I sat on the couch my head down my hands together in a ball. "Miss Potter?" I looked up then quickly stood up. "Hello Proffesor" I said looking at him. "Hello" he said curtly. "I am here to speak with you, the Headmistress has sent me." He said looking around the room. "Filth" He muttered to himself.

We all sat in silence, everyone seemed interested in over hearing Stevie and Snape's chat, but it was pointless.
"Move out of the way! Filthy mudblood!" Kreacher said pushing my mother aside and hurrying into the boiler room.
"If he calls you that one more time" Ron said through clenched teeth.
"You'll do what? Expell him? Mc Gonagall says the last thing we need is him blabbing to the rest of the world. Besides, you can't tell him to leave or what to do! He doesn't belong to you" My mother said simply.
"Who does he belong to?" I asked taking my bowl to the sink.
"Birgit" My mother said quickly.
"You own a house elf?" Kira smiled to her "That's wicked!"

"So what do you want?" I asked Snape, "The Headmisstress said that you are to return to school, but will be studying in different fields. She said that she wants you back at Hogwarts untill the time comes when you can study wizardry again. For now you will be taking muggle studies and a tudor will be teaching you Mathamatics, English, Science, and History. Quidditch, has ended unfornateley for you Miss Potter and we will be seeing you at the Grand Ceremony in two days time." He Spat and apparated out of the room.

I heard a loud 'pop' and turned from B to the door leading into the next room, "I guess Snape left," I said coldly and peeked into the next room to find Stevie sitting alone.
"I don't want to talk about it, Kira, okay?" Stevie said sharply.
"Yeah, okay," I sighed and shut the door. I folded my arms and leaned against it, I felt like I was losing my best friend.

"Don't worry" My mother said to Kira, B and I "She just needs to be by herself, come now, it's bedtime."
- - - - -
I woke up the next morning sharply an owl had flown in and landed above my bed head. I relised instantly it was my Hogwarts letter, so I grabbed it and tore it open with excitment. The normal Hogwarts letter fell out, along with a small badge with a 'P' on it and a red letter.
"Yes!" I shouted with excitment picking up the prefect badge "I knew it! I got Prefect!" I run out my door to my mother who was heading to the kitchen "I got prefect!"
"Well done" My mother smiled happily. "Ron! Wake up! The letters are here!" She said running into his room "William got prefect!"
"Wha-?" Ron said sitting up confused. I opened the door and ran into the girl's room, all of them where still asleep, with three owls sitting in the room.
"Wake up!" I shouted opening the curtains " I got prefect!"
"What-?" Kira said sitting up confused, just like her father.
"I got prefect! Open your letter's, quickly, see if one of you got it!" I told Kira as I shook B and Stevie.

I sleepily reached over for the letter on my bedside table.
I sat up and tore it open while yawning, I saw all the usual stuff not expecting to see anything else when a red letter fell out. I quickly tried to stuff it back inside staring at it in shock, "If anyone I'm related to finds out-"
"Finds out what?" Fred asked at the door as George ran in, "Let's see what she's got!" he yelled.
"George!" I shouted as he grabbed the envelope out of my hand and Fred pulled me back while laughing.
George gasped and Fred let go, "Go on then!" he said to George.
"Little Kirakins, she's a prefect!" George pinched my cheak, and Fred nearly fell over laughing.
"Geroff!" I shoved George away.

"Oh, grow up!" I said to Fred and George, grinning. "I knew you would get it Kira!" George begun to try not to laugh as he said,
"Why?" I looked to him quickly. Him and Fred continued to laugh as they left the room. I turned around as B and Stevie sat up in their beds to see what all the fuss was about.
"I got prefect!" I said happily nodding "So did Kira!"
"Oh, I knew it!" Mrs. Weasley said running in and grabbing me with one arm and Kira with the other, hugging tightly. "What did I tell you, Hermione?" She said to my mum who was at the door with Ron, looking very proud.
"Does my family have an agenda to choke me to death?" Kira muttered to me as Mrs. Weasley released us. I grinned, then looked quickly over to Stevie, who was sitting staring at her letter. She scrunched it up and threw it away.
"Still can't see it?" I asked worried as the grown ups left. "Oh, Stevie!"

I looked over to Stevie then frowned looking at my letter.
"Stevie.." I got up and sat next to her and Will giving her a hug. I didn't know what to say but I hoped she would understand I cared.
"Kids! Breakfast!" My grandmother's voice ran through the halls and I pulled out of my hug with Stevie.
"She can really cook fast," I laughed and got up looking down at Stevie then to B. The room seemed to be silent until Fred called from the door, "C'mon now we can't have breakfast without the new perfect prefect Percy of the family."
My ears went red as I chased Fred down the stairs, "You'll pay for that one!" my voice trailed off.

