Hey everyone! I'm Katie's twin brother, Nathan. I'm here to say that Katie can't post tonight because our parents said so.......they think she is spending too much time on the computer. But, she will post tomorrow.

By the way, sis, this is really good! I'm gonna check out your other fanfic now.

Thanks Nate !

Anyway, sorry that it took me so long to post. Here is the next chapter:

Chapter 16: The Lord's Castle

At the Potter's house, there was a debate going on about Lily.

"No!" Camey said, "She wouldn't have.........she's not crazy enough to take on Voldemort by herself..........is she?"

James looked very solemn. "Ever since her parents died, Dorcas has been very motherly towards her. She was a great lady, and Lily will want revenge."

Sirius threw his hand into the fire place, and grabbed some flew powder. "Dumbledore’s Office!" he yelled.

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Lily apparated to a small home, just outside of London. Lily was the only one who knew that Dorcas had secretly been tracking down Voldemort's base of operations.

Carefully, she opened the door and stepped inside. The house looked just as it always had. Lily half-expected Dorcas to step out of the kitchen, with a plate of cookies, and exclaim, ‘Lily?!? What a pleasant surprise!’

Lily was filled with an overwhelming sadness, when she looked at the mantle over the fire. There was a picture of Lily, James, Harry, and Dorcas; all of them were waving happily to Lily.

"Dorcas..... how could you leave me?" Lily sobbed, "Why does everyone I love leave me?"

"Dorcas had only been 40 years old; she could have lived for another 40-60 years. Voldemort robbed her of that!" As Lily thought about that she was filled with surges of anger and hatred.

She hastily searched the house, in hopes of finding information. Finally, she found it; according to Dorcas's information, Voldemort and his Death Eaters were residing in an abandoned castle, in Scotland.

Lily laughed at the irony; but it wasn't a humor-filled laugh, it was cold and hallow. "A castle..........well of course..........after all, what other place would be fit for a Lord?"


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Dumbledore stepped out of the fire and into the Potter mansion. "What's happened?" he asked. He looked gravely around the room. "Where's Lily?"

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Lily apparated into the castle and went in search of Voldemort. It was hard for Lily to find her way; the castle was more of a labyrinth, than anything else.

Eventually, she spotted two figures in black; they seemed to be drunk. Silently she hexed them, and made her way through the door.

Smirking, Lily thought to herself, "Voldemort needs to find better minions."
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Very quietly, James answered Dumbledore's question. He was desperately hoping that he wasn't right, but he knew Lily too well. "She's gone after Voldemort."

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Lily made her way through the different halls and chambers. She could sense the origin of the dark magic, she wasn't quite sure how, but she went with it.

Around a corner, she entered a dark chamber; it was so dark that you couldn't see anything other than shapes. And coincidently, an all to familiar shape grabbed her from behind, and pulled her into a tight hug; Lily cringed.

"Lily, darling, how wonderful to see you" said a deep male voice.

"Oh, hi!" Lily replied, in a false cheery voice. "How are you?"

"I'll be fine, once I get my kiss," replied Regulas Black.

"I don't think so, Reggy!" Bellatrix Lestrange (actually, she was still Bellatrix Black at the time) entered. "Our dear Lilykins is married now."

"Oh Trixi!" Lily exclaimed in artificial excitement. Bellatrix flinched at that name. "How wonderful to see you. It was a pity you couldn't make it to my wedding!"

"Why didn't I know you were married?" Regulas asked, letting go of Lily.

Lily replied, "I'm not sure. I asked Sirius to pass along invitations.....didn't you get them?"

They chose to ignore Lily's comment. Bellatrix turned to Regulas, "You didn't know she got married? She and Potter have a son, and look," Bella pointed to her stomach. "-she's pregnant again."

"I can't say I'm surprised!" Regulas laughed. "You did like to sleep around Lilykins!"

"Did I? I don't recall," Lily replied defiantly, "And what's wrong with being pregnant? I love James, very much; he is a wonderful husband!"

"But you loved me too, Lily," Regulas replied. "Don't you remember those wonder nights in the room of requirement? And, after all, I was your first........... "

"How could I forget, Regulas?" Lily replied harshly. "You put me under the Imperious Curse, after Trixi here told you that I liked you."

