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BanaBatGirl · 06-09-2008, 06:40 AM

Gwaaaaaacie!

Ommm I hadn't read this since like, page one! And then there were a whole buncha entries on this page, like explaining her family and twin brother and stuff! And I was like...whoa.

It's very good though, and very enlightening. I like the family stuff too, cuz it kinda reminds me of All My Children....

Naw, I love Vannah's entries more than that soap opera.

Can't wait to hear what she says about The Gender Divide at Hogwats!

D.A Forever · 06-09-2008, 07:38 AM

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Originally Posted by PhoenixRising

Great entry miss Gracie!!

~~and thank goodness for no Mia/Tanc mention again~~

Vannah doesn't know there's a new Huffie captain yet, does she?

This will be awesome when she finds out xD

That question was already answered, of course

So Thankyou

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Originally Posted by Hg_fan

If i haven't already said this Grandma Angelina is so TOTALLY awesome.

You should have went into detail about the wedding

They won't corrupt Joey...

Of COURSE they will

Vannah is SO awesome I love her

can't wait for more twinnie.

Legend's said it, but not you, till now

Pshh, chyeah, rockin' old lady aint she? She tries, she tries

What wedding?

hahah, too late.

Aww, thanks!

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Originally Posted by Monkey Princess

This makes me love Vannah more (if that's possible :lol)

I love your long descriptive posts love they leave me wanting more!!

Ari

Aww!

Hehehe, thankyouu! I'm glad!!

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Originally Posted by Samia

More. More. More. More.
I waaaaant MORE! MaaammmaBERRRRY! Tis ish Amaaaaaazing! Me ish LOVING it!

*tacklessVannah&&You*

.. and assure her that NO ONE is reading her Diary

Yesh. No one indeed.

PAMS! PAMS! PAMS!

Hehehehe, Thankyouuuu!

LOL! Oh yes, no one. Not aaaaaanyone. Of course not.

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Originally Posted by MUSTANG SALLY

Ahhhhhhh I love vannah!! heeheee!!!!

*Cheers for her being the new prefect*

And Lexi too!!!

And I totally agree with Dani! Grandma Angelina is Awesome!!!!!!

Thaaankyouuuu ^_______^

Hahah! Again, She tries!

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Originally Posted by DumbledoRO

Gwaaaaaacie!

Ommm I hadn't read this since like, page one! And then there were a whole buncha entries on this page, like explaining her family and twin brother and stuff! And I was like...whoa.

It's very good though, and very enlightening. I like the family stuff too, cuz it kinda reminds me of All My Children....

Naw, I love Vannah's entries more than that soap opera.

Can't wait to hear what she says about The Gender Divide at Hogwats!

LOOOOL!

'And I was like...whoa' THAT made me laugh. XD

*Cracks up*

Thankyouuuu!

haha, your wish is my command

D.A Forever · 06-09-2008, 07:41 AM

September, 3, 2065.
We're not in Hogwarts anymore.. Horrifying words, I'll tell ya! I'd tell someone not to kid around if they suggested such a thing; it's offically happened a nightmare come true.

The train ride was fine! Fun, even. I was tired, that's totally normal. A number of students congratulated me on the Prefect position; I shared a compartment with my close friends: Ariana Castior, Alexis Chosen, Vincent Archibal/Frederic Krum (errm, okay so that one I can't even consider a friend! We'll get back to that later) Amelia Rose, Dustin Phoenix and Curtis Diggory. Others came and went, too. Dusty and Curt were last to arrive and stay, have I mentioned that they didn't properly meet over summer? Have I also mentioned Dustin is overly-protective and doesn't exactily..approve of me having a boyfriend, no matter how sweet and nice and wonderful I tell him Curt is? Ehm, I'm not surprised..he recently sent Cisco (Valencia's dance partner, and boyfriend if my timing on guessing is right) a threatening letter, warning him if something happened to Vee..well, you get the drift. Or. I do, not as if you matter; It'll be me looking back on this.

Anyways. Wait! Before that is when Ari joined us, right after Mia. It was just myself, Lex and Fred till Mia came, then Ari moments after (not including our many pets). It was hilarious! Lemme clear that up real quick, prior to the hilariousness, Lex, once again, brought up 'my' wedding of which does NOT exsist (Oi vay! I'm fifteen for goodness sake) and we were arguing over that; not unusual; the compartment door opened again and ....Who ordered a pizza?! Lexis claims to have! Hahaha.

