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Kaos.Doodles · 08-02-2008, 05:50 AM

*pokes Ern to come read the part and Vannah and Curt*

AWW

Lex seys shes lucky to have Vannah

BanaBatGirl · 08-02-2008, 09:18 PM

Oh! I liked it a lot!

Especially when Vannah starts rambling about talking to a book...

Zoe · 08-20-2008, 06:52 AM

Ooooh. I love your stuff, GwaGwa! Keep it up.

D.A Forever · 08-28-2008, 06:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Phoenix 8390

That was amazing Gracie

Savannah is soooo adorable

I like hearing what's going on in her head...especially about the things that Dusty and Lex concoct

*Pets mah lil girl* HAHA! Thanks Shannie <33

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Originally Posted by MUSTANG SALLY

Brilliant post Gracie!!! That day in the Broomsticks was priceless

*Burns into memory*
Loved it Quad #3!!!!!!

And forever burned into her memory. Thanks Stephheh <33

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Originally Posted by Hg_fan

*pokes Ern to come read the part and Vannah and Curt*

AWW

Lex seys shes lucky to have Vannah

Awww

Thanks Dani <33

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Originally Posted by BanaBatGirl

Oh! I liked it a lot!

Especially when Vannah starts rambling about talking to a book...

Hahah!

Thanks Rachie <33

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Originally Posted by accio.brain

Ooooh. I love your stuff, GwaGwa! Keep it up.

Aww, Thanks ZooZoo! I will <33

D.A Forever · 08-30-2008, 10:53 PM

June, 22, 2066

Uhuh.. I'm truly the worst diary owner to ever live. Or Journal, whatever. An empty book with many pages that you fill in, it's all the same. Maybe I should say I'll write again in another six months, then I would be able to say 'Ha! I was early' .. We could hope atleast. That would be the one and only time I bet, too.

So I'm home now. Erhm, not feeling much better than I had on the last day. For one, Alexis and I aren't talking. We haven't stayed upset with one another longer than five minutes maximum, and she's my neighbor, our families are friends.. it's just kinda.. I dunno, I feel weird because of it. Sad, too. I didn't mean to sound the way I know I did, when I told her 'Finally figured it out huh?' I hadn't meant to say it at all. Frederic just had me so mad! I'm no better than him, though. I shouldn't have reacted that way and maybe I shouldn't have tried saying anything to him either.. Lexi was right there and she thinks we're (Frederic and I) sorta 'friends' or atleast she had. Till I asked a stupid question (His bag was making a noise, and I'm not going crazy I think it shifted even the littlest bit!) and how was I suppose to know his temper is the size of a teaspoon? I wasn't expecting him to break the glass he was holding or anything. If I had been, I would have kept my mouth shut. Breaking the cup wasn't the bad part, not really. That was easily put back together. It was the obvious anger he had shown, and that's all it too - Alexis realized we can't stand eachother. After that, everyone went their seperate ways, Ari came with me and we went to talk to Mia, but only Tancred was at the Hufflepuff table. He said we just barely missed her.

I was suppose to sit with them on the train, but I hadn't. I didn't even see them, and that's probably my fault. I wasn't in much of a mood to talk to anyone. I found Joey, and we shared a compartment. He's good company when you just want peace, you know? Joseph didn't push me to talk, but was waiting patiently to listen when I was ready to actually say something, explain why I was in such a gloomy mood.

Coming home, I thought I would be greeted with bright smiling faces and big hugs and excited squeals, but to both Joey and my confusion, everyone looked the way I was feeling. That's when Dad took us in another room, and told us the news. A little less than a month ago my mum's older brother Adrian had died. A potion experiment at work had gone incredibly wrong, and he didn't survive the explosion it caused; He was with us the first three days, but it had done too much damage to his body. Uncle Adrian had always known the risks and dangers of his job, and he had always been the dare-devil type (I think that's where Conner had gotten it from) but nonetheless that didn't prepare any of us for this. And, It gets worse; Mum's baby sister, Grace, and her husband Philip (Tristian and Lima's parents) were in an automobile crash. No one knows why the accident happened, it just did.. and neither made it.

We've already been informed about the current plans, concerning our cousins at least. Samuel, Uncle Adrian's son, is with Aunt Silvia, Uncle Leo and the kids. No one wanted him staying with Step-mum #6, he's known her for maybe eight months. Uncle Adrian and #6 (No I don't know her name! Sam numbers them and so far that works well) were going on two months into their marriage. Sam's family, and he's going to stay close now.

Tristian is an adult, and is a big git as usual. He wants nothing to do with the family even now, it's highly disappointing and honestly, it upsets me. That's NOT how Aunt Grace raised him to be, nor Uncle Philip. That's not okay, it just isn't. But if he ever has a change of heart, everyone will be willing to take him back under the family wings. Because that's what family does, no matter how dumb someone can be being, or mean, we may have our differences but we're still one big huge family and we all love eachother despite our mistakes. Maybe one day Tristian will realize that, personally it seems doubtful but I've been wrong before. I just hope Lima would forgive him, as well.

Speaking of her, Whiggalima is going to come live with us. Madi and I have already started making plans of how to change our bedroom to make her more comfortable since it'll be her room too. She's at Maddox's house for alittle while, but mum's going to pick her up and bring her home when she's done visiting.

Right now, we're in the van on our way to the ministry of magic over here in Italy, where mum works. She's been the head of the International Magical Cooperation Department for years now, since I was around five if I remember right. Anyways, at home our fireplace isn't hooked up to the floo-network, because we're in a muggle neighborhood, we can only have that arranged to work temporarily; it's very risky to, and mum needed to visit her office for a moment to check something over. She's taking a bit of time off work, we're going to use the floo-network there to get to Grandma Angelina's and Grandpa Carl's house. Mum thought it would be a good idea that we stay over there a few nights, and frankly I do too. Mum's been having alot of breakdowns today. How she's made it all this time without crying once I will never know, but it makes me feel bad seeing her like that.

It got to everyone, this morning. We all cried, except Joey but he wasn't home, he had gone to our grandparents house a day early. Now Lydia, Lissy, Gabriel, Julian and Katie are half-asleep in the back seats. Madi, too, beside me. Mum pulled herself together quiet well (though I know her to be a strong woman, so it's not surprising); While we packed our things I could hear her and Dad talking. I know everything will be alright; it's a hundred percent normal to grieve, and right now what we need is to be together. Mum said alot of relatives would be in and out of Grandma Angelina's, too. Not just us. I half wondered if my older siblings would show up too, with their little families alongside.

The next few days will be hard, but with each day things would infact get easier. With each hour, and minute. This just meant.. they were meant for something bigger and better, and they couldn't do that here on earth. Aunt Grace, Uncle Philip and Uncle Adrian will be missed, but they'll always be in our hearts. And now.. I better go, we've arrived.

- Somber days, Badger ♥

MUSTANG SALLY · 08-31-2008, 02:11 AM

Ahhhhhhhh Gracie

I knew that was going to happen but its still sad

I love the name Adrian

And Grace *Snort* And Phillip *dies*

We came up with some wild names didnt we

Great entry Quad #3!!!