"Well, yes," he replied, "I knew that you liked me, so what was the harm?"

"You put an illegal curse on me, and made me be your........." Lily's voice trailed off, it was still to painful for her to think about.

"Oh Lily! What did mean old Reggy do?" Bella asked in her annoying baby voice. "You can't even say it can you, mudblood?"

Lily voice shook as she said, "I can't believe I ever defended you! Sirius and James always said how evil and horrible you were......... and they were right!"

Regulas and Bellatrix laughed. "Of course I'm horrible!" Regulas said, "I'm in Slytherin. I thought that's why you like me, Lily! You always had a thing for the bad boys; me, my dear brother, and James."

Bella and Regulas continued to laugh. "I think there is someone here you wanted to see-" Bella said,"- so, lets not delay you any longer."

*gasps* poor lily! i dont like regulus!!
great post!
PAMS!

Yeah, Regulas is deffinately evil. I'll post more soon.

Oh, wow, Reggy makes me love him. He's so nasty. And Lily had a crush on him? Wtf? Is there any of getting more info on this? PAMS!!
Amie

Yep, Lily had a thing for badboys....... first Sirius (whoops......I just spoiled the surprise), then Reggy, and James (afterall, he is kindof a badboy)! I'll see if I can work in more info.......oh I just had a great idea..........I'll do a flashback!

Here's the post! Hope you like it!


Chapter 17: Lily's Heartaches


While Bella and Regulas dragged Lily through the castle, she though, “What have I gotten myself into?”

Finally, they entered into an inner chamber; they had gone through so many passageways that Lily knew she would never be able to find her way out. Regulas sat Lily down and whispered, “I’ll be back, my sweet.”

Lily wanted to throw up. “What did I ever see in him?” she asked herself.

Then, someone did throw up. Lily turned and saw Bella, vomiting profusely. Lily smirked, “Well, it looks like I’m not the only one who’s pregnant.”

“What!?!” Bella asked in outrage. “I’m not………I can’t be………oh my god! I’m pregnant!”

“Is it really that surprising Trixi?” Lily smirked; Bella scowled.

Minutes later, a tall man walked in with Regulas. Lily stared up at a horribly scarred face; traces of good looks remained, but most of the handsome features had vanished. Lily was staring into the face of Lord Voldemort.

“Well, well, well,” he smirked. “What can I do for you Mrs. Potter?”

Lily discreetly pulled out her wand. She replied, “You can die a slow and painful death.” Lily cried, “Avada Kedavra!”

Voldemort dogged the ‘bullet’. “Bella, torture her,” Voldemort commanded. But she could do nothing, except turn to the corner and vomit.

“What the hell is the matter with you?” Regulas asked while Voldemort managed to get Lily’s wand away from her.

Again, Lily smirked, “She’s PREGNANT!”

Regulas looked shocked. “But you aren’t married!” he shouted disbelievingly.

Bella scowled, “I know that!”

Voldemort cleared his throat, “Bella, Regulas, we must be rude to our guest here!” He turned to Lily. “I’ll make you an offer Potter. If you join me, you and your baby will live happily. If not…….well……. I’m sure Regulas will have some fun ideas.”

“Over my dead body!” Lily cried.

“So, be it!” Voldemort stated. “CRUCIO!” Lily withered on the ground; oh there was so much pain, but she refused to scream……. then everything went black.

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A few hours later, she woke up. She was in a very comfortable bed; and looking around she realized that she was still in the castle.

Regulas walked in. “Lily I’m sorry,” he said, and he truly looked sorry. “But, I’m under orders.” He cried, “Preteritus-in-tendo!”

Lily fell into a trance; the purpose of that spell was to cause her pain, but not in the same way as ‘Crucio’. That spell made her relieve her heartaches.

She was 16 years old again, lying next to Sirius. All of the feeling of a first love floated back to her. They kissed, it was a truly passionate kiss; moments later, they broke apart. Sirius had a look of pure sorrow on his face. He said, “Lils, I’m sorry, but we can’t do this. I love you, but I can’t………James has loved you for so long…. and I wouldn’t be his best friend if I went out with the girl that he loves.”