Ariana had thrown open the door, leaned against it and most casually called out (and I quote!) "Who ordered a medium pizza from Pizza Hut?"

While Amelia wished there really was a pizza, Alexis played along - "Me me me! I ordered the pizza! How much will that be?" Ari's amazing entrance will forever be imprinted in my brain.

On other more random news: Alexis is the same height as Amelia! 5'7! Only difference is Alexis is two years younger than her. Oh yeah, she was proud.

Now back onto the proper meeting of Curt and Dusty: Dusty put out the fact they hadn't been properly introduced, and did so. Tell me WHY he had to not only go and add that he was my brother-in-law (because Curt already knew that! He's met Vee before) but over-emphasize the brother part?! I wanted to kick Dusty in the shin to make him knock it off; he's lucky he was sitting too far for me to do that! I felt bad, the one reason he was acting weird (yes, I'm using that word; no commenting! here we go again, arguing with a book that won't argue back *Sigh*) towards Curt is because we're 'a couple'. And worst I've no idea what Curt thought, but he acted as if..he hadn't noticed the..hostility(? I don't think thats the right word) which I know he had.

Nightmare come true: My reason to not being able to catch Curt on our own, to apologize for Dustin's behavior; when the train arrived at Hogsmeade station the carriages weren't set up right. There was a line of carriages going one way, and awhole nothing going a different direction! Neither going towards Hogwarts Castle! There was strange people waiting for us too; thank merlin Professor Shackleton was there, I'm not sure if I would have gone willingly into a carriage otherwise - Prefect or not, this wasn't normal and these were STRANGERS! I've learned enough to know not to trust people I haven't said two words to and visaversa.

So, the boys had to go one way and girls went the other. I don't know what happened to the boys or anything, nor will it be likely I find out. We on the other hand were taken to 'Belle's School of Magic for Young Witches' ~~Someone beat me with a pillow till I wake up! Scary never ending nightmare, it's only been two days!~~ Girls school only. I'm kinda worried what would happen if they found out my badger and cat are boys! Good gracious..

The rules are nuts. Either A) Lex will be camping out in the greathall, B) She will be breaking rules (without my knowledge..since I can't let her, if I catch her) or C) She'll go crazy from being candy-deprived; Rule #7 of 11 is 'No food or drinks permitted outside the Great Hall under any circumstances'. I'm kinda scared to see Lex without..the energy? It's NEVER happened before. She lives off sugar.

Earlier before arriving here in this ~~prision~~ Meh, I'm being dramatic - it's not that bad, just annoying. I'll get over it. Before arriving, back when I and the others just got off the train, I had said goodbye to Curt (I also couldn't find Joey or Dusty!) and we agreed to write eachother, right? Wrong. We can't! It's not allowed, Rule 3: 'There is absolutely no communication with anyone outside of your school aside from parents and guardians.'

So does that mean I can't owl Emmy? She is good as my guardian..mum's entrusted her to help 'raise me' or whatever. My school related things normally get ran by Emmy who then takes them to mum (incredibly long story, but it's kind of like early preparing for her, for when her daughter starts school..) and I live with both. But mum and dad are still alive and take care of me too, so there's no reason Emmy would be my 'legal guardian' I'm going to guess that doesn't count? I always owl her the day after we're back within the castle. Great, I should probably send mum a letter then, so she can pass the message on that I'm fine and if Dustin and Joseph haven't written that they should soon. I guess I'll go do that now, Professor Toussaint gave us an assigment; Cheiromancy, palm-reading stuff. Three major lines, yada yada, gotta get on that too.

- Savina 'Savannah' Nicole Mae ♥

BanaBatGirl · 06-09-2008, 07:52 AM

Yaaaaaay! Even better!

"Oi vay!" and "yada yada" make me giggle. Good phrases where you can really hear Vannah's voice.

Anyways....candiless, boyless adventures should be interesting!

Kaos.Doodles · 06-09-2008, 10:57 AM

Ha XD Vannah is so...Vannah. Leave it up to her to tell EVERYTHING that happened

I loved it twinnie it had me smiling (and laughing) all the way through.

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The rules are nuts. Either A) Lex will be camping out in the greathall, B) She will be breaking rules (without my knowledge..since I can't let her, if I catch her) or C) She'll go crazy from being candy-deprived; Rule #7 of 11 is 'No food or drinks permitted outside the Great Hall under any circumstances'. I'm kinda scared to see Lex without..the energy? It's NEVER happened before. She lives off sugar.