D.A Forever · 09-05-2008, 02:27 AM

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Originally Posted by MUSTANG SALLY

Ahhhhhhhh Gracie

I knew that was going to happen but its still sad

I love the name Adrian

And Grace *Snort* And Phillip *dies*

We came up with some wild names didnt we

Great entry Quad #3!!!

I know =/

No, very weird! 0___o LOL. Kay.. a little amusing. XD Still weiirrrd

Thankyouuu

I shall be updating.. VERY soon.

Need to post up everything from summer quick before term comes.

D.A Forever · 09-06-2008, 12:31 AM

June, 26, 2066

Saturday is here. We'll still at Grandma Angelina's, no idea when we'll be going home and I don't really mind eitherway. I love it here, and guess what? Mum was right. There's been a LOT of people in and out since we arrived a few days ago. Nikolas, Jasmine and baby Kristopher are here; both took time off work to come, Regina came too instead of going home like she had originally planned. Emmy, Axel and the kids are here as well, along with Dusty and his best friend from Durmstrang: Rocco (AKA Ballerina Boy). Mum said auntie Silivia, uncle Leo, Sammy, Danny, Samuel and the twins (Breanna and Ethan) should be coming today, she thinks but can't be a hundred percent sure of. Mum's being rather forgetful lately, but it's understandable. If I recall right, Axel left just a little bit ago to pick up Leah (Rocco's little sister, also a friend of Katie and Julian's) and Jae (Dusty's cousin).

Grandma suggested someone owl the Chosens to come over. I should find this odd, but that's Grandma Angelina for you. I recently found out that Alphonse (Lexi's dad) has been really good friends with my mum and aunt Silvia for ages and ages now, since they were kids! Anyways, mum's doing that. I think there's more to it than just 'a celebration of life' going on, personally, and yes that's what Grandma Angelina is calling it. Everytime I walk into a room filled with only adults, they clam up at the sight of me; it's rather scary! I've no idea if that's a bad thing, but I can't see how it could be a good thing either!

Oh let's just forget about that, no use worrying over.. whatever it is or could be. I have much more news for you! I am going to be a big sister, again. And again, and again. I know, I'm already a big sister to six (Madi, Juls, Katie, Lis, Ly and Gab) but you'll never believe it, mum's having triplets! - NO. I am not dim, I knew this once I saw mum after getting home it's just taken till now for me to announce it to.. you. a half-full book. Nevermind that either. As I was going to say, that's not all. Alexis' step-mum Rae (who is super awesome in my opinion) is expecting twins. See what we miss while we're off at school? We should consider ourselves lucky, actually. From what I heard Legend had a fit over it, according to Katie and I really doubt my younger siblings reacted any better at first. I know they didn't, mum was crying again the other night; Joey, Madi and I were the only ones up so we went to talk to her after figuring out where the sobbing was coming from. She felt bad, because it didn't seem like anyone except her and dad were happy about the babies. That upset me a little, while I can understand the younger lot not finding it as wonderful as mum wished, that still isn't necessary to voice infront of or around mum.

The next morning I had a talk with them, and they wound up having me answer some questions. One was about how that's even possible, now that our two eldest siblings were married with small families of they're own; they wanted to know how that would work, since Lainie for example would be almost four and a half years older than her aunts and/or uncles.

They're young though, all under the ages of ten so I could see why that seemed like an important fact, although really it wasn't at all. I kindly pointed out that Lainie doesn't even have to call Katie and Julian aunt or uncle. In my family, it's not really.. required, to do that. Not unless it's a child and adult, then that's a little different. It would be more proper, under those circumstances.

Hmm. What else to say..

I'm trying not to think about whatever the adults could possibly be planning, or discussing rather. I'm not suppose to be impatient, and thinking about it will drive me crazy at this rate. Maybe I should concentrate on something else. Hmm. Oh! Guess what? Emmy and Axel asked me to be Colton's godmother, and Dustin to be Ember's godfather! I was so shocked, honestly I can't speak for Grizz but I hadn't been expecting that. Grizz is Dusty's nickname by the way. 'Cause he's a big grizzly bear.

Speaking of bears, reminds me that I should probably go into the backyard and find Rabid. Tiger can help, he's sitting on my back right now; I'm laying on the soft shaggy rug in the bedroom that is serving as a nursery right now. The babies are all napping, Topher just fell asleep a few minutes ago. When I first pulled out my journal he was sitting up watching me with curious brown eyes.

Seriously though, I should go. I haven't seen Rabid yet today and it's already around one in the afternoon. He's grown SO much since the last time I saw him!

- Savannah ♥

WhittyBitty · 09-06-2008, 12:54 AM

Sorry that it's been a while since I read.

I may be bad at some of the family stuff and whatnot, but I still love the entries.

But the one with the deaths was sad.

Good job!

D.A Forever · 09-15-2008, 07:08 PM

August, 12, 2066

It hasn't been six months, I win! Anyways, this time it really wasn't my fault I didn't write; I forgot you, and it's not as if I would have had a free moment to write anyways. Okay, so here's what happened: I found out what all the whispering and stuff was about. Grandma Angelina planned a vacation, for EVERYONE. Her and Grandpa, mum and dad, auntie Silvia and uncle Leo, ALL the grandchildren and great grandchildren, AND the Chosen family, Rocco and his little sis Leah, the Lawley's and O'Callaghan. Basically anyone and everyone Grandma Angelina considers part of the family, that she could get her hands on.

Super SUPER fun. And even more chaotic.

We went to Forks, washington. Dusty's mum's side of the family live there, believe it or not it's where Kaitlynnh and Julian were born, nine years ago on valentines day. We've gone there since as far as I can remember. Mum's known Catalina (Dusty's mum) and family for ages, I guess. I never really asked, it was just sort of obvious.

It was awesome to get to see everyone ago, though I don't really care for people telling me 'My how you've grown up, your such a pretty young lady now!'. Kato, a cousin of Dusty's I've known for forever it feels like, kinda gave me a small scare. I had no idea he's an animagus, a wolf at that. So naturally when a wolf walked up and nuzzled me, I didn't think it was a human I decided to pet. He got a real laugh out of it, and mum scolded me for petting him because I thought he was a real wolf. 'Wild animals do not make friends, nor pets Savina! What are you thinking?' urgh.

Forks was just as beautiful as I remember it. Everythings green and healthy looking wherever you turn. They get so much rain, it should look that way. It rained a couple of times while we were there. Luckily it was nice, warm and sunny the day Grandma Angelina insisted we go to an amusement/water park. I didn't think with how many people we had, that we could do that. For one, how much it would cost, not to count anything else but she had planned this all ahead of time.

