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Cedric_Lover · 10-03-2006, 10:23 PM

Hi! This is the sequel to my first ever ended ff, Impossible Love, now in the Finshed FF Section! Hope you enjoy it!
<3 Your lovely writer, Ellie

Chapter 1, The Beginning of Questions
Over the past year and a half, tragedy has struck all. Albus Dumbledore was murdered by Severus Snape, who was supposed to be killed by Draco Malfoy. Snape and Malfoy have been on the run from authorities for a while now, but they still haven’t been caught. It was in the middle of the year, March 3rd to be exact. Harry, Ron and Hermione had all decided to go back to Hogwarts for their 7th year, to get complete their 7 years at Hogwarts. Harry and Ron were going to be Aurors, while Hermione was going to take Professor McGonagall’s job as Transfiguration teacher, because M.G. was having trouble being a teacher, a headmistress and the leader of the Order of Phoenix. Harry and Hermione have been together since their 5th year. It is in Hermione’s point of view…

Things have been a lot harder on all of us. We’ve been in school for a while now and Harry already hates it. The loss of Dumbledore hit him harder than anyone else. A surprising number of students came back like Dean Thomas, Seamus Finnegan and Lavender Brown. The school had security members all over the school, mostly Aurors and Order members. Harry and I have been tight as we were in our 5th year. We’ve broken up twice since then but still end up back together. Ron has been with a 7th year girl from Ravenclaw whose name is Jennifer Allis. She was the girl of his dreams; she loved Quiddich, Chudley Cannons and playing pranks on people. Ginny was still playing the field but was currently with Dean Thomas…again.

I was once with Ron before our 5th year and Harry was with Ginny. We both realized we cared about each other and we together behind their backs. They found out of course and after weeks of not speaking to each other, we were friends again. Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if we didn’t become friends again. Nothing would have been the same. Since it was our 7th year, N.E.W.T.S. were in few months, so I didn’t have to worry yet, but it will come soon, very soon.

I was singing at local muggle competitions in the summer to express my morose feelings about Dumbledore’s death. I won a few of course, but the sadness in Harry’s face everything I saw him, made them feel like nothing. I couldn’t stand his pain. He’s a bit better now, not as sad and depressed. Maybe it was because it was a time when panic was everywhere and he had to keep himself together, because of the prophecy. I have been afraid of it since he told me about it in our 5th year. The prophecy that Harry might have him killed. Ether he becomes murdered or he becomes the murder.

“What if he dies? What if he never gets to avenge all of the loved ones that were killed by Voldermort? What if he never gets to be an Auror, his dream job? What if he can’t be with me anymore? I don’t think I’ll be able to get over him!” that was ringing in my head as I sat in the common room, late at night. What if the boy who lived ends up being the boy who died?

If he died, I don’t think I would be able to get on with my life and get married and have kids! He’s my only one, my soul mate. I would be empty without him. Harry James Potter is what keeps me going everyday. What keeps me waking up and going to class, just to see his smile and his amazing eyes, just to feel his kiss. I was hopelessly in love with a boy with a troubled past and an even terrifying future. The boy who’s been through more than any other witch or wizard and lost several people he loved. Will Voldermort take another great wizard? Since Dumbledore has been killed, nothing is how its seems. I pray to the stars and the moon and the heavens, not to take my love away. “Stars, moon, heavens and angels, hear my cries, don’t take who makes my life complete. Keep him here with me and others who love him” With that I held my face in my hands and sobbed quietly.

Les Mots · 10-03-2006, 11:22 PM

Yay a sequel! Love it so far. PAMS

hphg · 10-04-2006, 12:03 AM

Oh, right, that sequel! Yay! I loved it! Great start.

Cedric_Lover · 10-04-2006, 12:12 AM

Thanks guys! I am so excited thats its posted! I have tons of ideas! One of my major plots of this story is in the next post! Ill post it tommorow!

<3Dani (yes i'm back to this nickname again)

emma_rlz · 10-04-2006, 07:00 PM

yay! you're sequel was posted! loved it. PAMS!

hphg · 10-04-2006, 11:45 PM

Ok. Can't wait till tomorow! pams pams pams pams pams pams pams pams pams pams pams pams pams

Cedric_Lover · 10-04-2006, 11:56 PM

Chapter 2, Unknown Surprise

Sometimes I think life should be easier than this. Harry and I made love last week. The feelings that I have for Harry grow more each day that goes by. We don’t do it much but when we do, it’s magical. The feeling of being that close with Harry makes my heart smile. Yeah, hearts smiling is weird, but it describes my feelings. My love for him scares the crap out of me. He can be gone before I know it.Then who would I love?

