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Harrypottersmatchdouble · 03-09-2004, 07:11 AM

Ok!

The torture

I open my mouth,
You called it racist,
You spread a rumor.

By the time it gets to me,
It is a deadly cancer,
It eats my insides,
I try to kill it,
But it won't die.

And when i think,
I have killed it,
It pops up from the nowhere,
Like a mole ground.

It eats up my insides,
And soul,
It eats it until there nothing,
But a soul of Hatred,
And despair.

This is torture,
This is torment,
This is the torture I go through.

Hera · 03-09-2004, 09:39 AM

OMG, this is great write more NOW!

Harrypottersmatchdouble · 03-10-2004, 03:29 AM

Fitting In

Each day is hell,
I'm always alone,
With no friends,
To talk to,
Or be there for me.

Instead I get hell,
picked on,
Called Different,
Weird,
Stupid,
Or worthless.

Thats all I am,
But I think i'm not.
I Think I'm cool,
a good friend,
A dreamer,
A writer,
And a very good one.

I may not have friends,
in reality,
But I always have friends,
In my Imagination,
they are always there for me,
No matter what.

Now I'm not alone,
And Hell is more like heaven,
Because now,
i have friends,
In both my worlds.

I now have friends,
At school,
At church,
And even online.

Instead of being an outcast,
And being unpopular,
I'm Wanted,
I'm popular,
And People like me for me,
i finally am FITTING IN.

ybbod · 03-10-2004, 03:47 AM

Wow....I have no words....

eveelisabeth · 03-10-2004, 04:47 AM

omg ur friendship poem made me cry.... lol... i really like your writing. keep it up

Harrypottersmatchdouble · 03-10-2004, 06:04 AM

I'm Glad you all Like it.Chris I can't believe you have no words.And for eveelisabeth,I can't believet hat made you cry.Thanks to all i'll write another one later.

03-10-2004, 06:20 AM

very very deep,, hmm does your family know you feel that way???????

No matter what any one says,, don't ever let them take you away from you,,,
they are afraid of life , love and laughter, ther fear different and don't understand how there are already angels and guardians already on this earth,, chin up young person ,, this is YOU.

:wub: :flowersmile: :flowersmile: :flowersmile: :flowersmile: :flowersmile: :flowersmile: :flowersmile:

We are in awww of you...
Awwww,,
:o)

Harrypottersmatchdouble · 03-12-2004, 03:50 AM

You have a point there,but my fam does know.Especially my mum.Thank you MUM!

Harrypottersmatchdouble · 03-26-2004, 08:07 AM

Speaking of mothers here's one I wrote for my mum on Mother's day.

My Mother

A mother is someone,
Who loves you.

No matter what you do,
She will always love you.

To comfort you when you feel down,
To listen to your problems,
And make you feel so much better.

Mothers are a child's angel,
Sent to take their trobles away.

I am not perfect,
And not the person you want me to be,
And looked at as different,
But with you I'm a goddes,
With everyone looking at her in awe.

You are my shining star,
In a beautiful night sky.
You are are my angel from above,
sent to protect me,
And guide me through life.
I am thankfulso much that,
YOU ARE MY MOTHER!

what do you all think?

Harrypottersmatchdouble · 04-25-2004, 07:46 AM

Ok I'm just writing this and it could be dark so you're for warned.

Darkness

As darkness falls,
I stare out,
into the night.

All those horrible thoughts,
come rushing to my head,
Dark thoughts,
Thoughts of death,
Destruction,
and evil.

I try not to think about them,
But they keep coming back,
The thought of killing,
the very people,
who made my life,
Miserable,
Hell,
and unbareable.

They are the very people,
who should see what I see,
Should see death,
Hell,
and destruction.

I laugh at what they may say,
when they see it,
when they see my thoughts.

The thoughts that show me,
My worst,
scary memories.
Memories of a guy's head cracked open,
Of someone commiting suicide,
with a shotgun,
Of a guy who was so depressed,
He jumped off a 5-story building,
and fell to his death.
Of the guy who saw what some considered,
Morbid,
Sick,
and sad,
Hanging himself,
from all the memories.