You'll just have to wait to find out.

*runs off to school*

MUSTANG SALLY · 06-10-2008, 05:28 PM

HAHAHAHA!!!!!

You know Lex is up to no good

I loved it Gracie!!!

This plot is crazy this term! But I think Im going to like it

Phoenix 8390 · 06-12-2008, 07:48 PM

Gracie I love it!

*pets mah Dusty* I'm glad he was in here so much...or was that a bad thing? Hmmm

I love it! It's great! *snuggles Savannah*

D.A Forever · 06-17-2008, 02:39 AM

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Originally Posted by DumbledoRO

Yaaaaaay! Even better!

"Oi vay!" and "yada yada" make me giggle. Good phrases where you can really hear Vannah's voice.

Anyways....candiless, boyless adventures should be interesting!

LOL! Really? XD

*Giggles* Thaaankyou ^____^ Yeshh.

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Originally Posted by Hg_fan

Ha XD Vannah is so...Vannah. Leave it up to her to tell EVERYTHING that happened I loved it twinnie it had me smiling (and laughing) all the way through.

You'll just have to wait to find out. *runs off to school*

Again, I said this somewere else, but I love it how the simplest way to explain her is just...Vannah! It's honestly amusing, I think. Oh chyeah! Of course she'll go and note down everything thats happened. *Giggles* Thankyouu!

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Originally Posted by MUSTANG SALLY

HAHAHAHA!!!!!

You know Lex is up to no good

I loved it Gracie!!!

This plot is crazy this term! But I think Im going to like it

Pshhhh. When is she ever innocent?!

Haha, thanks Steph!

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Originally Posted by Phoenix 8390

Gracie I love it! *pets mah Dusty* I'm glad he was in here so much...or was that a bad thing? Hmmm I love it! It's great! *snuggles Savannah*

Nahhh, its a good thing Thanks Shaaan!

^^ New entry on its way

D.A Forever · 06-17-2008, 03:52 AM

September, 14, 2065.
Oh, I so forgot explain something in the last page, that I said I would. So I will now; Vincent Archibal..Frederic Krum, whatever you want to call Monkey Boy, we do NOT get along. I can't honestly say I know why, we just..don't. Its obvious. But we try acting polite or atleast civil infront of Alexis, because we're both two of her very best friends. Lex is the ONLY reason though. When we got off the train that day, she wasn't around, and Frederic started it! Thankfully the arguement didn't cause a scene or anything, I'll give the boy this, we're both smart enough not to let that happen. Alexis came though, completely oblivious to even the fact we were talking to eachother (which that alone isn't normal..)

Also, I haven't gotten one on one time with Ariana, yet. That needs to happen, I still haven't told her some stuff that I've been wanting to from last term. And she has something important to talk to me about.. I really, really need some time with her, just us, you know? Don't get me wrong I love all my other friends too, our friends, but there's some things we can't talk about freely with others around.

Note to self: Spend a day just hanging out with Ari. SOON.

Aside from not being in the beloved Hogwarts Castle, things are well so far. The newbie badgers are pretty cool, two of which I met from working in Flourish and Blotts over summer; Crystal DiNozzo and Sheeta Aatariis. Those two are very sweet, I've learned quite abit about Sheeta; Her family..she's an only child and apparently her dad hasn't been around since she was little, but Sheeta reassured me he loves her mum and her, just it's apart of his job I think..traveling, studying the muggle world.

A potions accident caused the first years hair to turn the bright red, too, she told me. It kind of reminded me of Whende Smape, the Gryffindor that graduated at the end of last year. I met her in my first year she played with me on the train, except her hair was rainbow, not just one solid color.

Sammy's back, she flipped at the news of things (She was gone for a week, Danny really needed her at home) and abit after her arrival through the Hufflepuff's common room fireplace (Long story short, anyone can go into any CR, as long as their escorted in by a member of that respected house) Sheeta came in. She was kinda upset, I suppose. We talked to her, and she hugged me and said I was like the sister she never had. I think she was abit embarassed for blurting that out, but I'm glad she thinks so, as long as thats a good thing. She reminds me of a younger sister, except not as loud and crazy as mine, is the best way to put it.

What else..what else..Uhm..