The weeks flew by and something weird was going on with me. It was terrifying me. I was doing spells that I didn’t say, burping out strange things that looked like lights and being levitated. What if someone was controlling me or something? I’ve made a 6th year Slytherin been slammed into a wall when he insulted Harry. What if I hurt someone I love? That’s why I went to the place that I go when in doubt, the library. I went and looked in books with titles like Magical Mysteries and What to Do When Your Being Controlled? But nothing explained about my symptoms.

That’s when I strayed into the section Magical Pregnancies; I didn’t remember it ever being here before. But I couldn’t be pregnant! I mean, I plan to have a career! I still took out a book titled Symptoms of Magical Pregnancies. I flipped open to the first page and started reading Readers Note: There has been more than just these symptoms, all have different. These symptoms are for Half blood- pure blood babies only. If any of them symptoms portray you, go to Madam Mirabel’s Planned Parenthood and make sure your pregnant and if you are, to discuss your choices. I decided to check it out and when I did Madam Pince looked at me suspiciously. “I’m reading on magical pregnancies” I lied to her but she still looked unconvinced. I spent most of the rest of the day reading the book. After reading a few chapters, I was shaking from fear. My symptoms were indeed in the book, right at the beginning in the section, Early Pregnancy Symptoms. Ginny was at Quiddich practice and I was going to tell her before anyone else.

I was one of the first at the Gryffindor; I started eating some crackers and soup. By the time Harry, Ron and Ginny got there, I was shaking. Harry went and sat right next to me and realized at once that I was shaking. “Hermione, what’s wrong, why are you shaking?” he said. “Ginny, I need to talk to you in private” she nodded and got up from the table. Harry looked at me with concern. “I’m fine, its girl stuff” I said convincingly. I faked a smile for him and Ginny followed me out into the empty hallway.

“Hermione, what’s wrong?” Ginny asked concern. “I think I’m pregnant” I whispered. “What? How?” “I’ve been reading this book and I have most of the symptoms!” I said tearfully. “My career and my dreams are going down the hole” “Hermione Jane Granger! You shouldn’t be tell me! You should be telling Harry!” Ginny said outraged. “I can’t, its too much for him. He has the prophecy, N.E.W.T.s, Dumbledore’s death and there danger everywhere! He doesn’t need a baby to add to that!” I said, taking a seat. Ginny sat next to me and embraced me. I started crying on her shoulder “You have to tell him, he has a right to know. He also wouldn’t want you go through something like this by yourself” she said truthfully. I let go and thought about that. “I know and I’ll tell him if I really am pregnant. I think we should go to Madam Mirabel’s Planned Parenthood” I said in fake excitement. Ginny laughed and we walked to Professor Dumbledore’s old office to talk to McGonagall. I was going to find out if this baby was going to change my whole destiny and future.

Heehee do you like this plot twist? I have been planning this since when I was writing Impossible Love. What will Hermione do?! Hope you liked it!
~!Ellie

<3 puffapod <3 · 10-05-2006, 04:01 PM

cool ff!!!! you rock!

<3 puffapod <3 · 10-05-2006, 04:02 PM

seriously you are such a good writer!! you should go professional!!!!

emma_rlz · 10-05-2006, 05:31 PM

Wow. I didn;t expect that. I am speechless.

MalfoyzBeloved · 10-05-2006, 11:49 PM

Wow, all I can say is COOL! Awesome job so far (was following the first series, but I couldn't post back then)

Cedric_Lover · 10-06-2006, 02:17 AM

Heehee I'm so happy you all liked my plot twist!*blush* You really think I should go professional? Aww thanks Puffapod! Welcome MalfoyzBeloved! New post soon!

~!@*& Danielle

hphg · 10-06-2006, 09:07 PM

OMG! I can't believe it! PAMS

Cedric_Lover · 10-07-2006, 02:52 PM

New post soon! I have a three day weekend! I hope you guys do too!

danielle

hphg · 10-07-2006, 07:25 PM

I have a three day weekend too!