Lily remembered the pain and sorrow she felt when Sirius had broken up with her. And then, she remembered Regulas.

She was almost 17, when she spotted the handsome Regulas Black. She still had not completely gotten over Sirius, but Regulas was so handsome and kind! No one else was around, and Regulas put her under the Imperious Curse! He led her into the Room of Requirement, and forced her to do everything he asked.

Finally, one night, she gained some control. She ran to the infirmary and told the nurse the whole story, through sobs. The amount of bruising all over Lily’s body was horrible; the nurse checked her over, and concluded that she would need to stay in the hospital wing for at least three weeks. Lily had become hysterical at that news, so the nurse called her friends (the marauders, and flowers, except Peter) down. Sirius, Remus, and James had made her tell them everything……. the looks on their faces were horrible.

However, because of the spell, Lily could not remember how they all had hugged her and told her everything was going to be all right.

She could not remember how Remus, Sirius, and James had gone and beat Regulas to a pulp.

And, she could not remember James, and how he was her true love. She was only left with the heartaches that she once had to bear.

Ok. 1) Ish uber-jealous of Camey 2) Kill the spirit of Regulus... He is kinda hot ... But pooor Lily.... And Sirius was right... I love this post *pokes Nathan* Any hoo... What happened to your other story?? *ish curious* *ish really jealous of Camey right now..uber-jealous*

There were some problems/issues with it......and it was deleted. After this fanfic is over.......I'm going to change it a little and re-submit it. It'll be called "When You Say Nothing At All", and I'll post a link when it's up.

ohh poor lily!
bad regulus!
PAMS!

Bella's pregnant?? Ohhhh, this is getting just good, hehe. And I love how Sirikins and Lily kissed. Sometimes I prefer Sirius and Lily, not James and Lily. It's weird. PAMS!
Amiekins

Yep, Reggy is evil..........I'll post the next chapter tonight.

Yep, Bella's pregnant. Yeah, sometimes I think Lily and Sirius would be a better match........so that's why I had them date. Actually, Sirius is going to be the one who..........wait.......no, I'm not going to spoil the surprise.

Waaaa, not fair! You start saying it, but you break off? This is cruel! Now I'm, like, really DESPERATE to know. So if you want me to stop calling you cruel, you better post, Katie!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!

Hey, I'm sooo sorry. I'd post tonight.........but I have to get ready............ because........................I WON FREE TICKETS TO GO SEE KELLY CLARKSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I won't be getting home until 12 am, monday morning! So, you are gonna have to wait until monday for an update. I know........I'm EVIL!!!!!!! But I'm really, really sorry!

Hey! They concert was awesome! Kelly is amazing! Anyway, I'm so sorry it took so long to post. But, finally, it's here:

Chapter 18: Lily's Rescue

Lily had been missing for almost a month and the Order had not been able to find her. However, Lily was quite comfortable in Voldemort’s castle. Regulas had put her under a spell; she had forgotten about James, and Regulas brainwashed her into thinking that she was carrying his baby.

But, exactly three weeks from the day she arrived; Lily had a strange dream:

A tall, scruffy haired man was sitting at a kitchen table; he was sorting through papers. A toddler with the same scruffy hair and green, almond shaped eyes waddled up to the man. The toddler asked, “Momma?”

The man looked sadly at the little boy, and picked him up. “Don’t worry Harry; we’ll find momma soon.”

Lily awoke from her dream, and slowly it all came back to her. She remembered James and Harry, and everything about their life together.


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Regulas came in with a tray full of breakfast. “How are you today, my love?” he asked.

Lily decided to play along, because otherwise she would be put back under the spell, and she never would be able to escape. “Oh, I’m very well,” she answered, “It was so nice of you to make me breakfast, darling!”

“Well, you are pregnant,” Regulas said, “So I thought that you could use a break.”

“Oh that was so sweet!” Lily exclaimed. Then, Regulas moved in to kiss her. This disgusted Lily, but she came up with a plan. As she shoved her tongue down his throat, Lily began to unbutton his shirt.