Classes! Homework! Oh my. Hehe. I should go, loads more writing to do not within this book. Erm, wait, I have to patrol the corridors before curfew. Then I'll come back to do homework. Potions was my favorite so far, run by a ministry-approved Professor. Miss Sophie isn't snappish or mean, I think she may think of us younger than we are..but she's nice nonetheless! I already complete the potions assignment, we had to make a song related to a potion. Before that I did the divination assignment, next comes Arithmancy.

- Savannah ♥

MUSTANG SALLY · 06-17-2008, 04:22 AM

Heehee!!!!!!!!!! Vannah doesnt like ~~Monkey Boy~~ Fred

That made me laugh

Haha!! Sammy did flip didnt she?

Sammy: No I didnt! *pouts*

Quiet you!

Sammy: No!! You would be mad too if the DADA teacher was trying to make you a lady! *shakes fist*

Wow...Im flipping arguing with my charrie again >____<

Sammy: Technically you're arguring with yourself

Ok Gracie Im going to end this post now, anything else to say "Samantha?"

Sammy: DONT CALL ME SAMANTHA!!! *evil glare*

*runs away*

Phoenix 8390 · 06-20-2008, 08:05 PM

Wonderful Gracie! Haha I love the whole Frederic/Vannah thing. Just don't get Dusty involved and it'll stay the way it is. He might make a scene, but keep it on the DL. I don't want him to hear us

Can't wait to read more!

BanaBatGirl · 06-29-2008, 07:41 AM

Me likey!

Vannah's so good to everyone, no wonder the firsties love her.

Update some mo!

D.A Forever · 07-07-2008, 01:59 AM

Haha, thanks for reading and commenting guys!

I know I desperately need to update, but as my siggy seys I kinda sorta killed my laptop.

Long story I'm not about to go into. Anywho, I've been getting on what I call the 'Dino-Desktop' and its thee slowest thing on earth, I tell you. So I also need to get back to the school RPG and return Vannah. I'm suppose to get my laptop VERY soon, hopefully even tomorrow. So once I get caught up on everything else and bring mah Savannah back, I'll update this

Be on the look out for a new entry in the next few days

<333

D.A Forever · 07-13-2008, 05:07 AM

December, 31, 2065.

I'm lucky your on so many levels, that your just a book. It's been months since I've written, and you can't yell at me for it. Okay anyways. I got sick about .. a month ago? maybe a little more. I had the Dragon Pox. Didn't know, obviously, because I tried just staying in my dorm and wait it out, studying for OWLs you know and doing whatever homework I had. That didn't work out, so I ended up going to Belle's hospital wing, and had to go home. First step into my house, my mum grabbed me and apparated to the hospital in our area.

Being sick wasn't fun.., at all. It was annoying not knowing what was going on at school. But A) I did get better, within...less than a month I was sent back! And B) I found out what's been going on in the family, which I would have already known if we could send letters! (Oh, Ellie's safe. She sent herself home)

My sister, Emmylyne, had the twins. Ember Crescentia, and Colton Emery. They were born towards the begining of this month, on the ninth. They're both health and beautiful from what I hear (I wasn't able to see them). Then again, I think all babies are cute..

Anywho. Mum told me Jasmine (My brother Nikolas' wife) had they're son, September 4th, same birthday as Conner. That was rather...interesting, or weird. However you want to look at that. Hehe. He too is perfectly fine, apparently doing his job by keeping his parents up. I can only imagine what Emmy and Axel are going through.. Hmm. Oh! Lainie! She's loving her role as big sister, no issues there yet.

Now back to school; We had our Quidditch game against Gryffindor, and between playing as a Chaser, which I rarely ever do even at home and missing a ton of practice, I got no where very fast. Thankfully Amelia wasn't upset with me or anything. We did win the match though, we're going to the championship.

I was so proud of Alexis though, over all. Her team was brilliant! She might be new at this Captain thing, but no one can doubt her mad skills.

After the game... I doubted it all being real! In the locker room, Amelia and Tancred were being all cutesy. And they kissed! Last time I remember, they wouldn't even talk to eachother and Mia got mad at me for trying to make them! That was .. weird. I still plan on bugging Mia about that, just for the sake of knowing.

I was the last one in the locker room, and Curt came in and snuck up on me; of course I wasn't paying attention at first, I had no idea when he came in, till he hugged me. I would have been mad if that was all some odd vivid dream, the entire day. I can't even describe how happy I was to finally get to talk to him.