MalfoyzBeloved · 10-07-2006, 07:32 PM

Yeah,I have a three day weekend too

(cause of Canadian Thanksgiving).
-squirming in anticipation of next post-

hphg · 10-08-2006, 08:07 PM

Mine's because of Columbus Day.

Cedric_Lover · 10-08-2006, 09:51 PM

Chapter 3, Madam Mirabel's Planned Parenthood
I knocked on the door of McGonagall’s office and Ginny and I waited until she said “Come in”. “Ah, Granger, Weasley, sit down” she said and we obeyed. “So, what do you need?” “Professor, Hermione thinks she…well pregnant” Ginny said. The Headmistress’s face turned to complete shock. “I need you to give me permission to MMPP.” I said. Professor knew where I meant. “You haven’t told anybody but Potter and Weasley, right?” “Well, actually I only told Ginny” I said quietly. “Ok, well you can go now. The quicker you know, the better.” She gave us some Floo Powder and we were off.

We walked into a scarily pink building with pictures of babies with wands. “This place scares me” Ginny whispered in my ear and I nodded and walked up to the front desk. “You think your pregnant, right?” the older women said before I spoke, I nodded. “Right down the hall, second door on the right, Healer Kaplyn is with a patent so wait outside” she said in a bored voice. “Thank you” I said and we followed her direction.

“Are you nervous?” Ginny asked me. “I am scared to death”. It seemed like those few minutes took hours until a crying girl ran out of the room. “Poor dear” Healer Kaplyn said sadly. She seemed to finally have noticed that we were there. “Oh! Come inside, dears!” she was skinny women with dark, brown, shoulder length hair. “So who here thinks their pregnant!” she said like it was the best thing in the world. “Me” I said simply. “Well aren’t you pretty?! Just sit here and how long do you think you have been pregnant and have you had symptoms?” “I think I have been for two weeks and yes I have had symptoms” I said. Inside I was praying to God that I wasn’t pregnant. “Ok, well I think you’re detectable. I’m just going to put this across your stomach and if it turns pink then your pregnant or blue if you aren’t” I nodded, seemed simply enough.

She put the object across my stomach and Ginny and I waited in fear. It turned pink. I was so in shock that I couldn’t close my mouth.I couldn’t move, I felt like I have been frozen in time.
“Well, congrats! Your pregnant!” I looked at the Healer in fear. I can’t be! She thinks this is good?! What happened to sympathetic healers? I couldn’t look at Ginny, I knew she would be so sympathetic that it would make me sick right now.

Healer Kaplyn looked me in the eyes. “I wanted to talk to you about your symptoms. We will give you medication to take every week to control them and your baby’s powers. There is one symptom that not drug can control. Not like anyone would, anyways. Some of the most powerful parents of a child or juts the baby itself can let their mother do things not able to be others. Some have been able to go invisible, fly and some have their own force field. Yeah, pretty cool right? You will need to come back every now and then so we can check your baby’s health. “I nodded. She handed me the pills and told me to take only one a week on the same day until the rest of the pills were gone and then to come back.

We walked out of there slowly. I felt sick, like I had just recovered from the flu. “Hermione, are you ok?” Ginny asked quietly as we walked out of the office. “Yeah Gin, I’m super ok! I’m pregnant! I’m going to be a mother to a child that will be coming into the world at the wrong time! This baby is going to be in so much danger!” I said and fell to my knees and sobbed. Ginny sank next to me. “I can’t be a mother. I’m not ready and Harry’s not ready to be a father. Everything we have worked for is going to be wasted. Harry could die in this war and then I’ll be alone to raise this baby by myself!” I cried. “You’ll never be alone and Harry’s not going to die. We’re all going to help you through this.” Ginny said and we got up and hugged. Through the fireplace we went.

McGonagall was waiting for our return. The looks on our faces told her. “Miss Granger, I have to press that you can’t tell anybody but Harry, the Weasleys, Tonks, Remus and Mad Eye. Also when you start to show even a little bit, you have to come here and I’ll make it so no one will know. This baby is coming into this world at a very dangerous time and having Potter as the father makes them in more danger” she said sternly, but gently. I nodded and we walked to the common room.

