Jack nodded "Sense, funny word that..." Jack made a face and then leaned against the wall "I dunno why either, it's really... random" he muttered as he closed his eyes and put his head back

"Yeah, that's a good word for it, random," Antonio agreed. "Maybe it all means that things don't necessarily have to make sense, that sometimes it's okay if they don't."

Jack nodded "They don't always have to make sense, but it's always good when they do" he told him "If you ever want to check on Antonia, just ask" Jack smiled at him "Ok?" he shivered and laid down on the floor as his emotions came back, he felt the happiness of Antonia leave him, the wave of misery and pain overtook him again "Back to the way it is..." he trailed off as he curled up.

Antonio was sorry to see Jack change again, back to the way he usually was. He had enjoyed seeing the lighter side of him, if only for a moment. "Maybe you and Antonia can see each other again soon," he suggeted.

Jack smiled at Dumont "Maybe..." he thought about the last time he'd seen her and smiled "So, you see why I can be rude, and insensitive and angry all the time?" he asked "Because the strongest emotions are the horrible ones" he sighed.

"Yes, it seems they always are," Antonio said sadly. "Wouldn't it be wonderful if there was a way to erase all those bad memories, just to go off to a happy place for a little while where nothing bad ever happens? Can you imagine a place like that, Jack?"

Jack shook his head "No, I've never known a place like that" he admitted "I've heard of them, but never known about them..." Jack trailed off as he tried to imagine somewhere like that... but all he could see was a place where bad things happened and he was always at the centre, either the cause or the person who it happened to.

Lizzie walked into the classroom, sitting down with her back resting against a wall. With a little sigh she closed her eyes, thinking.

Jesse thought he saw Lizzie going into classroom eleven. He'd never been in there before, mainly because he hadn't had a reason to. But Lizzie had seemed slightly...puzzled, deep in thought, so he decided to follow her. He pushed open the door and spotted her sitting against the wall on the otherside of the room. He tilted his head to the side slightly, curious, before walking over to her, and sitting down beside her. "You ok?" he asked quietly.

"Yeah, I've heard of places like that, too," Antonio said. A wistful look appeared on his face as he began to focus and transport himself and Jack to a place where there was no pain, only happiness and joy. Maybe if he focused hard enough it could really happen, if only for a moment.

Jack tensed up as someone, Lizzie, walked into the room, he tried to focus so he didn't start going wierd again.

Jack almost shouted as someone else came in, he stood up and walked over to John "Hey, lets go," he offered his hand and gave Dumont a look that told him that it was time to go... even if Dumont wanted to stay here. Jack pulled his hand back and put it in his pocket before John had a chance to grab it "I'll... see you later" Jack's voice was a little higher than usual. He had to go, he ran out of the room and slammed the door shut behind him.

When he was outside of the room, he sunk to the floor as the image disappeared, it was nice while it had lasted. He wanted it back and soon.

Lizzie looked up as the door was opened and closed, spotting Jesse. As he sat down she shook her head and smiled sheepishly. Just got a bit taken with surprize as Ella spoke before about Kairi she said, studying her nails as if they were very important, not daring to meet Jesse's eyes.

Quickly looking up as a boy who had been in there before suddenly slammed the door behind him, Lizzie hoped she hadn't interruped something important.

Antonio suddenly had an idea. He turned to Jack and John and asked, "Say, would you boys like to come out to the whomping willow with me? I think we might have some fun out there and I'll show you how." Suddenly, Antonio looked like he was at least 15 years younger, almost as young as the twins themselves.

Jack stuck his head back in the room and stared at Dumont "Oh, that sounds fun" he smirked "I need to vent anyway" he grinned "C'mon then" he grinned

"Yeah, let's go," Antonio called out, starting off towards the grounds. He was pretty confident that Jack and John would follow him.

Jack moved out of the way so Dumont could walk in front, Jack followed him almost as if he was stalking or in a group of friends...