The next day, I was outside playing in the snow with Alexis and Samantha. It was a riot, I almost couldn't stay up right I was laughing so much. The girl's were teasing me over being.. a total klutz. I accidentally tripped, over nothing, and Lexi suggested we go somewhere less dangerous for me, and somehow a bubble wrap room came up; Sam said only I'd be able to make that dangerous, too. Pop it or something. And Lex said I'd fall and break my leg and sufficate on the bubblewrap.... Yeah, nightmares anyone??

Later that day since it was Hogsmeade weekend, I went, and ran into Dustin. I told him about Emmy, Axel and the kids, and how we're suppose to go over to Eli and Finn's this summer again. And he told me he thought Curt was a great guy! You've no idea how pleased I was to hear that. But, he did say he would lighten up A BIT, not fully. I thought I made a mistake, by telling him...

That he doesn't have to worry, because Curtis isn't like any other boys.. and that I think I might be falling inlove with him, or already am.. (Even admitting this through a book no one else will ever see, I know my face is turning bright red. I can feel the warmth; thank merlin I'm in my dorm, alone!) Dusty took it..uhm, better than I would have hoped after thinking about it. He shouted at me at first, which is where I started regretting it. He rambled off in spanish too, I have no idea what he said and I don't think I want to find out.

Dusty accepted it though. I think... he said, and I quote "I can't...believe this. Are you sure? Are there ways to...check that sort of thing?" He also asked if this meant he was growing up, haha. And then realized.. that he was the first person to hear any of that. I guess I don't regret it now, he's my brother.. and in the end he was understanding about it. My confusion too, he seemed just as confused trying to comprehend what I said.

I'm off to bed now; I'm tired, emotions are more confusing than I ever thought possible and I have alot of studying ahead of me.

- Savina 'Savannah' Nicole Mae ♥

Kaos.Doodles · 07-13-2008, 05:22 AM

AWESOME TWINNIE!

You need to update more

~~even thought i knew about everything that happened~~

More more more! SOON!

Or I'll bite you!

^ I've been bitting you alot haven't I?

I kinda feel bad but.....your my teething ring ~~since you didn't get me one~~

MUSTANG SALLY · 07-13-2008, 06:03 AM

AHhhhhhhhh I loved it like always

Heehee she wrote about the bubble wrap room

Awesome!!!!!!!!!

Write more soon!!!!!!

Phoenix 8390 · 07-13-2008, 04:39 PM

Graaaaaaaaaaciiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! I LOVED it!

I love how you quoted mah Dusty

He IS growing up! Normally he would have like...stormed off or something!

Can't wait to read more! I love it!

D.A Forever · 07-21-2008, 12:15 AM

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Originally Posted by Hg_fan

AWESOME TWINNIE!

You need to update more

~~even thought i knew about everything that happened~~

More more more! SOON!

Or I'll bite you!

^ I've been bitting you alot haven't I?

I kinda feel bad but.....your my teething ring ~~since you didn't get me one~~

I know, I will

I need to RP more, too. Vannah hasn't gotten to do too much yet so it's abit hard to update ~~when I can't remember what else I already had to write~~

Yesh you have

I think that means I should freeze my arm. xD

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Originally Posted by MUSTANG SALLY

AHhhhhhhhh I loved it like always

Heehee she wrote about the bubble wrap room

Awesome!!!!!!!!!

Write more soon!!!!!!

They should make that room at Grandma's one time or something

That gives me an idea *Cracks up*

Thanks!

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Originally Posted by Phoenix 8390

Graaaaaaaaaaciiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! I LOVED it!

I love how you quoted mah Dusty

He IS growing up! Normally he would have like...stormed off or something!

Can't wait to read more! I love it!

Hahaha! I had to quote him. That was my main purpose of her diary, is to remember stuff word by word

Thanks!

Ohkay, no update today, but soon, yes! I should have an entry up within the next few days.

Loki · 07-21-2008, 04:05 AM

It's not because I'm not writting that i'm not reading

. I love every singles entry so far. You are just awesome

Keep doing you awesome works sweetie

BanaBatGirl · 07-23-2008, 04:11 AM

Yay, awesome update!

I didn't know that Vannah had dragon pox though!

Wow I'm kinda behind there...

Good job, Gracie, like always.

SilverTiger · 07-25-2008, 10:22 AM

And I find another RP charrie journal to read . . .

Conveniently, they're all by people I know from the TP.

Anyway, awesome job. I have to admit, I couldn't really relate to much until it got to Diagon Alley and school. But I enjoyed all of it nonetheless. Keep it up!

