and then I got dizzy and I couldn't see anything. After that I'm not sure." Sakura told the nurse sleepily.
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Merry took the parchment and read it over and grinned. "Well I'm really not all that great judge of poetry but it looks good to me. Very few young men have the ability you seem to." She handed it back to him.
Dominic played with his fingers nervously as the healer read over his poem; once he saw the smile though, he knew that it wasn't bad at all. Oh and she complimented him too!! How amazing was that.
"Thank you," he replied back, taking the parchment and replacing it in his pocket. "And well thank you healing me. I should go now and speak to you soon?" With a furtive nod, the fifth year turned on the young nurse and departed from the room.
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"I need everyone to calm down. All will be fine without the added dramatics. Now, tell me what happened and I can set about healing you." She gathered a headache reliever potion and a dreamless sleep potion as well as a pain reliever potion for when Merry set the right arm.
Jack smiled at her, she was nice, calm.
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"I was looking for Ruby to give her the mirror, see her grandfather is in St Mungos and I wanted her to be able to talk to him and see how he was doing whenever she wanted. I found her on the seventh floor and she and Jack were having somewhat of an argument. Then Ruby she said. Well umm that probably doesn't matter, but anyway I was running from her and then I got dizzy and I couldn't see anything. After that I'm not sure." Sakura told the nurse sleepily.
Jack nodded in agreement with Sak "And she's not been eating much, but she's been drinking a lot" Jack added.
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"I don't see how that's relevant and you don't necessarily know how much I eat. And so what if I drink a lot? It's not a problem is it?" Sakura directed the last question at the nurse.
Merry checked the ice and the ankle. "It's looking much better now." She vanished the ice away and rubbed some cream along the bruises. "Ok, allow that to be absorbed then try walking on it and see how it feels."
Rian smiled as Merry vanished the ice. She stared at the cream, and curiousity got the better of her. "What is that?" she asked, her voice polite, but wondering. Realizing that she had said it outloud, she blushed slightly. "Hmm. It's just that, well, I want to go into the medical field and well...I'm curious." she smiled slightly at the woman.
She nodded her head to her next instructions, waiting a few minutes before getting to her feet. She tested her weight carefully on her left foot, pleased when it didn't hurt. Putting more weight on it, she scrunched her eyebrows together. It didn't hurt. "It seems good to me," she said, looking curiously at the bruises on her ankle.
Jack nodded in agreement with Sak "And she's not been eating much, but she's been drinking a lot" Jack added.
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"I don't see how that's relevant and you don't necessarily know how much I eat. And so what if I drink a lot? It's not a problem is it?" Sakura directed the last question at the nurse.
"You need to eat. If your body isn't getting the nutrition it needs then that would be what causes the fainting feelings and the dizziness." Meredith turned to Jack. "You make sure she eats and if she doesn't you bring her right back to me and I'll see she does." She put on her best authoritative face. "Make sure what she eats is good food too, limit the junk food."
She turned to Sakura. "You have to promise me that you will. The dizziness will only get worse if you don't."
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Rian smiled as Merry vanished the ice. She stared at the cream, and curiousity got the better of her. "What is that?" she asked, her voice polite, but wondering. Realizing that she had said it outloud, she blushed slightly. "Hmm. It's just that, well, I want to go into the medical field and well...I'm curious." she smiled slightly at the woman.
She nodded her head to her next instructions, waiting a few minutes before getting to her feet. She tested her weight carefully on her left foot, pleased when it didn't hurt. Putting more weight on it, she scrunched her eyebrows together. It didn't hurt. "It seems good to me," she said, looking curiously at the bruises on her ankle.
"That's good then. You can leave whenever and if it goes back to hurting come back and let me know." Merry told the girl with a grin. "As for the cream, there's nothing particularly special about it but any other questions you have or curiousities about healing, feel free to come by my office."
Rian smiled genuinely at the nurse and gave her a nod. She took a few tentive steps toward the door. Nothing. Nothing but no hurt. "Thank you!" she said cheerfully, thanking Merry for both healing her and the invitation to visit her office. She gave a wave, then continued on toward the door.