That was probably the most insane part of the trip yet. The only thing stopping mum from grounding everyone (not just her kids, but all of us) was Grandma Angelina. I am SURE of that. Grandpa told us older kids to go get cotton candy, and popcorn, and whatever, and the younger kids asked to come so we let them. Well, that was a big mistake. Legend and Katie started yelling at eachother, Gabriel BIT Legend (I was SO not expecting that one, I think Katie put him up to that), Legend chased him around while Danny tried telling him not to hurt Gab, Julian was shouting for everyone to stay with the group and Katie was chasing Legend. Kind of a dog, chasing cat, chasing mouse kind of thing you could say.

Anyways, Dusty, Samuel and Joey went after them and we kept the others, still trying to our treats we had the popcorn guy yelling at us because of all the commotion and then Jae topped everything off by coming out of nowhere with a soccor ball, accidentally kicking it at the popcorn guys head.

Yup. Mum's head looked like it was going to explode. It was scary.

Grandma and Grandpa told the parents to go relax, and they would take over and take us on a bunch more rides. Emmy went with them, she didn't ride on anything.. though we did have Ember and Colton along, but there was plenty enough people to watch them. Odd.. anyways. That wraps up that, except Miguel pushed me and Lexi off our double inner tube in the konga river. It's like a huge three feet deep pool, and the water pushes you forward (really strong mind you, it took forever to get everyone out sucessfully.) around and around. We got our revenge later that week, when we took a walk to the beach. Shoved him right into the water.

So, on one of our last days in Forks, the teenagers decided all of the of age people needed to get out and do whatever they want, without any kids to worry about. Not even the babies. So, that's exactily what we made happen. They didn't have an excuse not to, we had Rocco, Dusty, Joey, Samuel, Sammy, Vee, Kato, Me, Lexi, Miguel (if you could count him), and several others! I think we could handle a bunch of kids under the age of ten.

We did, too. It was another crazy day, but that's not new. We made them leave at eleven in the morning, and they weren't allowed to come back till ten at night. By that point, the kids would be sleeping. Grandma Angelina thought the idea was incredibly sweet. We thought it was necessary, after all this whole vacation was to celebrate life, rather than mourn death.

And guess what? getting the kids to bed wasn't that hard, we only had one problem and that was Miguel causing Katie to start yelling after I got Kristopher, Colton and Ember to sleep. Thank merlin himself, none of the three woke up. Unfortunately I had to finish my letter to Curt real fast, to go find out what was going on, but it was no biggy.

Over all, it was a blast. Best summer ever. I wish Curt could have been with us, but we wrote back and forth a few times. He was in Godric's Hollow, at his brother's house with his family. I know he doesn't get to see all of his siblings in one place alot, so I was glad to hear that.

Anyways, I better go. I just spent the last twenty-seven minutes laying across my bed, Madi and Joey are probably waiting on me; we're going to take the younger lot to the park.

- Savs ♥

MUSTANG SALLY · 09-17-2008, 12:59 AM

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He got a real laugh out of it, and mum scolded me for petting him because I thought he was a real wolf. 'Wild animals do not make friends, nor pets Savina! What are you thinking?' urgh.

I soooooooo see Savannah doing that

That was great

I really like the trip they all took to Forks

Its crazy how they could have that many people in one place

I loved it Gracie!!!
Cant wait for more

D.A Forever · 09-17-2008, 06:59 PM

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Originally Posted by MUSTANG SALLY

I soooooooo see Savannah doing that

That was great

I really like the trip they all took to Forks

Its crazy how they could have that many people in one place

I loved it Gracie!!!
Cant wait for more

Cause naturally, Savannah would. If it isn't growling and snapping at her, she's going to pet the big fluffy animal

Even when it is growling and snapping at her, she concerned for it, not herself. She thinks it's doing that as a defense to protect itself cause obviously the creature doesn't know she's not going to hurt it.

Ohh! Now I have a ficlet idea

I do too

It's crazy how much family they have!

Thankyouuu!

the wait is over

D.A Forever · 09-17-2008, 07:00 PM

August, 17, 2066

Today the younger kids went to Grandma Angelina's house, their spending the night. Joey, Madi and I are here at home with mum and dad, both of which took the day off. I get the feeling they arranged this whole day on purpose, but I didn't ask. It was awesome, I'll tell you that. We got to spend time with, just the three of us, with our parents. Just.. bond the entire day. It was nice. Nothing against my younger sisters and brothers, I love each and every one of them to death, but naturally with so many kids in one house it makes it hard getting a word in when you want to. I can't remember the last time the house was so quiet, or the last time there was only a few kids around (same difference really, if you know my family).

It was probably back when Madi was the baby, whenever Emmy and Nik went to school it left Reg, Con, me and Madi at home. We also had school though, each of us. We went to this muggle school; it's my families tradition, I suppose you could say. We all attend a muggle school till the age of eleven, instead of attending a local wizarding school (it's kinda like for little kids, you don't learn anything too extremely important that your parents can't easily teach you) and once we hit eleven, we get our acceptance letter(s) and prepare to go off to a magical school.

I was going to say when Emmy, Nik and Reg were in school, but I realized then we had two new additions (Julian and Kaitlynnh) were babies in Regina's first year of Beauxbatons.

I'm trailing off a little, huh. Anyways the day was great. We all (minus mum) went to the park, dad played soccor with us for hours. When went got home, mum had dinner ready and everything. After that we were going to watch a movie, but we ended up sitting and talking. Which was even better.

I guess sometimes mum and dad feel the same way as us, that they can't always express what they want to, towards us, because they're always running around doing something else. We all agree, it's not a bad thing. Our family is HUGE, bigger than a giant (I got that from Lydia, the other day she said 'Our family tree must be bigger than a giant' which went onto her asking where the tree was, anyways..) we have our bad moments, as any family does. But we also love eachother more than life itself, no matter whether someone's mad at someone else, we're always there for one another when it matters. Basically, put more simply none of us would trade our family for the world. No matter how insane, hectic, chaotic.

Mum and dad both said they're very proud of us. Addressing us each seperately in that; mum never expected me to become a Prefect, for one. She's always had a lot of dreams and wishes for us, but that was never something she thought about for me apparently. She said it make her happy. I've proven to be a better student than she had been in her days, she thinks.

It's not that she thought I'd be a bad child or anything, it was just... she didn't ever mean to make such high goals for us in her eyes, it just happened. She doesn't want us to feel bad, or like we've failed, if we haven't met 'her standards'. I think the whole Emmy thing made her realize that. Mum and Emmy have always had a rough relationship, ever since she turned ten, when Stephan came into her life. It wasn't too bad, till he died two years later. That's when things went down hill and fast.

Mum's reaction to Ems getting married right after graduating, and then baby Lainie not too long afterward wasn't the best; she really hadn't thought of Emmylyne's feelings, she had such high hopes for her first child's life, it clouded her brain. They get along loads better now, and mum tries being understanding towards everything now, atleast at first. I think sometimes she had gotten jealous of her mum, because her kids were always excited and loved going over to see Grandma Angelina.

I'm glad she learned from the thing with Emmy, it really came in handy when Nikolas got married rather young (still older than Ems had been) not that we don't all adore Jasmine, and when Regina decided she wanted to move out to america summer after graduation.