"Don't run!" My mother screamed loudly suddenly. I looked at B and laughed,
"The Weasley's are going to be the end of my mother!" I said. She smiled as she followed after Kira. I turned to Stevie "Come on." She didn't seem like she wanted to move. I took her hand and pulled her out of bed, then lead her out "I told you we are here for you" and headed downstairs with her.
- - - - -
"Now everyone raise your glasses for the two new prefects!" Mr. Weasley (Kira's grandad) said loudly, I felt my face going red as even the aurors raised their glasses. The kitchen was full of members and some people I hadn't even met.
"Now dig in everyone!" Mrs. Weasley forced loudly as everyone begun breakfast.
"I need your school lists" my mother said to us all "Me and Ginny will head in and buy your things today."
"What are we going to do all day?" I asked, swollowing some toast.
"There's an attic full of junk upstairs!" Ron said, B looked at him quickly "Did I say junk? I meant...stuff" He went slightly red.
"I don't think it's safe for them to clean up there, it's full of a lot of dark objects" My mother said nervously.
"Lighten up, Hermione!" Ron said.
"Lightening dust coming right up!" Fred said, taking Ron's comment seriously as he blew dust over everyone. We all begun to float suddenly.
"FRED!" Mrs. Weasley screamed angry. Moody got out his wand and waved it slightly. Everyone returned to the ground.
"OW MUM!" Fred shouted as she chased him with her wooden spoon. "HOW ARE YOU SO STRONG!"

We headed up the stairs. "No Prefect badge huh?" Will asked. "How can I, I'm not even going to be in your classes. I'm getting freaking tudored." I swore loudly. "Oh come off it" Kira smiled puttiong a hand on my shoulder. "it'll be fine" She smiled as we started to open up soem boxes.

I went through some boxes, looking around more than cleaning. I opened one to find a large stack of photo books with the name "Sirius" written in ink on each one. I blew some dust off the cover and opened it up to see pictures of James, Sirius, Lupin, and was that Lily?
"Wow, look at this, B! It's your dad! And Stevie it's your grandparents!" I motioned them over and flipped through some pages.
"Nasty book! Filthy book, book of filth!" I heard Kreacher's voice from the corner of the attic, I scowled at him.

"Why are you up here, Kreacher?" I asked suddenly "Ron said you had to make the beds" Kracher swore loudly.
"Kreacher isn't told what to do by a bunch of mudblood lovers!" He snapped "Besides, Kreacher is doing what the mudblood told me to do!"
"What did my mother tell you to do?" I asked, ignoring the insults.
"She said to make sure you don't look at this!" He said, pulling on a sheet to reveal a table and a bowl. "It's the mudblood's!" I walked over to it and looked down through it.
"Woah!" I heard B behind me looking in aswell, Stevie and Kira joined on the other side. Suddenly, without warning, I felt my feet kick of the ground and I fell head first into it, and so did the others.

"Oh No!" I said getting up and looking around, we were in Gryffindor common room "What happened?"
"I don't know! It must have been a trap!" Stevie said, taking out her wand, even though it was ueless to her.
"Dad?" Kira said looking across to the fire. I couldn't believe it, sitting at the table doing work was Harry, Ron and my mum. But they where younger, as if in their fourth year.
"How can--?" I looked around "Oh...We are in a pensieve!" I said, but Stevie was just staring at her dad.

"Not going to have a very good month are you?" I watched Hermione question Ron.
"Ah, well, at least I'm forewarned," I turned to see my father yawning.
"You seem to be drowning twice," Hermione replied reading Ron's parchment.
"Oh, am I? I'd better change one of them to getting trampled by a rampaging hippogriff," my father took back the paper and I turned away for a second.
"Bloody hell, how'd we get here?" I muttered and someone turned me around to look at the scene again. Hermione now seemed to be talking about "S.P.E.W".
"Spew?" I asked.
"It's S-P-E-W," Will corrected me.
"Never heard of it," I said at the exact same time as my father and covered my mouth. Suddenly we began to move around again and the scene of Harry, Hermione, and Ron began to change.

OOC: Just saying that all the quotes of Ron and Hermione I used were from The Goblet of Fire, so no one out there thinks I'm plagarizing.

