Tehe. That's funny how he basically attacked her! Akari has a lot more patience that I do. I woulda head butted him.
Awh, poor Akari. She's missing Jason. And why won't Alphonse just tell her where the kids are!? -slaps him-
Goooood posts! Sorry I didn't comment for the last one.
Chelle

Oh, and PAMS!

Akari does have patience, it something she developed with time. She used to get annoyed easily. Actually this character I have used her for other stories that I have done.

Yeah she does, he was her first friends.

Who knows, oh wait I do lol
sorry I am a bit tired and it is one thirty in the morning but I couldn't sleep and I found my book. The book were I write everything and anything that I can think of so I don't have to think so much.

It is okay you responded and that is what matters tell you what. Next time I post it will be longer. I Promise!!



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I pretended as if I did not hear his last remark “Alphonse where are the children?” I asked him trying to avoid his horrible joke. His smile disappeared and he pointed to a room. “They are all in the kitchen trying to find food, but there is nothing.” He told me and I could hear his stomach rumbling. “Well I have good news!” I told him excitedly and headed into the door that I thought it was the kitchen. “Riker this way…” Alphonse told me as he headed the opposite way. I nodded and followed. It wasn’t a long walk and as soon as the children saw me they looked at me and smiled. “Did you find food?” I was asked and nodded. “Yes I found my family and food and shelter.” I said with a huge smile on my face. Usually I think before I speak, yet this time I was so excited I did not. As soon as the words left my mouth I saw the bright little faces who were happy to see me turn into depressed look. “We are not your family?” The little boy who I had saved from the dementor asked me. I swallowed. “Yes you are…” A little girl began to cry. “THEN WHY DID YOU SAVE US?”
My smile by this point was completely gone. I looked at them and began to bite my lip. Now what was I suppose to say.

I had gotten myself into a difficult position. Half of the children were crying and I knew that I should have thought about what I was saying before it escaped my mouth. The children needed all the moral support that they could get and I was not providing it so far. I knew that I was no leader, not like my father had been. Even though I did not remember much about him I had read some about him. My eyes widened as all the children now were crying. I shook my head I really did not want to say anything else afraid that I would make matters worse so I looked at Alphonse. "Please help me out here." I asked him and he smiled at me letting me know that he was enjoying himself.

I took in a deep breath and raised my voice so that I could be heard over the crying. "Shall we start over? I did not mean it that way." I told the children and they looked up at me and nodded. "I am Akari Riker and we shall be a family, I have more family members that I want you guys to meet. I have known them longer than you guys, but it does not mean that I do not love you guys the same." Although I did not know them, I felt like those were the words they were looking for. Most of the children did not have anyone to love. Their parents had been taken away and some were given away. Sometimes being an empath helped. The children gave me a smile and I felt relieved. "I also found food." I said and the children began to talk among themselves.

Alphonse had looked away and I blushed. For some reason I was getting self consience around him. "Red, Riker. Bright red." he told me and stared out the window. I felt my face get warmer and I glared at him. "Shut up you, you, you shrimp!" I told him remembering how he had, had an outburst over those words the day before. Suddenly I wasn't the only one changing colors. He looked out the window and I felt horrible. He shook his head and looked straight at me. "Besides you did not need my help Riker." I looked down and he turned back to the window. I wanted to hit him, I wanted to cry when I was around him. I hadn't know him for long, but for some reason I felt as if I had known him. I slowly looked up. I could not tell what he was feeling. My abilities did not work on him. Yet I wanted to know what he was feeling. I could try to, but the idea of doing that to him. Invading his feelings felt wrong. I walked towards him and placed my hand on his arm. "I am sorry Alphonse. Are you okay?" I asked him

Small Post, but I gifure I would update it. Been so busy with school and baby that I almost forgot next post will be longer. *I keep promising that don't I?"*


Not a word escaped his mouth and I allowed my hand to remain on his arm. I wanted to know what he was thinking. How he was feeling, but I feared that if I did that to him I would silently violate his privacy. I guess my voice was to soft because suddenly he looked at me. Putting my hand down and allowing it to grace his he smiled at me and I blushed. “What’s up?” he asked me and I nodded. I only wanted to comfort him, but it always ended up being the opposite. I pulled my hand away quickly from his and turned around. “I just wanted to make sure you, were alright.” I told him, hiding my hands behind my back. “I am truly sorry about that I was just frustrated. An animal almost gave me a heart attack earlier. I guess I am a bit jumpy.” I told him.