No need to tell me (hehe, yeah right) I know, I'm falling off track again. Not surprisingly, our parents asked mostily about school. Joey and Madi were bugged about if they were seeing anyone, or if they had any crushes. Curt came up in the conversation too. No ones caught Joseph's eyes so far, frankly I'm not shocked. His head is always in books, he concentrates on learning and keeping up with everyone in our year. I'm amazed after just a year and ALOT constant studying, he is at the level he should be.

As for Madi, that was probably the very first time I've ever seen her face color like it did. Which, she did try hiding. She does, infact, have a crush. The thing is it's her best friend Rosalie's older brother Elijah. I've met the family before, their very nice. Madison seys she cannot like him, it goes against the best friend code. Mum and I both rolled our eyes, since that's incredibly silly. Joey told us not to encourage her, he's still getting use the idea of having his sister's date and he doesn't want another added onto that just yet. Dad laughed. After that, mum and dad starting reminiscing about when we were just little toddlers, which lead to other memories. Joey didn't know alot, for obvious reasons if you knew his past. He really seemed to enjoy hearring all about it, perhaps that's why mum started crying. I think it was also because she wished he could have been with us the whole time. Plus, mum's been more emotional than usual. It was surprising we didn't all cry from laughing so hard, too. I'll never ever forget when Conner and Wyatt accidentally blew up the kitchen. Mum's reaction, oh I thought multiple times she was just going to literally blow up too, just like the kitchen had.

Okay, I should go. I have to get up in five hours, we're going to Grandma Angelina's bright and early. I have to write one more thing: This morning dad was on the computer, and Madi was bugging him so I went over to see what they were doing. My sis was just asking about it, what it does and stuff, so he let us sit down while he explained, I got to play with the controller; dad calls it a 'mouse' funny.. it doesn't squeak. Anyways, you would think since I grew up around muggles and whatnot that I would know how everything made by them works. Well, I don't. Not everything. That contraption was just as confusing as the one that plays the movie, except instead of not being able to start it, I thought I broke it. The screen went black! And the power sound went away. What was I suppose to do? I started yelling for my dad. It turned out not to be my fault, Madison had pushed the wrong button. Her fault, not mine. Dad got the thing to come alive again, but killing it once was good enough for me.

- Innocent Badger; Madi did it! ♥

D.A Forever · 09-19-2008, 01:33 AM

August, 23, 2066

Summers just about over, I enjoyed summer very much but I can't wait to return to Hogwarts. The common room, mainly. It'll be refreshing to see the gold and black colors again.

I went to Diagon Alley two or three times, less than usual but I didn't have to get school shopping done since mum ordered our things ahead of time not expecting there to be enough time to go out and get our supplies, with all the family stuff going on this summer.

You'll never in a million years believe who I ran into, on one of the trips. And just for the record, this time I don't mean 'ran into' literally. Molly Woodrow. Oh yes, Molly. I could barely believe it myself, when I saw her in Florean Fortescue's. I never stopped hoping to see her again one day, and yet that still came as a big shock to see her. She hasn't changed too much in the past two years, definitely not on the inside either.

We sat for a bit to eat our ice cream, and talked the entire time. She told me what happened, why she disappeared a couple of terms back (during my third year). During christmas break her sister took her to australia to celebrate her being quidditch captain for our house, and while she was there she was stung by a billywig. She thinks she had an allergic reaction to the sting because instead of it causing the normal giddiness and levitation, she became really ill.

She had spent the next several months in a wizarding hospital over there, till her sister Jordan took her home and from there she had to rest. She was home schooled for the next year, regaining her strength and giving herself time to fully recover. She's all better now, nice and healthy and she's returning for her final year of school!

I updated her on most of what she missed. Whatever came to mind, atleast. I told her about Rabid; she wasn't surprised, just excited. She thinks we should take pictures of him out on the grounds this term, since she asked if I had a picture of him with me for her to see and I didn't.

My second trip was with Alexis, we had to get her school books and some other books. For something else. I'll tell you all about that later, though. So anyways after we left Flourish and Blotts I dragged Lex over to get ice cream, she had asked something about why Frederic and I don't get along before we left the store and I couldn't get her to answer why she brought it up. It was obvious, atleast to me, something was on her mind. Hoping ice cream would get her to open up, I dragged her there (which she complained about the pulling. She said something about treating her like a rag doll, but after saying I could hook a leash to her instead she was pretty content).

For some reason she didn't want to tell me. I didn't have much of a choice, so I used the 'best friend' card and she fessed up. Alexyna Chosen; Candy Queen Alexis, thinks she might like Frederic Krum. REALLY smooth, huh? My best friend's very first crush, is the boy that cannot stand me and I cannot stand him. I promised her I would TRY getting along with him, again. For her and her alone, I'm not doing it for him. Unfortunately, speak of the dark lord and he shall come (figure of speech. I don't think that badly of Frederic) Frederic walked into the ice cream parlor right after I said that. I told Lex to invite him over.. and so far so good, I didn't say anything he could take as being rude. I didn't say much of anything, actually. But that's besides the point.

I sort of saw this coming, Ari and Mia did too. It was a little surprising when she first admitted it, but now I don't know what to think. She trusts him as much as she trusts me, which is ALOT. That kind of worries me, I don't know Frederic at all.. but now, for Lexi I feel I need to figure him out. What if she shouldn't trust him after all? What if he doesn't care for her even as a friend? Yeah.. it's times like these I'm thankful you can't talk. I know, he totally different when it's just him and her. Still, I have to make sure. Lexi's been through alot ever since she was little, I feel like I need to watch over her or something.

Anyways, I'm done for now.

- Vannah ♥

D.A Forever · 09-19-2008, 01:34 AM

August, 29, 2066

Hiya again. Purely for the record, I've kept up with this thing well this month! Anywho, that's not really why I'm writing now. So, Joseph and I are at Grandma Angelina's; We've already said our goodbyes to our family, and we have all our school supplies here they just need packed properly. Grandma's going to be the one to drop us off at the station on the 1st, that way mum and dad don't need to. It's two days away, and it's just begining to sink in that we're really sixth years now. It's a funny feeling, knowing your less than a year away from being of age, and less than two years away on starting your future. Really, really weird.

Madison's already in france, Rosalie's dad Mr. Romano and her brother Jackson came to get her yesterday. They invited Madi to sleepover a few nights, and said they would take her to school since she and Rosalie both go to Beauxbatons together, it worked out great.

For the past few days, I was kinda grounded. Not just me, but everyone. Which was sort of my fault, I tried getting everyone else off the hook but mum wouldn't have it. Here's what happened: our parents were both at work, so naturally Madi, Joey and I know we're incharge and to watch over the younger kids. Well, we were. As soon as everyone was up and ate breakfast we played with them till about two in the afternoon, till everyone started getting hungry. I had an idea, so I dragged Joey and Madi into it and told the others to continue playing outside while we went to cook. I wanted to bake some kind of treat for everyone, I'm pretty good in the kitchen if I do say so myself, and Madison and Joseph do fairly well. I had them help get out all the ingredience and I grabbed mum's cook books and started flipping through them till I found a special family recipe for cookies.

