Truly word of mouth has no meaning for what is said. It is only ink on paper that makes a difference. The written word has more effect than that of a simple spoken word or many words. The written word is what can get to where you want to go...

Heaven

Heaven
You walk from it
You speak against it
As if it were usless in meaning
Like it was nothing more than a curse
But it is a place of perfection and a sense of ease
In this imaginary world that is only a state of mind
But perfection is and illusion
Eden is far from a perfect place
Perfection is a state of mind
So then what is Heaven
What is this place
Where we will go
When our souls crumble
With meaning
And our hearts
Crash to the bottom of an
Abyss
Into a world where only illusion
Exists
Where is this Eden
This paradise
Where is this
Heaven

I love it Samantha. It's one of your best yet, you should post up some of your others so more people can enjoy them...

that was great!!!
and from what i hear...(the comment above)...u have more!!!
i would more then love to read the other ones!!!
keep up the great work

Thank yas everyone... Yes I have more... I'll post one right now... But be warned... It don't rhyme... LOL!

Breaking Point
im haunted by the visions of what we long ago once had in a different sort of life one that wasnt all that sad but sadness slowly came like a warship on parade and our life came crashing to the ground like a debt that goes unpaid our hearts were slowly torn to pieces in a shredder made of sin and our souls were thrown across the room like ashes on the wind and it wasnt all that rocky until fate made that mistake and we were wildly ripped apart in our game of give or take yet we shouldnt have come together if we were to be torn apart but fate made that simple mistake of breaking fragile hearts we couldnt see what was wrong until the darkness came around and our faces twisted in our hatred when what was hiding soon was found and we sat alone and separately in a house of ice cold stone and wept out all our sadness and what was left were bags of bones we roamed the earth quite aimlessly in the mix of colors we were black and white and we hung our heads in depression in a world of quiet frights we lost ourselves in madness and wandered through our minds in our silent little wastelands getting lost so many times i know our time together has ruined our whole lives but not to lose the battle is why everybody strives and i dont know where you are now but i hope that youre ok and that you might live unlike me to see just one more day


Im sorry but it does rhyme... my bad...! lol!

That was awesome...it's unlike what you usually do...keep it up

Wow, those were really good! keep writing more please!!!

Bleeding Heart
lost and broken / all alone / cold and loney / broken bones / in my head / i wont go back / black and white / color lacks / congradulations / time surpass / sinking in / a solid mass / flushed out face / lacking heart / soul is lost / heaven part / father take me / mother go / brother leave me / all alone / sunken features / blacked out eyes / shortened timespan / cold demise / hightened hatred / dimmed out soul / close my eyes / heaven hold / washed out love / lost in lust / truth or dare / oh i must / call out angels / lift me up / hold on tighter / wont give up / do not leave me / come here please / say you love me / on your knees / fall out broken / heart of stone / mindless wander / on my own / hold me closer / pull me tight / come all follow / turn to night / mostly bitter / sweet and tart / hollow soul / bleeding heart...

...This Is For You...
see me now / where've you been / i've been waiting / patiently / so many times / words left unsaid / silence / darkness / cowar in fear / lost in bitterness / cold / lost / rememberence gone / what was there / the dimming flame of dark / sweetened high / screaming pain / gone / forever / so together / broken up inside / barely hanging on / can't sleep / i can't speak / you wont get to see my tears / i don't cry on the outside anymore...

this is for YOU... you know who you are... i wish you could see... and get rid of these scars...

<<<Gone>>>
your love has drained away my greatest fears / look what youve done to me / i prance around / nose in the air / dace around / clouds dont care / sweetened pleasures / starry high / deep incision / in my life / your cold hearted words / left me ablaze / in a single word / longest phrase / soul gone black / heaven slips away / heart of stone / world turned grey / hold on tighter / falling back / fly away / shortened stack / pull away / calling to you / drowning now / its all i do...

>>>Dark<<<
cold and lost and all alone
starry nights and broken bones
say goodbye to all the times
reign of terror slowly sighs
sweetened dreams and lost nightmares
give blank looks and washed out stares
come and see the tears of mine
swelling up too deep inside
i do not know quite what to do
when there's all but heaven left in you
and when the terrors slowly steep[sp?]
i fall in shame in shadows deep
there are too many ways to which i die
and left of me is where i lie
and when the warmth has lifted high
i shall sink and lower eyes
i wait in sadness and dispair
in plain site of open air
i walk about in darkness falls
and dodge the sun behind black walls
sleepless nights and tired days
and washed out colors shaded gray
i want only to see you and love you with care
but if only my life would allow me that air
i couldn't get out of this darkened hole
and i wish that you could love me more so
i want you to want me and hear me and feel
but soul and heart wuld make me keel[sp?]
i need you now more than ever before
but i can't and i won't kill you anymore...