"What's going on?" B asked quickly grabbing my arm as everything around us was spinning wildly. Then it stopped. It looked like we were still at Hogwarts, but it didn't look like the great hall, it was as if the house tables had vanished and all the students where in silence doing work.
"Looks like exams!" I called, looking at Kira and Stevie who where two desks away, no one else moved to my shouting. "History of magic, to be exact" I said looking down at my mother's sheet.
"What is he doing?" Stevie said, staring at her father who was asleep. I hurried over and stared down at his sheet,
"He isn't doing to well" I muttered. Suddenly Harry sat up very quickly, Stevie and me jumped back as he screamed loudly. A proffessor hurried over, grabbed him quickly and pulled him out into the Great Hall.
"Sirius!" He muttered rather loudly, although not to many people could hear.
"Sirius?" I said, then looked down on the date of the exam. It was the day Sirius Black died. "Oh no" I muttered, looking at B. The hall was busy with people whispering suddenly. My mother was staring squarley at Ron, both with wide eyes as if trying to communicate.
"Back to work!" Proffessor Flitwick said loudly from the front. Stevie went to head out to the great hall where her dad was.
"Wait!" I said grabbing her arm "You can't go any futher then that, it's my mother's memories, not your fathers".

"Well can't you tell your mom to stop Harry from doing anything?" I asked with a shakey voice. I knew it was the day my father died. But was there any way to change it.
"No, I can't! It is only a memory. It has already happened!" Will said looking at me.
"Can't we get out of here, please? I don't want to see this..." I said with tears in my eyes

((ooc: sorry I haven't replied for a while. I had an exam! I got an A ))

ooc: I had an exam today! I was so glad with how I went wrote so much more then everyone else and knew all the answers! So 'William Granger' of me.

I walked over and hugged B tightly. Suddenly everything spun around again, alot faster and blurry.
"Hermione, we need to take Draco" Harry said. We all looked around, we were outside the Malfoy manor, my mother was with Harry and some other aurors, Draco was in a carriage, waiting to pull away.
"No!" She cried "He didn't kill those people Harry! I swear!" She grabbed his sleeze angrily.
"I have no choice, we have the evidence!" Harry sighed.
"Where will you take him?" She asked wiping her tears "No! Not Azkaban! He didn't Harry! He told me he didn't!" Suddenly Kira stepped back as a little boy came running past her, outside.
"No!" I said turning around as I recognised him.
"William! go back upstairs, I don't want you to see this!" My mother cried.
"No! Daddy!" The five year old version of me shouted looking at him as the carriage pulled away with the auror's inside with Draco. "DAD! Mum make them stop, I don't want him to go!"
"Take him upstairs!" Draco shouted angrily at Hermione "I don't want him to see me! NOW!" Hermione picked me up and hurried past us. We watched as I screamed and kicked, reaching out for him as the carriage took speed away.
"DADDY!" I shouted as my mother carried be futher away. The voice echoed around us as I covered my face, the front door slammed shut and it too echoed.
Silence.
I looked up to see we where back at Grimmauld place. The girls where staring at me, all pale.
"You" I said looking quickly at Kreacher, my face red with anger "Get out...GET OUT!" I shouted as the house elf hurried down the stairs, running in fear. I looked up at the girls, now looking more pale then ever.

((ooc: lol I can say that I did pretty 'Birgit Black'ish miself! lol))

"Wa... I...Wi..." I tryed to start, looking at Will but nothing just came out. I didn't know how Will would react at the moment. I felt so-so slefish. I was only thinking of myself. I had forgotten that those were Hermiones memories and that those included Draco and most importantly Will... I should have been there for him, not him here for me! The tears were now rolling from my eyes and I managed to mouth a silent 'I'm sorry!' towards Will.

((ooc: Oh my god! I feel like I'm really going to cry! That is so sad...))

OOC: Exams, AH! I don't know how I did yet, we haven't gotten ours back.

I looked from Will to B and gave B a hug, "It's alright," I told her even though I felt as though she'd rather hear it from Will.
"I've never seen you yell at a house elf," I smiled to Will trying to lighten up everyone's mood but it didn't seem to work. I took Will's hand, not knowing what to say. I felt bad like I was the only one who didn't have to watch a past horrible memory of myself or of my father.

ooc. this is soooo sad! !!!! OOC

I looked around the room. "I want to go back" I muttered. "What?" Kira said to me. "I want to see him again." I said uncovering the pensieve. "I want to see my dad!" I yelled, as Will tried to pull me back. "Let go!" I yelled. We both fell into the pensieve.

SLAM! We had fallen into a bedroom. A little girl was sitting on the bed playing with a doll. I recognized her as myself. "Hi Daddy! Hi Hermione" My seven year old self said as Harry and Hermione walked into the room. "Dad!" I called, but no one could here me. "DADDY! I screamed tears streaming down my face. "Please" I said going over to him, wanting to wrap my arms around his neck.