"You need to eat. If your body isn't getting the nutrition it needs then that would be what causes the fainting feelings and the dizziness." Meredith turned to Jack. "You make sure she eats and if she doesn't you bring her right back to me and I'll see she does." She put on her best authoritative face. "Make sure what she eats is good food too, limit the junk food."
She turned to Sakura. "You have to promise me that you will. The dizziness will only get worse if you don't."
"I do eat, I just don't like a lot of the food they have here. I've never eaten a lot though, so if I eat more than I do I end up feeling sick. Either way something is going to happen. I don't eat much junk food anyway, I'm allowed it six times a year and I stick to that since I know it's not good for me." She wasn't too happy at the moment but she did decide to promise the nurse that she'd eat more. "I promise to try and eat more." She stated, because obviously if people were getting this worried she would have to do something about it. However she couldn't change the amount of food she could eat without getting sick overnight.
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"You need to eat. If your body isn't getting the nutrition it needs then that would be what causes the fainting feelings and the dizziness." Meredith turned to Jack. "You make sure she eats and if she doesn't you bring her right back to me and I'll see she does." She put on her best authoritative face. "Make sure what she eats is good food too, limit the junk food."
She turned to Sakura. "You have to promise me that you will. The dizziness will only get worse if you don't."
Jack nodded "That I can do" he smiled "I know what to give her" he glanced at Sak waiting for an answer
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"I do eat, I just don't like a lot of the food they have here. I've never eaten a lot though, so if I eat more than I do I end up feeling sick. Either way something is going to happen. I don't eat much junk food anyway, I'm allowed it six times a year and I stick to that since I know it's not good for me." She wasn't too happy at the moment but she did decide to promise the nurse that she'd eat more. "I promise to try and eat more." She stated, because obviously if people were getting this worried she would have to do something about it. However she couldn't change the amount of food she could eat without getting sick overnight.
Jack sighed "You have to find something to eat" he told her "You can't not eat just because you don't like it" Jack smiled at her.
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Jack nodded "That I can do" he smiled "I know what to give her" he glanced at Sak waiting for an answer
Jack sighed "You have to find something to eat" he told her "You can't not eat just because you don't like it" Jack smiled at her.
"I said that I'd try to eat more didn't I? Besides like I just said it's not only that I don't like the food it's that I get sick when I eat more. So if you want me to throw up on your robes. And just what exactly are you planning on feeding me?" Sakura asked wincing as she moved the wrong way and hurt her arm.
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"I said that I'd try to eat more didn't I? Besides like I just said it's not only that I don't like the food it's that I get sick when I eat more. So if you want me to throw up on your robes. And just what exactly are you planning on feeding me?" Sakura asked wincing as she moved the wrong way and hurt her arm.
Jack nodded "But, you can eat more than you do" he told her "Ah, you've already done that once" he smiled at her "Not a threat anymore" Jack smiled "Stuff you like" he told her simply "I know what you like, so I can pick out foods" Jack shrugged "try not to move too much" he told her.
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"She'll be just fine I assure you." Merry told her giving her an encouraging smile and heading to get a potion to stop the dizziness. "Here you go. This will help steady things so you don't feel faint."
Ruby took the potion and smiled "thank you" she took the potion and began to feel better she looked over at Sakura and had noticed that she was moving Ruby lowered her head and kept drinking the potion.
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When he stopped her from moving Sakura started to hit him without any real strength, trying to get away from him and towards Ruby. When he said that Ruby was worried about her she laughed hysterically. "Why would she be worried about her heartless cousin." Sakura felt sick though so she stopped struggling and relaxed slightly. "It hurts, my right arm is killing me." Looking down she noticed that it was sticking out at an odd angle. "And my head is pounding. Also I didn't fall down the stairs for no reason. I felt dizzy and I couldn't see what was happening." Maybe she should have ate more earlier.