omg. i luve ur work. pams

Thank you everyone... ok this poem is not by me it is by a freind of mine named Ben Zier for his Girlfreind Stephanie Wise... this is one of the best poems I've ever read by a guy so here it is...:

She is beautiful, time is critical
This can not end, wounds to tend
Please don’t leave, words Conceive
Dreaming fazes, twisted senses
I’ll be there for you, not once elude
Loves untwined, it won’t conclude
Forever yours, till the day I die
Only you, could make me cry
The night we kissed, you left me breathless
I love u so, I won’t forget this

¨Held Your Hend¨
I saw you for the first time
Lost inside my mind
I saw you for the last time
As I have so many times
I held your hand
So close to me
And kept your heart
Where I couldn't see
You left me breathless
You left me alone
I left you speachless
I left you on your own
Time went by
And yet again
I fell for you
It's like a sin
I held your hand
And you held mine
I let you break my heart
Too many times...

Hey Sam, lookin good...keep up the good work! PAMS!

to see me here
youve lost that stare
the starlight in your eyes
the cold carress[sp?]
of fingertips
the root of sweet demise
you find me now
i forget how
you want me to be gone
but lest us not
be too impatient
for right will not be wrong
i see your face
i can't retrace
these feelings that ive had
i find out now
i don't know how
that ive made you sad
i love you so
its time to go
here i go again
he held me close
then let go
im falling out again

Breaking Point, and Bleeding Heart are my fav. at the moment. Keep up the good work. PAMS!!

thanks everyone! i luv you allzzzz!!! lol! ima write another one soon, I promise! o thank you for the praise again... and what does PAMS mean? lol, im a little slow... LOL!

PAMS = Please Add More Soon which I hope you do.

thank you Angel8807... lol! ok ill try another one, im gettin rusty ill assure you though...

Wasteland

only in my mind
do I hear you speak
and in this little head of mine
do i hear you weap
the sadness of the memory
the heartfelt emotions gone
the love for loss and anger
the truth of what ive done
i sit in the shadowed corner
of the lightless room
deep inside my mind
hoping you'll be there soon
im lost in my own watseland
deep inside myself
cold broken and lonely
trapped in thoughts of wealth
and life for all to see
and fame for me to be
and i can't get out of this wasteland
that only i can see

Lovin' it! Lol, nice, that one was pretty, more please...PAMS!
Tegan*

>>>Fallen Angels<<<
Time has gone away from me this around
I'm living in a hated world just too cold to tell
Sweet sensations in our past
Let us hope this never lasts
Haunted memories in our minds
Hated in our cold demise
Fallen angels never cry
Stormy nights burst in their eyes
Dampened hatred full in blast
Fallen angels never last

This is actually a song so yeah... hope ya like it!

Run Around the Loser

-Children Singing-
Ring around the rosy
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes
We all fall down!

I don’t know what to do
I don’t what to say
I can’t think of every place
I need to lay
Down again
Sleeping in a blacked out haze
But I don’t know
Why
Your nothing more me
Nothing left to say
Nothing else I want to know
You cannot keep me here
You cannot leave me alone
You can’t live out your life
Living on your own

Run around the loser
Places full of nuffed up posers
Chasing the full moon back again
Cut around the coroner
Bodies full of death and disorder
Calling out for sheets of pain
And throw the ashes in their faces
We fall down in so many places
Skipping ‘round in dozy doe
Ring around the rosy
Pockets full of God **** posies
We fall down and throw them ashes all away

I can’t talk right straight
I can’t think what to say
Every place has name
Lay me down
Lay me feeling low
Lay me in a haze
Lay me where I’ll never know
How to feel
I can’t think of your name
I can’t think of words to say
I can’t feel your face
I can’t see the day
You cannot leave me alone
You can’t live out your life
Living on your own

Run around the loser
Places full of nuffed up posers
Chasing the full moon back again
Cut around the coroner
Bodies full of death and disorder
Calling out for sheets of pain
And throw the ashes in their faces
We fall down in so many places
Skipping ‘round in dozy doe
Ring around the rosy
Pockets full of God **** posies
We fall down and throw them ashes all away

Throw them all away
Leave me
With nothing more to
Say
Again I’m gone
Again
I’m all alone
Ringing around the
Telephone
Cord around my neck
Severed at the lines of
Madness slowly sinking in
To me
Losing all my soul
Again

Run around the loser
Places full of nuffed up posers
Chasing the full moon back again
Cut around the coroner
Bodies full of death and disorder
Calling out for sheets of pain
And throw the ashes in their faces
We fall down in so many places
Skipping ‘round in dozy doe
Ring around the rosy
Pockets full of God **** posies
We fall down
And we fall down
And we fall down
And throw them ashes all away
Again (x3)

THis is another song so be prepared... lol!