“You tell Ron, I have to tell Harry” I told Ginny and went up to Harry. “Harry, a word please?” I said and he nodded. I brought him to his room and we sat together on the bed. “What’s going on, Hermione? “ Harry asked curiously. “Harry, I’m pregnant” I said. “That’s not funny, Hermione” Harry asked, not believing. “Your going to be a father and I’m going to be a mother” “That’s a lot to take in” Harry said shocked, most of the color has left his face. He turned and looked me in the eyes. “But we’ll get through this together. I’ll never leave you alone and we’ll raise this baby together” he said and I started to cry. I brought his close and kissed him. Everything was hopefully going to be ok. All I know is that I’ll have Harry helping me and the Weasleys being there for us. I know Harry will always be there for me and this baby, our future and destiny have changed forever.

Hope you enjoyed the post! New post soon!I really want to make a sequel out of this story! But I have to finish this one first! lol.
*!~ danielle

Les Mots · 10-08-2006, 11:23 PM

PAMSOID! seriously!

hphg · 10-09-2006, 06:03 PM

OMG, she is pregnant! PAMS!

Cedric_Lover · 10-11-2006, 10:39 PM

Ok, the next chapter isn't my favorite but I guess its good. Its a little fast but don't be worried that its ending because more is happending after Hogwarts ends.

Chapter 4, “I’ll Be There When The World Stops Turning…”
Well, Harry and I have to deal with the effect of our mistakes. The whole Weasley family plus Lupin, Tonks and Moody, were all very shocked at the news of a baby. Of course, it probable freaked them about, about Harry and me doing it. Every day goes by and I know in 8 months, what I’ll be bringing into this world and it scares me to death to have such a responsibility. Harry tries to keep it all together like he isn’t worried about this baby but I know that he is terrified. All of the adventures we have done don’t sum up to this. We don’t know how to take care of a child! I want to cry every time I think about what’s inside me.

Of course I told my parents and let’s say they weren’t very pleased. They were saying how it was going to ruin my life and my career and that I should get rid of it. Get rid of it?! It’s not like old clothes or something. It’s a baby! I told them that I couldn’t kill it or give it up. I have to start worrying about N.E.W.T.s, and then I’ll start freaking out about the baby.

“Hermione! Can I borrow your notes?” Ron said annoyingly. Harry, Ron and I were studying in the library for the biggest test of the 7 years of Hogwarts. “Sure, Ron” I said and handed him my History of Magic notes. We had been studying whenever we could. Ok, yeah I forced them to come to the library all of the time now that the tests are just around the corner. I admit that I’m freaking out. “Harry, what if I fail?” I would say over and over again. He would respond the same thing over and over again. “Hermione, you’re the smartest witch ever. You will never fail!” I would always blush and relax.

The time flew by before anybody knew it. I was already two and a half months pregnant and N.E.W.T.s were in less than two weeks! We were getting barely any homework and given tons of time to study. Let me add that the stress was not helped by daily nausea. Crackers have become my new best friend against unwanted vomiting.

In the library, I ran and found Harry studying. “Harry!” I said excitedly. “What?” he said without looking up. “I want you to throw something at me.” I said. He looked at me, fearing for my sanity. “I think you need to calm down. Plus, why would I throw something at you?” “I read in my book that I might have a force field and I want to test it!” I whispered. “No” “Please just throw a piece of parchment at me.” I said pouting. “Fine!” he said and crumbled up a piece of parchment and threw it at me. As soon as the paper was thrown at me, a silver- blue force field appeared and the paper knocked off it and fell across the library.

“Wow…” we both said in illusion. “Now that was pretty cool” I said and Harry nodded. “We should go back to studying” he suggested and I nodded and we studied together. “No one told me I was going to find you, unexpected what you did to my heart. When I lost hope you were there to remind me. This is the start. I’ll be there, when the world stops turning, I’ll be there when the storm is through. In the end I wanna be standing, at the beginning with you* I sang softly as Harry watched me. “I really hope if our baby is a girl that she has your beautiful voice” he whispered. I smiled at him and kissed his lips.

We studied all night and didn’t talk at all after that. But that song got stuck in both of our head like someone super glued it. Who knows that this road will take us, all I know is that Harry will be there, at the beginning and the end.
*At The Beginning by Donna Lewis and Richard Marx from the Anastasia soundtrack!

Hope you liked it! Hope your all excited about the baby to be! I'll try and post another soon!
<3 Danielle