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bAsHtHeBuNnIeS05 · 12-15-2003, 12:53 AM

These poems are really sad and are written out of anger; they are full of emotion. Please leave feed back so I can tell her.
Poem #1
Scars on her wrists and tears in her eyes
The frightened little girl begins to cry.
She pulls up the covers, safe in her bed
The only problem is she’s not safe in her head.
Her life’s so strange, so confusing, so weird
But everyday the young girl somehow hides her tears.
She masks her faith and all she believes
She puts on a sweet smile, and it always deceives.
They all think shes innocent, this sweet little girl
Yet they don’t see the horrors that make up her world.
She tucks herself in and turns off the light
She lays her head on her pillow the last time for the night.
She falls into a sleep after such a long day
Afterall the dream world’s the one place she can get away.

Poem #2

everytime I see a heart
I want to cry
Everytime I see your face
I want to cry
Everytime I hear your voice
I want to cry
Everytime I see you smile
I want to cry
Everytime we confess our love
I want to cry
Everytime I see you with her
I want to cry
Everytime you break my heart
I want to cry
Everytime we are apart
I want to cry
Everytime I see a heart
I start to cry

Poem #3

The scared little girl began to cry
The salty wet tears fell from her eyes
She pulled her blanket tighter so she could not hear
She closed her eyes tightly in hope to fight off her fears

What was the point of this world where she lived?
With all of this heartbreak, teasing, and lies
She truly didn’t understand why
Anyone, anywhere had to put up with this pain

All of this torment she was put through
Felt like a dagger had stabbed her in the heart
The pain was unbearable
And it slowly pulled her world apart

She whimpered and whined as her eyes watered more
Her head ached painfully as each tear fell
Her life was shattering away
Into some kind of hell

What was worse than it all is that she wouldn’t speak
Of this pain put on herself everyday
It hurt her to know it
It hurt her to say

What no one does know
And no one does see
Is that scared little girl
Is… me

Poem #4

Took a knife and carved your name
right into my arm
Picked it up and struck again
Wounding deep and far

Then i cried a million tears
each for why i love you
then i ran out and tried again
with nothing else to do

The tears and cuts did nothing
As we sit here still apart
I know you'll never love me too
You completely crushed my heart

Then why do I still want you?
Why do i still care
When deep inside I know its true
You'll never be there

So today I bid you a farewell
You'll never see me again
I wish I knew you a little more
Even as just a friend

So I pick up the knife again
And I slowly write youre name
This time though it's on my wrists
And I'm heading towards my grave

I wonder if I'm doing right
As the blood drips down my wrist
What if I waited.. maybe you'd care
Maybe there'd be a change, just a little twist

Now I see you crying
As I sit here from above
I know i can't take it back
And you're the one I love...

Everyday I stay for you
Hoping I can see
The boy I love and long for
And wait for happiness to be

Though I want you here with me
And love you with all my heart
I beg you not to go as I passed away
So my love I’m sorry to say, we must be apart

Yea .. thats all of 'em

:scarejulie: pInKi :scarejulie:

fr2nc1z · 04-08-2005, 04:39 AM

It sounds like she's in a definetely huge amount of pain. I hope that she continues to write, because at least writing, is another way of coping.

I liked the poems