T o n i g h t

It’s time to save your world
It’s time to save your life, I know
It’s time to look ahead of me
And escape the place I’ve called my home
And I look at all of these things
That I wish I could’ve had
And I know how much your hurting
But I hope that you’ll be glad

That I have done this for you
That I’ve loved you so true
And I know one day you’ll see

There is no place that I’d rather be
Than right here in your arms tonight
I hope that you will be right here
To make sure I don’t lose this fight
And I wish that you would be right there
When I need you to hold my hand
And I need you to only see
That I need you there to help me stand
I’ll hold you close
You’ll hold me tight
I need you here
For one last night
And I need you to see
That there will always be
A place for you and me
Tonight

I can’t escape this place
I’ve tried to many times
I’ve watched you run away from me
But I can’t keep up with all your rhymes
And I lie awake at night
And pretend that you are by my side
But you can’t tell how much I’m hurting
And you don’t know how many nights I’ve cried

Over my heart from you
When you loved me so true
But you left my side that night

There is no place that I’d rather be
Than right here in your arms tonight
I hope that you will be right here
To make sure I don’t lose this fight
And I wish that you would be right there
When I need you to hold my hand
And I need you to only see
That I need you there to help me stand
I’ll hold you close
You’ll hold me tight
I need you here
For one last night
And I need you to see
That there will always be
A place for you and me
Tonight

I’m counting down the days
I’m counting down the days
Until you come back home
Until you come back home
And until I know for certain
Until I know for certain
That you won’t leave me all alone
Leave me all alone

I want you right here with me
And all you need to know
Is that I care about you way too much
Just to see you go

There is no place that I’d rather be
Than right here in your arms tonight
I hope that you will be right here
To make sure I don’t lose this fight

And I need you right here with me
Right here with me
To see I make it through
Make it through
And I need you to hold me tight
Hold me tight
And make sure I don’t die without you
Without you

I’ll hold you close
So close
You’ll hold me tight
So tight
I need you here
Need you here
For one last night
One last night

And I need you to see
That there will always be
A place for you and me
Tonight

Invisible

Black is the color of which I reside in. Darkness. The cold of eternal deep. But it is not where my heart lies. My heart is in a new state of being. One where beings are considered an all time lowliness. But, for ever time my heart beats, I hear the sounds of tears, dropping into flames and steaming into the night. The sound like a snake. The hiss and the scream of pain and fear. I can’t get it out of my mind. I’m slowly, oh ever so slowly, seeping into madness. Getting lost in myself. I see the rain pour from my soul as everything inside is being washed away. My life crashes toward the earth with an intimidating speed. I fall to the earth and slowly crumble under the weight of everything that haunts me and torments my head. I will myself to stay awake during the day, but my head droops and I fall under the spell of the sun’s exuberant warmth and penetrating light. I am a goddess of the night, a spirit of the dark. Dead to the world of the living and blotted out by what everyone thinks they see. I stand out, but am invisible. I am different, yet I blend in with everyone. I’ve tried to make myself known, only to be humiliated by my own faults. I am called darkness and nightshade. I am labeled different and evil. I am said to be hell spawn, a follower of the devil. I am nothing more than a mere human being that wants to be seen a something more than a child, as something more than a person who is the same as every other person. But I am too small and insignificant in this world, this galaxy, this universe. Everyone is insignificant. But I more than everyone else. The cold envelopes me as thoughts of free falling and blood seep into my brain and stream through my body. I hold my heart in my hands, presenting it to anyone who will pass a glace at me. I can’t seem to see what people stare at when I look in the mirror. Yet what I see is nothing. All there is, is the scene behind me. I am invisible to the world and everything in it. I walk among a sea of living, when inside I am dead and rotting. I am a ghost of what I once was. I am an outline of what I had been. Once alive, now gone with the wind. I cry into a shoulder, only to be pushed away, again. I live in a world where difference is pushed aside yet scorned upon. I only sleep in the day just because I am too cowardly to step out in front of all the people that point and stare at me. I wish to be free of this disease, this sickness. I want to live in peace with myself and the world. But that is impossible, because I am invisible and noticeable, all at the same time. I am invisible to all of the world...

I love all of those but my definite favorite was Run Around the Loser, it was awesome, keep it up.