That's when she remembered the parcel was still in her pocket. Using her left arm she searched around and found what she was looking for. It was one of the mirrors she had asked her mother for. The other would be with Scorpius. Pulling it out she threw it at Ruby. "Your heartless cousin wrote to her mother and asked her to give you this. It's one of a pair of mirrors that let's you see and speak to the person who holds the other half of the pair, Sasuke gave them to me last year for my birthday. I'm so heartless that I requested that mother send this to me for you and give the other to grandfather, so that you would be able to communicate with him while he was in St Mungo's whenever you wanted to. So that you would be able to see how he was doing for yourself instead of just relying on your mothers correspondence." Sakura spat at her.
Ruby sat there and stared at Sakura and didn't know what else to do but let a tear roll down her cheek she looked at her and said "i'm sorry" Sakura threw one of the mirrors to her she sat and looked at it in her hands and cried and just kept saying "i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry" Ruby loved Sakura and she was worried about her, Ruby managed to say "thank you Sakura for the Mirror"
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Jack's eyes widened as she tried to hit him "Hey, calm down" he told her "Because she's your family" Jack told her simply, he released her right arm and put his hands around her waist to keep her there instead "The nurse will sort it, I promise" Jack nodded "Well, if you felt dizzy and coudn't see what was happening, maybe you should eat more, drink little but often and sleep more" Jack told her, then he watched Sak amusedly as she threw the mirror at Ruby "Hey, seriously, calm down, this shouting is doing nothing for any of us" Jack told her.
Ruby looked at Jack and nodded and thought i am so sorry Jack i do love Sakura and John i never ment for one of them to get hurt and with that she started crying once more
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all of whom think i am terrifying because i play Bellatrix!!!! ♥Tom's Treehouse♥ ♥15th July 2011 The Final Chapter♥
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Ruby took the potion and smiled "thank you" she took the potion and began to feel better she looked over at Sakura and had noticed that she was moving Ruby lowered her head and kept drinking the potion.
Ruby sat there and stared at Sakura and didn't know what else to do but let a tear roll down her cheek she looked at her and said "i'm sorry" Sakura threw one of the mirrors to her she sat and looked at it in her hands and cried and just kept saying "i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry" Ruby loved Sakura and she was worried about her, Ruby managed to say "thank you Sakura for the Mirror"
Ruby looked at Jack and nodded and thought i am so sorry Jack i do love Sakura and John i never ment for one of them to get hurt and with that she started crying once more
Jack sighed "I know, don't worry" he turned to Sak "Sak, she really is sorry" Jack told her "Ruby" Jack said softly "She'll forgive you, but she didn't appreciate you threatening people" Jack told her kindly, and to show he wasn't mad, he smiled at her.
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Ruby took the potion and smiled "thank you" she took the potion and began to feel better she looked over at Sakura and had noticed that she was moving Ruby lowered her head and kept drinking the potion.
Ruby sat there and stared at Sakura and didn't know what else to do but let a tear roll down her cheek she looked at her and said "i'm sorry" Sakura threw one of the mirrors to her she sat and looked at it in her hands and cried and just kept saying "i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry" Ruby loved Sakura and she was worried about her, Ruby managed to say "thank you Sakura for the Mirror"
Ruby looked at Jack and nodded and thought i am so sorry Jack i do love Sakura and John i never ment for one of them to get hurt and with that she started crying once more
Sakura looked at her cousin with eyes like ice and with an emotionless voice she stated. "You wouldn't be sorry if I hadn't of gotten hurt. If I had of just continued down the stairs you wouldn't care, you wouldn't be apologizing, you probably would still be cursing my name or thinking up new ways to make me feel guilty and then tearing my world apart. Your apologies mean nothing." She turned her head away from her, looking up at Jack with eyes shining with hurt. That was what she'd never let her cousin know. That it hurt to act as if she wasn't affected by her words, that she wished she could go back to how things were. But this time she wasn't sure if she could.
"Does that mean I get more Honeydew, Sushi, Rice, Stir-fry, Panang Curry and Tarro?" She asked him slightly excited by that prospect. If it meant that she was going to get those things of course.
"You shouldn't promise her things like that. You shouldn't tell her what I'll do, especially when I wont do it." She told him, narrowing her eyes when he smiled at her cousin. She didn't like that not one bit. Especially when her cousin was so much prettier than her, and probably better at everything as well.