Of course, we couldn't just make cookies. We would have to eat lunch first. Have something good before eatting sweets, that's always been a rule in our house and from generations before (Grandma Angelina doesn't abide by it all the time, admittedly) so we put the cookie stuff aside. I gave Joey the job of cutting up fruit and putting it into a big plastic bowl and Madi was to clean and set the table, I took to making sandwiches. Once we were done, we saved the lunch we prepared in the fridge and started on the cookies, that way while they baked we could get everyone inside to eat.

Well.. what is my family, if not completely chaotic and crazy?

Gabriel ran inside, being chased by Katie, who was followed by Julian who had Lydia on his back, and Lissy wasn't trailing too far behind. I heard a SMACK and then a CRASH! and an echo of 'oops's and 'uh-oh's. Katie started yelling about something the next minute right before I got into the livingroom. Gab was crying, Lissy had accidentally ran Katie into the wall, which shook the fireplace just enough to knock mum's vase of flowers down. Gabriel tried to pick it up, and got a cut. That took a good twenty minutes to sort out, but we saved the flowers, cleaned Gabie's finger, and got them to settle down. But they followed me back into the kitchen.

Long story short, it started with flour being thrown, and ended in water being thrown. Mum came home early, and I'm almost positive I really saw steam coming out of her ears. Dad came home after she called, and he grounded us because mum was too angry to see straight to do it herself. I'm sorry, yes we did something wrong, but why are we being grounded for that?! We annoyed the popcorn man enough to anger him and then hit him in the head with a ball for merlins sake and we didn't get introuble! I'm not sure whether I should be grateful for that, or .. yeah, maybe I should just be grateful. Nevermind. Anyways, dad was disappointed in us. He said we should know better, and we need to stop stressing mum out especially right now because it's not good for her or the babies. I don't get why he can't see if it's not us, it's something else. It's not always going to be our fault but she'll still be stressing over something, so why is this being made a big deal? we were just having a little fun.. and it could have easily been cleaned up and forgotten about. Man, if they wouldn't have come home early they would have never known! I don't think it's fair the little kids got introuble too, I was incharge and I should be at fault only for letting it happen. I better stop talking about this before it gets me worked up and annoyed.

Obviously, Grandma Angelina is to thank for mister lost in a book again, and I being here. I've no idea how she got mum to agree, but she did. Grandma's been talking to us about our futures too. I suppose I didn't expect it, but I didn't not expect it either. Instead of like every other little girl that dreamt about who there 'prince charming' would be, I always thought about whatI would be when I grew up. Since first year, I started thinking about careers within the magical world, and till now I had gone undecided on what I truly, really wanted to be. I always knew I wanted to work with creatures, non-magical or magical. Eitherway, I would be satisfied. Figuring out what kind of job involving creatures was the question.

Today, my Grandma was telling me about one of her old friends she had met way back from school when she was just a child. Her name was Isadora Bass, and now Bass is her maiden name since she married Oliver Foxx, another person Grandma knew from her days attending Hogwarts. Her point of telling me of this friend, I found out a few minutes into the conversation. Isadora is a very talented witch, very skilled within the magical world, and non-magical. Grandma said not only was she a muggle veterinarian but a wizarding one too. Grandma Angelina didn't give me too much detail, except assuring me Isadora definitely knows her creatures and whatnot. Isadora has her own business where she lives, or somewere around there in new zealand I was told. Grandma and her have talked, and they both thought it would be an amazing idea if she trained me. If that's what I want, which I do! She's more than capable of it, she's trained many others. The thing is since I'm off to school again, I can't meet her yet. We haven't arranged when I can, but I'm suppose to owl her once I get to Hogwarts.

I'm very excited about that. I know exactily what I want to be once I graduate now, and I know whose going to teach me. She seems like a very nice lady, Rabid must not have any complaints. That's the friend Grandma takes Rabid to or has come see him, a few times during the summer just to check up on his health and stuff. It's important, since he's not like any other badger. He was never raised around them, so of course he's not. He's more like.. a dog, I guess. Still a little different from a dog, but that's the closes thing I can think of similar to him. Keeping his diet as normal to your regular badger's is the main concern, though. And he's done just fine, he's grown so much since I first rescued him.

Oh! I almost forgot I need to ask Grandma if I can take her camera with me again, Molly and I will need it!

- Nervous Badger ♥

D.A Forever · 09-19-2008, 10:44 PM

August, 31, 2066

Hmm. I'm a little bored. Which is why I'm writing, one last time before we're off to school in the morning. So, for my last update till . . . . the next one, I get to tell you all about my day. Grandma Angelina took us (Joey and I) to see Benny, at my request. Mum took us once, just us and Madi. She doesn't want the younger kids going, they know but she thinks it's less painful if they don't see. I know I've told you before, my cousin Benny is in the hospital. In a coma. It's been about a year now? I miss him so much, I don't even know what to say when that subject comes up. I feel so bad for Sammy, Danny and my aunt and uncle. For everyone involved, really.. it wasn't an expected event. Not that something like that ever is. But it's been a year, shouldn't he be waking up?

If he does wake up will he remember anything? Will he remember his family? His friends? I wouldn't dare ask mum, for fear of her breaking down again. I asked one of Benny's nurses though, when she came in while we were visiting. She said she was sorry, but she couldn't say. Their main concern was him waking up. Grandma answered too, I liked hers better. She said even when he was little, Benny was always a little soldier in her eyes. She believes he'll wake up and be good as new, but only time will tell when that'll happen.

It was hard to sit there by his bed and try keeping a smile on my face. Joey wasn't able to, but I don't know.. I know Benny couldn't see me, I just felt like I had to stay strong. I couldn't cry, like (almost) everyone else had. Grandma was quiet almost the entire time, except when answering a question. When we were going home, she said we shouldn't be sad because he's there. He's in a deep sleep recovering, and regaining his strength after the accident. I sort of understand what she means, and I know she's right. It still makes me sad though. Benny's missing so much; And most of all, we're all missing him.

I should probably wrap this page up, my wrist kinda hurts. I'll have to see Nurse Numel after showing the firsties to our common room lounge, or the following day. Now that I think about it, this is the second time I've hurt my left wrist. The last time I broke it, morning of going to catch Hogwarts Express. Flying incident, nottt fun.

This time, I don't think I broke it. It aches, but it's not the same. How did I manage this you ask? Grandma has horses. Put two and two together. No! I didn't fall off.. I fell of while trying to climb down. Totally different. And Snow's the biggest of the three, mind you. I didn't want to go to a healers or doctors, I found that senseless to waste what was left of our last day before going back to Hogwarts (not that I'm not excited, because I definitely am).

All is well, my wrist and hand is wrapped up in that elastic bandages stuff to keep me from hurting myself further. I got to pick out the color, which was awesome. It's bright blue. That probably means it'll be the first thing Lexi notices, I'm not sure if that was the best choice now, but... I like this color. Oh well. I'm off to bed!