Alphonse stared straight into my eyes and I panicked. I wasn’t completely sure that all the attention that Alphonse was giving me. I felt uneasy. It was probably because no one had ever given me as much attention as Alphonse was doing. “An animal almost gave you a heart attack?” he asked me and I nodded I did not want to go into details about what had happened. “I will tell you another time, I promise.” I told him and he nodded. “I am glad I did not leave you behind.” I looked at him and I lowered my head. I was wondering when it would be the right time to tell him that Zeth had wanted me to leave. I closed my eyes and Zeth’s face filled my mind. I wondered if they were alright. Had they made it to safety? Had they taken any more people besides those few who were following them? My head was beginning to hurt. So many unanswered questions that I did not want to know the answer, because I was afraid of what the answer might be.

“Alphonse, before we left.” I licked my lips. “Before I ran into you, I saw Zeth.” I told him and turned around. “He wanted me to leave with him and Kira. He wanted me to escape with them although I don’t think Kira would have liked that.” I said trying to have a little humor, but it was probably not the best time. “He said we needed to survive that we I needed to care about saving our own race.” I know I had said to much and I stayed quiet. Remembering the night before “I don’t know if they made it to safety, and I am sorry for having separated you from them.” I went down on my knees and bowed “Please forgive me for having taken you away from them.” Zeth just wanted me to go with him. He was probably looking for Alphonse. I had almost lost the only chance of saving my family. I knew Zeth had meant to do good, but if I had gone with him what would have occurred to all these kids? To everyone who we brought with us? Would the dementors have gotten to them? I knew the answer to that. Yes, they would have been victims. If I had gone with Zeth their bodies would have been am empty vessel without a soul. Like the children and guards who did not make it.

“Riker, where did you go earlier?”
Alphonse asked me changing the topic. I looked up and he helped me to my feet. “No need to apologize, it is not your fault now answer my question.” He told me and I nodded. “Well then where did you go?” I blinked. I was attempting to tell him where I had gone and what I had found but I could not find my voice. “RIKER!” I tried saying what, but an eep came out. “What?” I asked and he looked at me. “Fine ignored me.” I shook my head. “I wasn’t trying to ignore you, I was trying to say what. Please forgive me?” I asked him and made the puppy face like Nunually had done to me.

Awesome posts MJ! Once again, I fail for not getting to it sooner. I'mma subscribe though now, since I've finally found the wonders of the little subscribe button. XD

These posts are really good, and there was some super cute Akari and Alphonse moments there. <33 ADORABLEEEEEE!

And that was quick thinkin' on her part for the munchkins, I feel so bad for all of them. <3 Lost without parents and such and only having Akari to REALLY love and care for them at this point in time. :/ It's heartbreaking.

Anyways, love love LOVE IT! <3 PAMS!
~Chelle

You do not fail, I don't post on a daily basis so those who do know about it just don't think that I have updated it

I know I love the subscribe button hee hee

Thank you, I know when I was reading them i was like ahh...but those might end pretty soon...maybe...oh but they are cute.