What they don't know,
Is that I have a terrible secret,
A secret that tells,
Of how I could do something terrible,
to my enemies,
and those I hold dear.

I control it,
but soon,
I'll burst,
and all that hatred,
Depression,
and sadness,
Will come out.

I think this,
As I stare out into the darkness,
And think about them.

I mutter to myself,
Someday,
You'll be in hell,
and I'll wait in the corner,
to watch you see,
hear,
and your expression of it.

I stop thinking,
and go away from,
the window,
and go to bed.

Now I dream of good things,
Of my imagination,
And when I wake up,
I'll be ready to,
go through it again.

ybbod · 04-26-2004, 03:36 AM

WOW !!!!!!

I think is bloody good baby..... I love it :flowersmile:

Harrypottersmatchdouble · 04-27-2004, 07:08 AM

Thank you chris,but I have to ask is it tto dark? Cuz I think this shows my deep thoughts.

Dawn Bloom · 04-28-2004, 07:47 AM

PAMS, they're honestly lovely!!!! :rose:

ybbod · 04-29-2004, 07:49 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by Harrypottersmatchdouble@Apr 26 2004, 11:42 PM
Thank you chris,but I have to ask is it tto dark? Cuz I think this shows my deep thoughts.

Yes it is , but you know why I like it so much , because speaks your mind , what you truly feel inside , that's why all your poems good and original.

I can't wait for another one to come out :flowersmile: I love it baby and you know it

Harrypottersmatchdouble · 04-30-2004, 06:28 AM

Ok,I'll do requests for subjects.LOL

Hold On

Some say their life is hell,
well mine is more like it.

My life is hell,
I'm called racist,
Stupid,
a traitor,
and everything you can be called.

I know my life is no where's,
compared to some,
But Mine comes pretty close,
I may have parents,
A house to live in,
And nothing happens.
But I have bad memories,
and you don't ever want to have them,
They are depressing,
Morbid,
And it takes alot of courage,
To keep them inside,
But Sometimes they come out,
And I relive them.

I see them again,
And I hate it,
I hate it so much I take it out,
On those around me,
But I have those who talk to me and wait.

I go into Depression,
and sometimes don't come out,
For days,
But I also have only two people who I can talk to,
Who understand,
And are just like me.

Despite everything that has happened,
I always come out,
And show the real me.

If you know how I feel,
Then Here's a word of advice,
Just HOLD ON!

ybbod · 04-30-2004, 06:39 AM

OMG......I can see that this is really deep , a part of you. I love it baby Ash. :flowersmile:

Harrypottersmatchdouble · 04-30-2004, 07:03 AM

Thanks considering the time it took me.LOL

:flowersmile:

Hermione_loves_Ron · 04-30-2004, 07:13 AM

Oh, I like these. They're rather dark, and if no one has noticed yet, I tend to like dark things. They're the center of most of my fanfics. LOL Anyway, wow. They're good. I oughta post my poetry sometime, but Ashley, yours really are good. Seriously. Wow Lots of impact there.

Harrypottersmatchdouble · 04-30-2004, 07:17 AM

And so does my friend,but Darkness is sctually really true.They all are,I've experienced my poems.

Hermione_loves_Ron · 04-30-2004, 07:21 AM

I've got a friend who is in the moment in an abusive house. So I've partially experienced darkness. Because I've been with her this whole time. I know the feeling of that all. You don't know what a relief it is to me to know that there's people who are actually going to do something about that. I think Darkness fascinates me in a morbid way. One of those sick obsessiosns that you have because you can describe it so easily. Read my one FF, He Hautns Her Dreams. It's getting darker and darker, and somehow, I can just describe it all.

Harrypottersmatchdouble · 04-30-2004, 07:33 AM

Well I do actually have a friend that may get abused.Darkness I wrote in the darkness and that frien is named Victoria or to some Ember Flame.She loves Darkness and I can talk about it so easily because I'm a writer and n matter what I do,it will happen and I've even been called gay over 10 times in my life,so I know what I write.