- Clumsy Badger ♥

Kaos.Doodles · 09-20-2008, 12:08 AM

OMG Sooo many things to read

And they were AMAZING! I want to quote soo many parts

But I can't cause there are just to much

I LOVED it ALL GwacieFoo

D.A Forever · 10-15-2008, 06:54 PM

October, 21, 2066

So, we've been here in Hogwarts for a while now. It's great to be back, you've no idea how welcoming the common room felt the night coming back to the castle. Everyone seems to be happy compared to how people were acting during last terms split. I've had little problems to deal with, such as students fighting/arguing, ect. Which is always good! Or.. maybe bad. I'm not sure. That could also mean they're up to no good. Ehm, oh well. What can you do?

I've got homework, so I can't sit and write for long but I will update you on whatever I can and whatever comes to mind. First off, Lexi is insane (Yeah, I know we all knew that before. I needed to address those facts again). Why do I say that? She was making me catch acorns and kept tossing them down from the tree even after I told her to stop because she hit me in the head, twice. Don't bother asking what that was about in the first place (and lucky me, you can't. Your a book. Of my thoughts.)

Speaking of Alexis reminds me to tell you - I ran into Frederic. NO, not literally. And.. technically I guess I hadn't 'run into him' since I was sort of looking for him. I can just imagine the look I would be getting if you had a face. It would be just like the one I would get if anyone else found out. Which they won't because I am not telling and Frederic isn't stupid enough to, thankfully!

So as I said, I was kinda sorta looking for him. Once Lexi said she thought she liked him as more than just a really trusted friend I knew I had to do something. I also promised I would try being nice to him again despite the fact we ALL know thats a lost cause. Back to the story - I was up on the seventh floor, and then I saw him going to find the RoR so I followed. It was the perfect opportunity to ~~talk~~ TRY talking to him; Of course, he wouldn't agree ~~because that big ego of his just can't take it~~ but if I tried talking to him out where anyone could see we would have caused a huge scene. I've never ever had detention let alone lost points, and I DO NOT plan on it thankyou very much! Especially NOT over HIM.

As you could guess, he was NOT happy to see me. It went a little something like this: "YOU?!!!" "Oh don't act as if I'm going to turn into a dragon and swallow you whole!" "Just to point it out to you I wouldn't mind a dragon..." "Too bad, you don't have that option" That's not really it, but yeah.. I thought we were making a little progress at one point. My goal was to A) try actually talking to him on a civil not fake basis - FAILED - and B) The reason for A, to make sure he's trust worthy and isn't going to make Lex regret trusting him. ~~or make me regret Lexi trusting him. Eitherway it's all the same!~~ that was sort of complete. I think. He thinks very highly of Alexis. I was kind of surprised and relieved. I still don't like or trust him myself though, his temper is AWFUL; What if Alexis' is around at the wrong time and he takes it out on her by mistake?
'Suppose I can't worry about that now. I'm not even sure I believe he would be capable of that.. gah!

Onto better stuff! Ari and I went to the three broomsticks recently. She's doing good. Her cat Ginger is having kittens very soon too. I'm going to help with whatever I can; I've already owled Grandma angelina to ask if she could send some stuff over, and she has. I'm also going to keep one of the kittens, Ari said I could. Mum should just love that *sarcastic* Oh well. I'll have to keep Rabid, Ellie, Tiger and the kitten over at Grandma Angelina's anyways what with the new babies in the house.

Winters approaching. I'm waiting for a letter back from my parents; towards the begining of term they owled me and basically forbid me to tryout for Quidditch. You can imagine, that annoyed me an awful lot for the first few days. They said it was just because they know I have no desire to go into Quidditch professionally after school and they would rather me put my concentration and focus onto my studies for my future career. I know I could balance both, along with Prefect duties and time for friends. Unfortunately, mum and dad don't agree. So that ends that; I won't go against they're wishes.

During christmas/holiday break when we have the option to stay in Hogwarts or go home Joey and I are going to go home for a few days, as well as Madi from Beauxbatons. Normally I take abit of time to decide whether or not I should come home for abit, or stay, but mum wants us home. That'll be the same time of the babies due-date, which is the same as Rae's babies due-date so obviously Lexi will be coming home too.

I think Phineas will be home by that time too. Phineas is about ten years old, and the second child to be adopted into our family. Mum has a friend from work that has a sister that works in an adoption agency place, or whatever you call them. Though sometimes I know mum can seem (or sound) strict and uptight, she really does have a big, kind heart. She does get stressed easily, but that's kinda just how mum works. She only does the things she does, whether it annoys us 'kids' or not, because she's trying to do what she thinks is best. It's a mum thing. Our family is VERY large, immediate and extended, but mum and dad wouldn't be adopting another kid with three on the way unless we could handle it in every whichway. Personally, I think it's a great idea as long as we can do that. It may even make Gab feel better about the babies coming, since he's been sort of abit upset about it; I don't think he understands nothings going to change, we're all family and we'll all matter to our parents and eachother. We've got a lot of love to give, you know? I'm excited to meet the boy, not to mention the babies. And now, I should go. Till next time..

- Vans ♥

Kaos.Doodles · 10-15-2008, 08:12 PM

PHINEAS!!

~~sure Twinnie make Vannah's parents seem mean~~

Awesome entry!!

D.A Forever · 10-28-2008, 07:10 PM

January, 1, 2067

Lots and lots and loooots of stuff has been going on, this is my first real chance at writing in you - no hard feelings, right? ~~hehe, small joke..~~

About two months ago or a little more, Amelia sent me a letter. As you could guess, I was thrilled! I hadn't seen or hear from her since before she graduated; She's doing great, she told me all about her training with the Ballycastle Bats and other things. Most importantly, which is SO not fair, I missed Tancred proposing to her on the train! They're getting married this coming summer, and I couldn't be happier for them. See! When I tried forcing them to talk a few summers ago, in Flourish and Blotts, I had the right idea. I knew I did all along, it was so obvious they were meant to be. Plus, like I told them I don't believe you can say you love someone and then a year later say you HAD but you don't anymore. If you love someone, you love someone.. those feelings can't honestly vanish. Atleast NOT from their issues, which was Tanc switching schools because of his mum. Their issues were emotions, pure and simple. Both were hurt, and Mia was stubborn to give in. Tanc tried, and Tanc gave up to give her some space. All in all, just like in fairy tales which for the fact I bring that up, I blame two people: my little sister Katie, because she's obsessed with them and Sammy, because of the whole 'kiss him he'll wake up thing' she pulled on Alexis, concerning Fred after the Quidditch game. Of which I never really understood till now! That works with sleeping beauty, Sammy had it backwards! I think on purpose, to be honest. I regret missing that little scene, you know. Admittedly it's still funny hearing about it. everything worked out right.