On his chest, was a tattoo of the Black Family Crest. Lily remembered Sirius telling her about this. Every member of the Black family had the tattoo; and it connected them all. Lily touched the tattoo and thought about Sirius.


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“Sirius, what are we going to do?” James asked. “It’s almost been a month! I’m so worried about Lily,”

“James, calm down. It’s going to be ok; we are going to find her.” Sirius fell to the floor, clutching his chest (his tattoo was burning).

“Sirius! What’s wrong?” James asked.

“James!” Sirius commanded, “Stay here! I know where Lily is; I’ll be back soon.”

James stuttered, incoherently as Sirius disapparated.


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“Sirius, where are you?” Lily thought.

She was now lying on the bed, and Regulas was on top of her. Keeping up appearances, Lily again began to shove her tongue down his throat.

Sirius tried to apparated to Regulas’s side, but he couldn’t. “There must be an anti-apparition jinx on the room,” he told himself. He apparated inside of the castle, and went in search of Lily.

Moments later he found her; immediately he got Regulas off of Lily and punched him in the face (Reggy was out cold)!

He picked Lily up, off the bed and embraced her. “Are you all right?” he asked.

She began to sob. "Lily, it's ok, I'm not going to let anything happen to you," Sirius cooed, yet Lily continued to cry. "What did he do to you?"

"He..... he....... made me relive my worst days....... the day he cursed me....... and....... well.......... the day you broke up with me," Lily cried. "And then........ he put me under a different spell........ I thought he was my husband! Sirius I cheated on James!" Lily began to sob harder.

"Did you sleep with him?" Sirius asked.

"No," Lily replied through her tears.

"Then you didn't cheat on James."

"But I kissed him, a lot."

"That doesn't matter! Lily it wasn't your fault!"

Sobbing she asked, “What about James? And Harry? Are they ok?”

“They will be now. Harry missed you terribly, and James was going crazy with worry....... and so was I.”

Lily sighed. “I’m such an idiot. I shouldn’t have gone after Voldemort; it was a stupid thing to do.”

“You aren’t stupid!” Sirius said, “And you were upset……Dorcas was a special lady……….. it’s understandable.”

“Well, anyway, thanks for the rescue,” Lily said.

“No problem,” Sirius answered, with a wink. “Anything for my Flower. Now, let’s get out of here!”

“Oh……cousin…… leaving already?” Bellatrix asked, as she entered the room.

Sirius turned to curse her, but Lily stopped him. “Sirius, you can’t! She’s pregnant.”

Sirius laughed, “Really? Well, that's no surprise!”

Bella smirked, "And it's no surprise that you and that filthy half-blood had a child either! It was out of wed-lock, as well, I might add."

Sirius scowled, "Don't you dare! Don't you dare call her that!" He had half a mind to curse her, even if she was pregnant.

However, Lily tugged oh his sleeve like a child. "Please, Sirius! Can't we just leave?" Sirius nodded.

Lily wasn’t strong enough to apparate on her own, so Sirius pulled her into a hug, and they apparated together.

Lily and Sirius laughed (they were thinking about the look on Bella’s face as the disapparated) as they apparated to the Potter mansion.

*huggles* Yeah!! A new post!!! Lily ish saved now and we all can be happy for now that is... I loved it!! And Sirikins saved Lily!! I luff Sirius... and Remus PAMS!!! Must... Read... More!!!

Wow! I liked it. Good job!

Don't you love James, too? I'll post more tomorrow!


Hi, I'm Katie........ welcome to my fanfic. I'm glad you like it.

Oh yeah!! I luff James too!!! Can't forget about him, now can we!! Why can't you post now???? PAMS!!! And Floo14 his name ish Nick. *waves* Hello Nick!!

Hey Ashlyn! I mentioned you in my siggy...... see *points to siggy*......... now don't you feel special?

BTW, Katie........I liked it.........but, you made it seem like Sirius still has a thing for Lily. Did you mean to do that?

Wow, Kats. I love your fic. I can't believe it took me so long to read it.

And, Nate, stop being mean to Katie. You are so mean.