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Ruby stood up and placed the potion down that she had been drinking she turned to the nurse and said "thank you i am feeling better now" Ruby was still white but she smiled at the nurse she turned to Jack and said "thank you for your kind words even though i do not deserve them"
Ruby walked slowly over to Sakura and held the mirror tightly in her hand she looked at who was a very close person in her life and said "thank you for arrangeing this so that i may have contact with my grandfather while he is in St Mungo's" she lowered her head and continued "i do wish i could take back what i said but you have said some heartless things to me before Sakura"
with that Ruby left the mirror on the chair next to Sakura if she didn't want to be related to her then fine she wouldn't accept gifts either she cried as she left still feeling faint she closed the door and left.
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Reason: stuuuuuuuuupid spelling mistake whoops lol
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Sakura looked at her cousin with eyes like ice and with an emotionless voice she stated. "You wouldn't be sorry if I hadn't of gotten hurt. If I had of just continued down the stairs you wouldn't care, you wouldn't be apologizing, you probably would still be cursing my name or thinking up new ways to make me feel guilty and then tearing my world apart. Your apologies mean nothing." She turned her head away from her, looking up at Jack with eyes shining with hurt. That was what she'd never let her cousin know. That it hurt to act as if she wasn't affected by her words, that she wished she could go back to how things were. But this time she wasn't sure if she could.
"Does that mean I get more Honeydew, Sushi, Rice, Stir-fry, Panang Curry and Tarro?" She asked him slightly excited by that prospect. If it meant that she was going to get those things of course.
"You shouldn't promise her things like that. You shouldn't tell her what I'll do, especially when I wont do it." She told him, narrowing her eyes when he smiled at her cousin. She didn't like that not one bit. Especially when her cousin was so much prettier than her, and probably better at everything as well.
Jack nodded his head "Yep" he smiled "You will, in time" Jack told her "You are the prettiest person in my world, and you do everything perfectly" Jack assured her.
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Ruby stood up and placed the potion down that she had been drinking she turned to the nurse and said "thank you i am feeling better now" Ruby was still white but she smiled at the nurse she turned to Jack and said "thank you for your kind words even though i do not deserve them"
Ruby walked slowly over to Sakura and held the mirror tightly in her hand she looked at who was a very close person in her life and said "thank you for arrangeing this so that i may have contact with my grandfather while he is in St Mungo's" she lowered her head and continued "i do wish i could take back what i said but you have said some heartless things to me before Sakura"
with that Ruby left the mirror on the chair next to Sakura if she didn't want to be related to her then fine she wouldn't accept gifts either she cried as she left still feeling faint she closed the door and left.
"Everyone needs a friend, Ruby" Jack sighed as she left "See how bad she feels, I mean c'mon Sak, she's feeling so bad, I'm starting to feel depressed!" Jack told her "You have to see things from her side, she was trying to protect you in the best way she knows how" Jack told her.
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"Right, because telling me that I'm just like her mother said I was, heartless, is looking out for me. Especially after making me feel guilty about something I said about my aunt, that I didn't even mean, that I only said to show her how my reaction was reasonable, which I apologized for over and over again." Sakura's voice rose with each word and she was quickly getting hysterical again. "Right like she tried to see things from my perspective. She never did, she just condemned me for actions which I regretted almost as soon as I made them." Sakura pulled away from him, ignoring the pain that shot through her and grabbed the mirror. It had been a sort of peace offering, a way in which to apologize to her cousin and help her at the same time. "I wont forgive her and if you are just going to try and make me feel guilty I think you should leave as well." Sakura told him putting on a brave face, pulling together all the elements of the mask which she had recently forgotten to adopt every morning.
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"Right, because telling me that I'm just like her mother said I was, heartless, is looking out for me. Especially after making me feel guilty about something I said about my aunt, that I didn't even mean, that I only said to show her how my reaction was reasonable, which I apologized for over and over again." Sakura's voice rose with each word and she was quickly getting hysterical again. "Right like she tried to see things from my perspective. She never did, she just condemned me for actions which I regretted almost as soon as I made them." Sakura pulled away from him, ignoring the pain that shot through her and grabbed the mirror. It had been a sort of peace offering, a way in which to apologize to her cousin and help her at the same time. "I wont forgive her and if you are just going to try and make me feel guilty I think you should leave as well." Sakura told him putting on a brave face, pulling together all the elements of the mask which she had recently forgotten to adopt every morning.