Mia also gave me her Hufflepuff bracelet, she said it was time she passed it on to me and it should bring luck. It's beaded black and yellow, and has a little itty bitty metal Hufflepuff charm. Naturally, it hasn't left my wrist since I got it. At most I cover it up whenever needed, for example in Care of Magical Creatures class. I think, next year at the end of term feast after I write in the seventh years book, I'm going to give the bracelet over to another badger. Mia passed it onto me when she graduated, and said it brings luck. Whether it does or not, it's no less special. It could be like a little tradition, I think Mia would like that too and I'll ask her myself of course. I would probably give it to Rapunzel next, since she's in the year under me she could keep it for a term then pass it onto Kaika who would do the same, and so on.

Anyways, so I've been focusing alot on classes, homework and studying, which is the usual normal stuff. I've also made sure to keep time for friends, too. Especially Ari and Molly, both of which will be graduating this term. I try not thinking about that part, really. At this very moment I'm not in Hogwarts, I left really really early this morning (around three, I'm almost sure) along with Joey and Alexis. Know why? My mum AND Alexis' ~~step~~mum Rae went to the muggle hospital near home to have the babies! This is where I must say, magical transportation is a life saver. I'd bow to it, but that would be incredibly silly.

We got there just in time, if you didn't realize that already. Madison was suppose to be pulled from her Academy too, but because no two schools are the same and Beauxbatons has their exams (like our OWLs and NEWTs) in sixth year instead of fifth, we couldn't have Madi come home for even a day; She would miss a test, and that wouldn't be good. Also, since I realize I never mentioned this ~~not that you would know the difference, you have no brain or anything~~ Madison did just turn sixteen and should be in fifth year, but she's quite advanced so her Professors put her in a higher year.

Mum had planned for Madi and I to be with her when the babies came, and Joseph would stay with dad in the waiting room (he has been through it many times before, and doctors don't like more than two people being in the room during that. Mum thought it would be a nice experience for us, she had also done the same thing with Emmylyne and Regina) the rest of the kids were at Grandma Angelina's house, and will stay there for the next three days.

I'm pretty sure I'll be going back to Hogwarts tomorrow morning, all I know is it'll be soon. It's good and bad, because I don't want to miss anything at school and I don't want it being noticed I'm not there (by my friends not the Professors, I didn't leave without permission!) but I'm also enjoying it here. I'd much prefer being home, and not in the hospital but everyone will have to stay for the next few days to make sure the babies and mums are doing fine and all.

So, onto the babies! I won't tell you about Alexis' twin siblings, not yet. I have gotten to see them, and they're just as adorable as my mum's triplets. I will say all of the babies are doing well, as is mum and Rae. There was - Waaaait a minute, I forgot to tell you about Phineas! Yes, I had a chance to meet him and talk for abit when I went over to Grandma Angelina's for a little while. He's actually just turned eleven, and he is a wizard (You see, that's not a surprise; We generally try getting the magically gifted children when we adopt, not that we would mind a muggle child! We've learned it's harder for a wizarding child to find a home and stay there, with weird unexplainable things happening in a muggles home that's only happened since said child came home.. well you can see where that leads, huh?)

He's not a bad kid, he's still trying to adjust to having as many siblings and relatives as we do. Especially with the new babies and all, I could see how that would be tough. I was told I'm the first person Phineas actually opened up to, also. I'm not sure that's a good thing, but I'm happy if I could have made him more comfortable. Hopefully he warms up to everyone else soon.

Okay, now I'm getting to were I need to hurry and finish up. I'll tell you about the Mae Triplets. They have names but the doctors gave them letters first. Baby A, Baby B and Baby C. Each A, B and C are perfectly healthy! Okay.. well not perfectly, they're each having minor issues but that's sort of normal. The doctors believe everything will be okay.

Mum and dad let the younger kids name them, they've always allowed that and it was their turn since all of the older kids have had that chance. Baby A was a boy, Kaitlynnh and Julian named him: Edwin Thomas Mae; they said Edwin because Julian's first middle name is Edward, and Conner's was Edmund so why not add an Edwin to the mix? Baby B was a girl, Lissy and Lydia named her: Lucy Shanice Mae; I'm not at all surprised the first name has an L, the name suits her though. And lastly, but definitely not least we have Baby C. It was another.. boy! Gabriel and Phineas named him together, his name is: Johnathan Perry Mae; Eddie, Johnny and Lulu for short. They are beautiful, and none of the three look identical in anyway. Now I have to go, ~~I'm~~ We (Lexi and I) are leaving Grandma Angelina's to go back to the hospital.

- Vannan ♥

MUSTANG SALLY · 10-28-2008, 09:38 PM

Ok I really need to catch up, but I did read the last entry

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which for the fact I bring that up, I blame two people: my little sister Katie, because she's obsessed with them and Sammy, because of the whole 'kiss him he'll wake up thing' she pulled on Alexis, concerning Fred after the Quidditch game. Of which I never really understood till now! That works with sleeping beauty, Sammy had it backwards! I think on purpose, to be honest. I regret missing that little scene, you know. Admittedly it's still funny hearing about it.

I cracked up at this part, and Im at school so I got a few stares

Sammy: Dang! I should've videoed that day

That was great Gracie!

And I love the names of the triplets!!
So cute

Kaos.Doodles · 11-11-2008, 10:31 PM

I READ THIS!!! X333 I thought I posted here but I didn't

Anyways loved it twinnie <33

D.A Forever · 12-31-2008, 10:27 PM

Thanks guys!

Ohkay, long time no writing. I'll be updating ASAP, and have a million entries to make

Atleast six, we'll see

*Poofs out till then*

D.A Forever · 01-02-2009, 04:38 AM

June, 20, 2067
Home sweet home. I know, it's been how many months? Six? It's honestly not my fault this time! I accidentally left you at home. ~~And thank merlin it was home where I dropped you,~~ Julian had found it in my, Lima and Madi's room on the floor. He put it away in a safe place no one would find, and returned it to me unread. Sometimes I wonder how I was blessed with such a saint of a little brother, he didn't even try reading it from what I could tell and I believe him when he assured me no one, including himself, had touched it.

Now to fill you in on stuff that happened last term, we'll start with the 'Therapy Session' that surely could have made history!

This is how it went, I received a letter while out on the grounds, it was from Lex telling me to get the RoR (Room of Requirement) as soon as possible and so I was thinking 'Oh please don't let her have set anything on fire!' (because we've been working on this non-school related project involving potion work) and what do I find when I get there? Frederic Krum. HA, bad dream? I wished, at the time.

He put two and two together first, asking if I had gotten the same letter - which of course, I had. The letters were a trick, from none other than Alexis herself. We didn't know what was going on though, not at first. The hyperactive Gryffindor came in behind us and told us both to take a seat, she was all happy and cheerful; Asking us what was up, it was an obvious 'innocent' act that neither Fred nor I were fooled with.

