What is your honest opionions! I won't cry!

You'll never know!
C1: You see the tears run down their cheeks! You see their fears every now and then! And once in a while you feel the pain! You see the lose the love the gain! But, you'll never know what its like to be normal! You never know! What its like to be left out! Because normal, ain't so normal and being left out people say is a choice! But...you'll never know!

V: I cry myself to sleep sometimes, I feel the pain others left behind! I'm not the one you call normal! I was called 'mrs. cleo' today because I said something that was differant! I'm the kind of in-crown girl I'm not the loner either! I'm inbetween and you never will understand the pain the love the loss the gain! You'll never know!

C2: As you can here in some poems, stories and writings that people can change! That people can go from this to that and that to this again! And you'll never know the differance unless you are them, you'll never know the feelings unless you know, but you'll never know!
How could you know?

V: Some people say that they don't care what others think of them...But deep down inside theres a place a part of them...that cares so truly cares so deeply cares so really really clearly! And you won't know untill it comes and you have to fight a war behind your eyes...You might feel the pain build up, a fear of letting it show! You might ask your best friend if you look depressed if it seems that you happieness has been whiped out of you! But, you'll never know!

C3: The pain is really real, the sadness is really there...the hope is still there the love is always there, and so it seems your life is worthless, but no ooh no it'll never be that way! You'll have someone who cares! Someone who cares about you! Someone who loves you...and i know its hard to believe i feel it every day! I know it's hard to feel the love and the gain!

V: I can tell you that i know the feelings you go through are real! And i know deep down inside you care just like me...I cared when my friend said that 'i didn't understand her' well talk about understanding!
No one undstands the feelings I through! No one knows what I feel inside! So you said you cared, you said i sortof understand! Well, you think i'm perfect! You think i'm just there to soak up all the pain your feeling but i'm not! I'm real! If were perfect i wouldn't want to change me! You probobly think i can do what i want! Have what I want feel what i want! But no that ain't true! I am not the way you think I am! I am not the way I say I am! I'm not really like me! I more differant! More hard to explain!

C1-3: You see the tears run down their cheeks! You see their fears every now and then! And once in a while you feel the pain! You see the lose the love the gain! But, you'll never know what its like to be normal! You never know! What its like to be left out! Because normal, ain't so normal and being left out people say is a choice! But...you'll never know!
C2: As you can here in some poems, stories and writings that people can change! That people can go from this to that and that to this again! And you'll never know the differance unless you are them, you'll never know the feelings unless you know, but you'll never know!
How could you know?
C3: The pain is really real, the sadness is really there...the hope is still there the love is always there, and so it seems your life is worthless, but no ooh no it'll never be that way! You'll have someone who cares! Someone who cares about you! Someone who loves you...and i know its hard to believe i feel it every day! I know it's hard to feel the love and the gain!

Candy Eyes
Sweet and Tainted
Irresistibly Tempting
Makes you feel so sweet inside
As sweet as melting chocolate
Dripping down your cheek just so
It makes you want to smile all your life
It intoxicates you with a type of sweetness
One that lasts longer than a sugar buzz
Making you so happy so hyper
That you’ve got the one
The on with the Candy Eyes

Blue Satin Dreams
In Dreams
All seems
Perfect
In Dreams
You can change
You can be
Perfect
In life
You want to live
A perfect life
A life
That has no pains
A life
As perfect
As your
Blue Satin Dreams

Roller Coaster Break Down
I feel so down
I feel so broken
Is this roller coaster over?
Was this the engine?
And did it fail?
When I realized
Realized I was Jealous
Realized I was in Denial
And know I bleed
I bleed from the pains
The pain of denial!

Do you

They say you love me!
They are not so scared!
They have nothing to loose!
And nothing to gain!
Me, I have everything to loose!
And much to gain!
You know, I am new at this!
You know, I hide my emotions!
And I, I am afraid!
So very Afraid!
I need to know!
Do you?
Do you hate me?
Or do you love me?
Or could you just like me?
I need to know!
You should know,
This, this is a big step for me!
I am putting my heart,
My heart and myself
On the line!
You could hurt me!
You could make me cry!
You might make me want to die!
Or just plain hide!
You could also make me…
Make me Smile
You could also make me glow!
So, do you? Do you? Do you?
Do you! That’s all I ask!
Do you?

Black and Blue

Black and Blue
My dreams are perfect
Black and Blue
My Heart Is Broken
I hate how this feels
I lie, I tell you wrong
I say I am fine
Yet my heart
It feels all bruised
Black and Blue
Glass Tears on the inside
Ready to fall on the outside
On the outside
This fake smile
It fools the brightest people
This fake smile
I am in all
So Black and Blue

Why
Why I ask you why?
Why do people go to war?
Why do people think "war" is braver than peace?
Why do people think bravery is fighting back!
I do say "Fight for your right"
But that dosn't mean I support the war!
No not at all!
It means I fight for my rights!
That I want a voice!
A voice as loud as all hell can roar!
People don't notice that war destroies life!
That war destroys countries!
That war was the fall of many civilizations!
People don't know all these questions raging through my already racked brain!
People just don't understand that life isn't perfect!
I know people think of me as crazy!
As if I were the villan the insane girl!
The one who dosn't care about what people think-
Well the truth is I care!
I ask why all the time!
WHY WHY WHY!

Hey everyone, its been AGES since i've been on....been busy with 10nth grade! I am really sorry for abandoning this....for a LONG time!

hi blonder thn u rememba me

wow...you are so good! umm. could you look up my poems on the 2nd page under Magical World - HallowsEve