Jack raised an eyebrow at Sak as he listened "You know how you felt when you tried to apologise repeatedly and she didn't listen, well, she feels like that, and I was up there, protecting you, fighting for you, I didn't cast any spells back, because it's not worth it, I have to save it, I have to be ready for the upcoming fight, yes, Sak, it's coming, faster than you think" Jack said worriedly "We have to be ready, and strong, I am not wasting my time with pathetic child duels, I need to duel someone better, someone who isn't scared of me, someone who can take what I can throw at them" Jack told her "And Ruby just isn't that person. If you want me to leave, fine, I don't want to go, but if it's what you want, then I will" Jack said flatly "Just remember, I love you and I will do anything for you" Jack told her, standing up, he paused for Sak to say what she wanted to.
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Jack raised an eyebrow at Sak as he listened "You know how you felt when you tried to apologise repeatedly and she didn't listen, well, she feels like that, and I was up there, protecting you, fighting for you, I didn't cast any spells back, because it's not worth it, I have to save it, I have to be ready for the upcoming fight, yes, Sak, it's coming, faster than you think" Jack said worriedly "We have to be ready, and strong, I am not wasting my time with pathetic child duels, I need to duel someone better, someone who isn't scared of me, someone who can take what I can throw at them" Jack told her "And Ruby just isn't that person. If you want me to leave, fine, I don't want to go, but if it's what you want, then I will" Jack said flatly "Just remember, I love you and I will do anything for you" Jack told her, standing up, he paused for Sak to say what she wanted to.
Hurts, hurts so much. It was like she was being rejected all over again, like he was calling her childish, as if he was saying that her pain over what her cousin said didn't matter. Just like with her parents, only he was saying that he wasn't rejecting her, but that didn't make sense. "I want people to stop rejecting me, I want you to stop trying to force me or guilt me into a decision to do with my cousin. Why can't you understand that it hurts more than anything that a person I considered another sister seemingly thinks so little of me? I want you to stay, I feel safe when I'm with you, but I want to leave the topic of Ruby alone for now. I want to prove that I'm better than they, than you think I am. That I'm capable of being who I need to, only you actually need to give me a chance to do so."
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Hurts, hurts so much. It was like she was being rejected all over again, like he was calling her childish, as if he was saying that her pain over what her cousin said didn't matter. Just like with her parents, only he was saying that he wasn't rejecting her, but that didn't make sense. "I want people to stop rejecting me, I want you to stop trying to force me or guilt me into a decision to do with my cousin. Why can't you understand that it hurts more than anything that a person I considered another sister seemingly thinks so little of me? I want you to stay, I feel safe when I'm with you, but I want to leave the topic of Ruby alone for now. I want to prove that I'm better than they, than you think I am. That I'm capable of being who I need to, only you actually need to give me a chance to do so."
Jack sat down next to her again "I am not rejecting you, I am not forcing you to make a decision, I am simply explaining how she feels about this" Jack told her "Sak, I understand more than you do, I have both sides of the story, and my heart is breaking, she thinks the world of you and vice versa, but you can't put your differences aside, I can't handle all this, I feel what you feel, and I'm only human, I still have emotions, I feel double the pain, and I have to find a way to block it" Jack told her "You can be who I need you to be, but not yet, you have to find what gives you strenth, and use it, I will give you the chance soon, but I am pretty dangerous in duels" he warned her "I may need someone to stop me" he sighed, he hated not being able to control himself completely.
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"You think I didn't try? It hurts to act like that towards her but it hurts to be around her at the moment. I just need time. Time to figure out what to say to her, how to deal with what I feel. I'm sorry if you feel that way, I don't want you to, but I can't block you out, and I can't stop feeling. I can put on an act, pretend that nothing is wrong, but I can't stop feeling them." She shrugged helplessly.
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