I asked her what she thought she was playing at, trapping Fred and I in the same room if it weren't for our experiment (which it wasn't!) and refused to sit. I try not to ever be mean, but I was annoyed, she didn't need to go about it like she had - which I'll get to at another point you'll see. ~~Yes, you. Papery journal. When I look back in this in my ancient years, I'm going to think I was a loon. Really.~~

Frederic was much more calm while asking what the whole idea was. Weird, I know it's like we momentarily switched places. When Lex spoke again saying she would rather I sat down, her voice was a little high pitched like it goes when she's upset sometimes. That made me feel bad, I knew I crossed a line, and did as she requested; I took a seat. After like the third time of Fred having to rephrase himself, Lexi answered the question: What the letters were about.

She said we (Frederic and I) have problems, and people with problems go to therapy. Therefore she was our therapist. Sounding insane yet? You don't even know the half of it. I told her we didn't need therapy. Not together atleast, couldn't speak for Fred ~~Come on now, have you SEEN what happens when he gets mad?!~~ Anywho, the boy had to go and say he didn't need it either, but if I did so be it. Mind you, this is normal behavior from us whenever we're in the same place we tend to bicker back and forth. ~~Does NOT mean we need therapy!~~

Alexis ended up yelling at us, along with "Your opinions don't matter here! Haven't you ever seen how a real therapist works? The patient sits and tells their problems and the therapist goes 'and how do you feeeel about that?'" No options, blah blah. She moved two desks infront of us (with the help of some skilled charm work, might I add) and said if we really wanted to leave we would have to both write 'a good solid reason' of why we 'hate' eachother. Sam came in then, with a 'hostage', who unfortunately happened to be Curt. Don't get me wrong, I love having him around! But he really didn't need to be tricked into that too.

I suppose I didn't look very happy, Curt as confused as he must have been asked if I was okay. And I kinda sorta blew up at Frederic for the whole therapy comment, saying I wasn't the one who broke a glass last term due to temper issues. Also said I didn't hate him, I don't hate anyone which is still true. Not even Frederic could change that.

All I could say to Sammy was "Samantha I can't believe your in on this!" and told Curt aside from feeling like a child being unfairly punished, I was great. Then apologized, since I was having abit of an attitude. Uncalled for, but I don't care for being locked in places against my own free will because YES Alexis locked the door after Sam and Curt came in.

Trying to speed this up abit with less details, Lex tied Curt up with a rope spell unexpectedly and said if I didn't write down a reason she would torture Curt with muggle movies from the 1950s or something like that, and Fred's punishment was being attacked by TK. Now I will take a moment to say I am NOT proud of myself on this particular day, I was AWFUL and I know it. At this point, I blew up at Alexis for what she did to Curt and for trying to force us into doing something we didn't want to.. something about it being uncalled for to involve Curtis and my personal thoughts about Frederic were personal for a reason, as in not to be discussed.

I think we ALL were amazed when Frederic spoke up, asking Lexis to unbind Curt since it wasn't fair, he had nothing to do with it. That's when Lex untied him, saying she was only playing and then the tears came. Alexis Chosen RARELY ever cries, I should have felt bad immediantely and went to comfort her but I don't know, I was mad. That's all I could come up with. Sam however wasn't having ANY of it. She scolded Fred and I; Alexis had dumped alot on us, she said, but how must she feel knowing we hate eachother.

GAH this is where I would like to interupt with: Do you have ANY idea how much easier life was as a second or third year? ALOT. Anyways, I was guilty of being a reason Lex was crying. I wasn't being fair or nice about it, and so I pointed out Fred and I have an agreement to be civil with one another ~~and that I didn't start any of it anyways~~ and told her I got carried away and was willing to listen.

Again, Frederic was just full of surprises that evening. FULL of them. He went over to her and was almost pleading for her to look at him, because she was sitting on the floor crying ~~I know, some best friend I am. URGH~~. He told her not to apologize, too. It was actually kinda sweet. It proved to me, he really did care about her. That's when things changed though, Lex pulled away from Fred. Telling us we were childish for not having a real reason to dislike eachother, and that she didn't even know any children that would act that way so "we must be clowns right?" she summoned PIES into our faces.

Can you guess what happens next? I think not. She tried to leave, but Sam stopped her. Taking over the therapy session herself, and including everyone. We had to say something about one person in the room. Before I would obey my angry cousin, I had to get everything off my chest and fess up like Alexis had wanted all along. I told Sam she could be disappointed with me, but I couldn't help it. I turned to Alexis and that's when it began: You say Frederic and I are childish? What was that Alexis? What did you do tonight Alexis?

You're calling us childish. I completely fess up to it, I was being childish. I apologize for that, I wasn't thinking at all. I'm not perfect either, no one is. But look what you did tonight, you tricked us here for therapy. You could have just asked us honestly, we both would have come because you asked us to Alexis.

Yeah.. I remember it that well, word for word almost. I'm not proud of that day, like I said. But I think at the same time, it was all necessary. I think we all grew from it, or sort of. There's an exception to that, I'm not done.

I explained my real reasoning for not liking him. Rather, not trusting him. The only thing I could come up with. He infuriates me and he knows it, but that wasn't the main part. The main part was he was so close to Alexis, right alongside me. Us being the two she would run to with anything, that she trusted that much. It scared me, because I don't know Frederic - we haven't given eachother that chance I guess.. what I do know is his temper, and that with as much as Alexis trusted him he could hurt her. I know, we've been over this a thousand times but it was the honest answer. I was worried that she was falling for him, and she had. I was also being overly protective and stupid. I shouldn't have acted that way, I KNOW that now, but I really hadn't thought about it before.

I apologized to Frederic, and admitted I was glad he proved me wrong. We all went and sat back down, everything simmered down playing this little game, you could call it. Alexis and I agreed to no fighting, we fought once for nearly two weeks and the world could have easily ended in that time of seperation! When it was Curt's turn to go, he said he didn't have any problems with anyone in the room except that maybe Lex worries too much about our relationship (Mine and Curt's) and not enough about her love interest. That, mister journal, is when the unthinkable happened. Alexis told Curt to shut up, he didn't know what he was talking about and then left in a rush before any of us could have stopped her. Frederic (keeping good to his previous words about defending Lex if anyone hurts her in any kind of way) attacked Curt! Pushed him to the ground and covered his mouth with the hand that wasn't on his throat. Sam and I were quick to break that up, as soon as I shoved Frederic off and got into the middle Sammy was helping Curt up and kept him there. She suggested we switched places, and told Fred it was time they left.

Thank goodness for Sammy, I'm still greatful she was there after all. She had put me in my place earlier, and helped when there was a near fight at the end. Curt, surprising me, was worried about me. He asked if I was okay and then warned Frederic not to ever lay a hand on me like he just had Curt, otherwise it would be the last thing Frederic did - First time I ever heard him so angry. More than understandable! But still, that was as mad as I'd ever seen or heard Curt.

Fred and Sam headed back to the Lions common room, I think (not sure) and Curt and I were just as quick to leave the RoR for our badger lounge. That was that.

Now- Eeep, I'll continue another day, mum needs to go shopping so I'm incharge here. Later!

- Babysitting Badger ♥

Phoenix 8390 · 01-02-2009, 04:51 AM

Wow, I really wish I had been here for that

Awesome post Gracie

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