Thanks for reading.
<3
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Nunually had been at the age where everything had a boggar on the bottom of our beds. I had constantly woken up to see Nunually her puppy face. Whenever I saw it I would give in and my bed was shared with her. Sometimes it was share by her and Whinry. Both of them where terrified of their own bed, they constantly told me that the boggart was under the bed, and me being constantly tired since I took the blame for everything that happened and I got punished never checked the bed. I remember also that the girls had been terrified of the dark. That I did not blame them for, I myself was just getting over how scared I was of the dark. There were times when I was outside working for the muggles that I would attempt to go into the darkest area and sit down for a while to see if I could conquer my fear, but my fear always conquered me. The darkness, oh the darkness was one of my biggest fear, it had been one of the things that had contribute to my parent. No, the darkness was something else. Why were my memories so foggy? I knew I had lost my parents, but how I had lost them was not clear. All I knew is that it was my fault. Oh the darkness it was my fear that stayed with me, in my heart, in my soul, and most of all in my mind. I wasn’t sure if the puppy face was going to work, but I decided to leave it little by little, besides I had nothing to lose my dignity was not here with me today, I had been terrified of a squirrel, of some shadows.

“Fine, whatever.”

Alphonse had turned around to hide his smile, but I was so happy. “Thank you and now I shall tell you where we went but we have to tell the kids.” I told him and without waiting for a reply I grabbed his warm hand and pulled him towards where the children had been waiting for us. I pulled him towards the hallway into the room where the children were talking among themselves.

“Everyone, listen up” I swallowed and allowed my hand to slip out of Alphonse’s warm hand. ‘I was telling you guys how I found my family that I was living with right?” Most of them nodded and I thought carefully of what words where going to follow. I had already upset the children with some really foolish decision of words. “Also they found food, shelter, and in general a safe place where we can be for a little while until we decide where to go.” I told them and they got excited. I smiled with them, but there was something weird that I was felling, I had felt it before and payed no attention to it. I continue to smile. “We can have some food, see what works, me or Alphonse will take some children that are big enough and volunteer and we can go see if those shops have any decent clothes that we can take with us. Also we can make sure that we all get new stuff, we have a long journey ahead us and ev…” I suddenly felt lightheaded and the world began to spin. “Wow, everything is moving around…” Suddenly I felt lighter than air but the floor was getting close. Then I felt something warm holding me up.

“Akari are you alright?” he asked me
“Look at the pretty stars” I mumbled to him and the darkness spread.

Yo!

It has been a while since I read some of your works. Keep it up kid. I shall subscribe.

Thank you Sebastian. You never read any of my work except when you where copying the AP Homework.. Other than that you have never read my short stories. Thank you though. More readers make me happy. :}

Will update as soon as I find my journal. We are moving again so its probably in one of the boxes.

Darkness surrounded me and I knew what had occurred. It had been a few days since I had something to eat. Then running plus moving around and using magic really took it out of her. For reasons unknown to me I could now feel everything that everyone was feeling. I felt the children’s worry about me, and there was others who were terrified they did not know what has happening, further down I could feel annoyance. I wasn’t sure but there was probably a smile on my face. That had to be Maddy. I wasn’t sure if I could wake up but I wanted to wonder a bit more.
“AKARI! AKARI WAKE UP AKARI!!!!!” I heard someone yelling my name and I finally opened my eyes. A blur shape was shaking me and as a continued to blink to attempt to focus I noticed that there was something that I not thought about. Closing my powers. I could feel something inside of Alphonse something that felt scared, but as soon as I felt it, it was gone. That completely puzzled me. I had not felt anything from him when I first meet him which made me curious to him but now I knew he was just suppressing his emotions. “Akari look at me how many fingers do you see?” I blinked once more. “None I see a fist,” I sat up “my head did I hit it?” I asked and the children nodded. I looked at him and blushed. “What?” he looked at me. “When was the last time you ate?”

I froze as I thought a bit. “Not sure four to three days, it seems foggy now, but there wasn’t much left and Alex was still hungry so I gave him my food for the past few days…” I told him and stood up
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I know its not much but my ideas are fresh out since I cannot find my notebook I don't want to change the story but I will keep posting what I recall soon this might change hee hee as soon as I move again I will unpack like crazy and find my notebook thanks you all for being so patient with me.

Last update 23 FEB 2011