"Yeah, I guess Ella mentioning your best friend who's disappeared, wasn't really a smart move," Jesse said with a small smile. He remained silent for a second, before continuing, "I guess this Kairi girl was pretty stupid, leaving this place, and leaving you too," He looked up as a boy stormed out, obviously pretty moody at him for walking in. But how was Jess suppost to know that guy was doing something important? He'd came in here to see if one of his best friends was ok. "Why did she leave, anyway?" he asked curiously. He hoped he hadn't stumbled across a sensitive subject, the last thing he wanted was to make Lizzie upset.

Lizzie glanced at Jesse with amused eyes. The story was the longest one ever, and telling it would take all day. Breathing slowly for a while she decided to give him a short description..
She was a bit.. different. Unique. She was taken to another dimension or something, and this guy Roxas appeared instead. She swallowed and continued. He.. he was here for a few days, then he left because Kairi came back.. And she was here for a while before she had to go off fight some evil force.. she sighed. And Roxas left with her, and they're not coming back. I just.. I just know it, ok? Her fingers started to twist the two lockets she had hanging around her nack, without herself noticing it. One from her, one from him. Giving Jesse a shy smile she said Weird, huh?

Jesse listened with wide eyes as she explained. If somebody else had said it, then he wouldn't believe it, but this was Lizzie he was talking about, and he had to believe her, in fact, he did believe. "Wow..." he said, stunned. "That's...complicated," He looked at her, and noticed her fiddling with the two lockets around her neck. He'd only just noticed them, but it suddenly occured to him that she'd been wearing them both ever since he'd met her. He nodded, "Weird...and at the same time, quite awesome. I guess this place really is magical after all," He was silent for a second before continuing, "Y'know, they not really be gone for ever. They may come back, one day, when you least expect it," He smiled at her, then turned his gaze to the floor.

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Thankful that Jess had believed her, Lizzie let go of her necklace and smiled at him instead. Thanks for not.. y'know.. running off screaming she said. She was my best friend at the time, so it was a bit hard for me. And I... she hesitated for just a sec, meeting Jesse's eyes as she said I kinda liked Roxas a lot too.. she blushed a bit, adding I don't feel that way anymore though, Chris is everything now. She said it calmly, truly feeling how true it was. With another sigh she said So that's the hard bit. trying to get over it though, not linger with hopes that they might return...

"No problem, I've never been the one to run off screaming...Well, unless it involves spiders," he said with a small shiver. "It's hard to loose a best friend, I know how you feel. When I left Jenn, it felt like I was torn apart,"

He met her eyes, and couldn't help but smile a bit. "You liked a guy, who was never meant to exist? Well at least Chris is always there for you. This Roxas bloke sounds a bit of a shaky character," he said with a grin.

He nodded slowly, and turned his gaze to the floor. "Letting go, is one of the hardest things to do in life," He looked up again, "But you should never loose hope,"

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Lizzie's brown eyes met Jesse's as she smiled slightly. You're afraid of spiders? Wow, that's something I didn't know.. She shuddered a bit and added Makes sense to run from them then. Spiders was one of the few things that most people disliked that she actually liked. I don't think they're that bad actually. My brother had one before and it was tame and... she stopped, realising too many details wouldn't exactly cheer Jesse up.

Trying to stay off the topic of Kairi and Roxas, she asked Is there anything else you're afraid of? I mean, really scared of..? with a curious little smile, still a bit abscentmindedly.

Jesse thought for a moment, and was about to say something but stopped himself. She'll laugh, he thought to himself. No, she won't, she's Lizzie. Lizzie understands. "Loss. That's what I'm most afraid of most, loosing the one's a care about most," He stared determindley at the floor. "Oh yeah, I just remembered. Miss Pierce, our head of house, scares me the most," she said with a small laugh.

Lizzie looked away as she realised he didn't wanna meet for eyes, and sighed. Soo deep. I mean, of course I'm afraid of loss too, but that's nothing you can hide from or run away from. With a little laugh she said Hey, have I ever told you about my biggest fear?

Jesse looked up, "No. What is it? You've made me curious," he said with an amused grin. He couldn't imagine Lizzie being afraid of anything, she was so strong inside, despite everything that had happened to her. Deep down, he wished, not for himself but for Lizzie, that one day, Kairi would come back, even if was just for a little bit.