Hey, do you guys know...... is sorting over?

Jeez! Sorry........And yes, Kaity, you are my favorite cousin. Anyway, Katie when are you going to update?

Um...... tonight, I think. I have to finish editing the post. Kaity, you are a good writer..... so tell me if you have any sugesstions.

Wow, Nate....... I can just tell that you are thrilled........ not. I think we're comming over 'cause your mum has to teach a class. Anyway Katie I can't wait to see your next post. See you guys tonight (Nate, you might want to flee the country!).

Hey all! Just so you know, I added a little to the last chapter. Anyway, I hope you like this post! Sorry it took me so long. And thanks to Kaity for editing (I'm bad at grammar)!


Chapter 19: The Return Home


James was pacing, worriedly, around the kitchen.

“That doesn’t make sense,” Camey said. “Tell us, again, what happened, James.”

“Well………it was strange,” James told them. “Sirius and I were talking about Lily, and where she might be………..and all of a sudden he fell to the floor……… moments later he got back up and said he knew where Lily was………… and then he disapparated.”

“Did he clutch his chest?” Vi asked.

James nodded. “Yeah, why?”

Vi started to talk to her self. “Sirius…….. chest………. Tattoo…………. Blacks…….. tattoo……..Lily…….Blacks……..OH MY GOD! Lily must have been with a Black!”

“What?!?” James and Camey asked in unison.

Vi began to explain. “When a member of the Black family is born, they are tattooed with the Black Family Crest. And it connects them all. Lily must have been with a Black, and touched the tattoo.”

“I’ve never seen this tattoo!” James said. “Where is it? Why didn’t we know about it?”

“Sirius probably didn’t tell you about it because he despises being a part of the Black Family, and he didn’t want to be reminded of it.” Vi answered.

"That makes sense," Camey said, and James nodded.

“Anyway,” she continued, “boys have the tattoo above their hearts…….which explains why Sirius clutched his chest……. and girls have them on the back of their necks.” Violet pulled back Hallie’s hair, to show them the tattoo.

Camey gasped. “You actually tattooed your daughter…… with the Black Family Crest!?!”

“Well, it does come in handy,” Violet retorted. “If she ever needs her father, all she has to do is think about him and touch her tattoo…… and he will be immediately transported to her side.”

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Sirius and Lily apparated right outside of the Potter Mansion. She raced inside and embraced James, while Violet and Sirius shared a passionate kiss.

Lily began to sob as James kissed her. She caught Sirius’s eye; she knew that he would never tell James…….but it didn’t feel right to lie to him.

“Um……” Lily began, “There is something I have to tell you.” She began to sob hysterically. Sirius raced over and pulled her into a hug.

“Lily its ok,” he cooed, “James isn’t going to be mad…….it wasn’t your fault.”

James was clueless as to what they were talking about; and, frankly, he was a little disturbed that Sirius was hugging his wife. “Lily, what’s wrong?” he asked.

“Well……..Regulas…….” was all she managed to get out.

James swore. “What the bloody hell does Regulas have to do with this?”

Sirius looked at Lily and she nodded. Sirius stood up, but Lily didn’t look like she could stand on her own; Camey and Violet hugged Lily as she continued to cry.

“Well, Regulas put Lily under a spell,” Sirius told James.

James looked murderous, yet fearful. “It wasn’t like…….last time…….. was it?”

“No,” Sirius said, “He only enchanted her into thinking Regulas was her husband and that she was carrying his baby……and………well……”

James nodded to Sirius and went over to Lily. “Lils, I’m not mad,” he said, hugging her, “I love you, with all of my heart; and you didn’t do anything wrong.”

Quickly, Camey ran into the house. Moments later, she came out with a toddler in her arms. Harry squirmed so much that Camey had to put him down. Harry stood up and ran over to his mother screaming, “MOMMA!”

Lily sobbed as she picked him up. She turned to James, who was looking stunned. “He learned how to walk, when I was gone?”

“Actually,” James replied. “That was the first time he’s ever stood up on his own!”

Lily and James beamed, as they watched their son. Harry was so delighted to be out in the sun, playing with Hallie, and walking around the yard.