"Harry! Please!" My mother continued "You have to help me!" Harry turned to her, very angry.
"No! I will not you help him escape Azkaban!" Harry snapped in rage "He killed innocent people, Hermione!" I grabbed Stevie and pulled her back.
"Look what you have done!" I said ignoring her tears "Stevie! I don't want to remember this anymore!"
"I want to see my father!" Stevie shouted, as Harry shouted more at Hermione behind me. The young Stevie on the bed was watching them yelling, her eyes wide.
"HARRY! I helped you with Sirius and-" Hermione started
"Sirius was innoncent!" Harry glared coldly at her.
"AND SO IS DRACO" My mother screamed "I know he is...I trust him! He's changed!" She turned around and wiped her tears.
"Come on!" I said, grabbing Stevie's arm and pulling at her, although I did not know how to escape.
"I don't want to leave him Will" Stevie said sadly.
"I wanted to see my father too, STEVIE! We don't have a choice!" I shouted at her. "Be strong! Can't you see me being here is hurting me? Stop being selfish!" my voice shook the room. Suddenly I felt somthing grab my shoulder as I was pulled back.

"What happened?" I said looking around, Kira was holding my shoulder and B was holding Stevie's.
"We pulled you out" Kira said quietly "What happened?" I turned to the penesieve, full of rage. I kicked it. It smashed. thousands of memories appeared in vapour as they dissolved away.
"DON'T EVER MAKE ME RE-LIVE THAT AGAIN! EVER!" I shouted to Stevie, then turned on my heel and left the room in rage. I was shaking in anger.

I chased after Will as he left the room, "Will! She didn't mean to Will, she just wanted to see Harry, and I know that was bad of her to have you re-live that but... I know what it feels like to be yelled at by you like that when, when, nevermind that part - but also someone might have heard," I rambled on and didn't take notice if Will was listening or not.
"I don't care if someone heard," Will said sounding just as angry.
"Well," I found myself lost with words once again and just shrugged, running a hand through my hair.

I turned around quickly to her, Kira seemed almost shocked to see that I had tears in my eyes.
"I shouldn't have yelled" I told her quietly "And I shouldn't have smashed the penseive" I sat down on the bench against the wall. Kira sat down next to me. "It really, really hurt to have to watch it again" I said, as I stopped crying. It was pretty embarrasing to be crying infront of someone.
"It's okay" Kira said, putting a comforting arm around me. I noticed it was there and suddenly my face was going red.
"uh, yeah" I said, swallowing and looking at her, we were pretty close, closer then I had ever been (without kissing her ofcoarse). "Kira, thanks." I forced a smile. Somthing moved in my stomach. "Kira..."
"Yeah?" She asked.
"What happened up here?" Yelled a voice suddenly as Ron appeared in the attic down the hallway, we got up and hurried inside. "WHAT HAPPENED TO THE ORDER'S PENSIEVE?"

I looked around the room from B, Stevie, and then lastly at Will. Everyone hadl been hurt from the pensieve but me, so I stepped up to my father feeling like none of them deserved anymore.
"It was me," I said quickly, "Will told me what it was and I wanted to look inside, of course. And they tried to stop me but um, I still had my hands on it and it, well it just sort of smashed.." I made it up as I went along.
"Kira, do you even know - it's not like breaking my wand or your wand, you just broke a pensieve!" my father shouted as Hermione and Ginny ran up.
"What ha-" Ginny stopped and looked down at the pensieve as did Hermione.

"What? Who did this?" My mother glared around the room quickly.
"Kira" Ron said shortly "And I will be punishing her!" He walked over and grabbed her by the ear and pulled her out "You are going to stay in the spare bedroom for the rest of the summer!" I quickly caught her eye.
"Wait!" I said "It wasn't Kira, it was me!"
"Don't try to take the blame for her mistakes!" Ron said sharply, which I found rather ironic. He dissapeared down the hallway with her. I looked to my feet, I felt worst then before.
"Oh no, no, no!" Hermione said getting on her knees and looking at the shattered glass and spilt liquid.
"What memories where in their?" Ginny asked, knealing down aswell.
"Just a few from school and stuff, I still have them in my mind, it's just not as clear..." She shook her head and picked up the pieces.
"Mum, it really was my fault, I...I saw-" I started.
"Not now! The three of you go downstairs, don't try to talk to Kira" My mother said, still looking at the pieces.
"But Mum-"
"NOW!" She snapped at me. We all hurried out.

I stood looking at the broken pieces. "i'm sorry, so sorry!" I said running to my room. "Stevie!" Kira said running after me. i sat on my bed, after kicking my dresser. There was a picture of me on my father's shoulder at the ebach. I was waving, I looked at it and tears filled my eyes. "Dad" I whispered. "I need you, now more than ever" I said tears leaked down my face.