More Mia/Tanc-ness. What's Jess gonna say?

D.A Forever · 07-28-2008, 01:31 AM

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Originally Posted by Loki

It's not because I'm not writting that i'm not reading

. I love every singles entry so far. You are just awesome

Keep doing you awesome works sweetie

Awww! Thanks Mawie Luffily

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Originally Posted by BanaBatGirl

Yay, awesome update!

I didn't know that Vannah had dragon pox though!

Wow I'm kinda behind there...

Good job, Gracie, like always.

Well that was another purpose of her diary, to keep updates on everything.

Thankyouu

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Originally Posted by SilverTiger

And I find another RP charrie journal to read . . .

Conveniently, they're all by people I know from the TP.

Anyway, awesome job. I have to admit, I couldn't really relate to much until it got to Diagon Alley and school. But I enjoyed all of it nonetheless. Keep it up!

More Mia/Tanc-ness. What's Jess gonna say?

Thankyouuu

. And yeah, I knew that would happen. xD Very few know about her family / close friends. Aw, thankyouu!

Bwahah

!!Ohkay. Updating as we speak

D.A Forever · 08-02-2008, 05:06 AM

January, 16, 2066

I keep telling myself I'll get better at writing in this book, and you know what? I think I do worse everytime I say that. It's been weeks, I know. Mind you I have O.W.Ls coming up, and the Professors aren't preparing us at all! Not the ministry approved ones, they're not even showing us the theories of lessons we should be being taught, instead we're learning how to be ladies, how to keep ourselves primp and proper or whatever. I don't mind it, what I do mind is they're not teaching us what we need to know, to pass. Why can't they do both if they feel it that necessary for us to learn to groom ourselves? It would be more of a win, win. ~~The real win, win will be when the ministry butts out~~.

Yeah, so my days have been the same almost everyday. Breakfast, a number of classes, prefect duties inbetween classes, lunch, more classes, prefect duties again, homework, dinner, study time, sleep. Sometimes other stuff gets mixed throughout that, friends on occation. It's honesty crazy, I feel like I haven't seen my friends in a long time; this probably has been the longest. When I have seen them it's still not the same, because there's just not enough time in a day to actually have fun. I can't wait till it's over, come summer everything will calm down, atleast for a month or two.

Looking back on my last entry, I might want to fill you in more, huh? Well the next day of Hogsmeade Alexis told me to meet her at the three broomsticks at a particular time, so of course I had thought nothing of it, and went. When I arrived, Curt was there too. And I knew something was up, well.. no surprise, Lex did something.

Have I said before that she said from first through third year that if I didn't tell Curt I liked him, she would FOR me. See where I'm going yet? Lexi told Curt that I said something, that I had NOT said to her, I wanted her to know before Dusty of course, but heres three reasons why it was like that: I just... spilled, it was like word vomit or something, when I was with Dusty. The next reason is because I was kinda scared she would do exactily what she did! Which you'll find out about n a minute. And third, because I couldn't find her, and I was going to once I had her alone again.

Now, if you haven't figured it out yet, Alexis told Curt that I said I loved him. once I reached the table she jumped up, explained what she said to Curt along with what she had said was a fib, and his response to me, and ran off. WHY was I surprised? Part of me wanted to laugh about it, and I probably would now. But I was briiight red. I mean I didn't get to tell him myself, he heard from an equal best friend. I was afraid to, because I didn't know what he would say. Curtis said Alexis was correct, in telling me he felt the same; It's silly. I guess we're kinda.. shy? I'm not sure, but I wouldn't say it's awkward at all, it's just.. new to us? Heheh. I dunno, don't quote me on that. (Tehe, that's great, I'm conversing with a book again.) I'm glad Lex gave us that.. push (as she called it), because I do sincerely and truly love him. I know for fact I do, and nothing will ever change that. Now I just hope Dusty and Lex kept quiet, because knowing my family, everyone will know by the time I even set foot through the front door at home. I can already image it: Nikolas waiting in the kitchen doorway, arms crossed with that stern, upset look with Jasmine and the baby sitting at the table visiting with the others. That would rather be amusing, almost funny actually. You'd have know my older brother to understand. ~~Not that you actually know anyone.. nevermind, we're not going here again.~~

I haven't been able to hang out with Ari and Sam in so long, I see Alexis most, but even then it's little. I need to make time to spend with them. Alexis looks almost sick, or she had, she's doing alot better now I think. Before she was getting thinner and even a sickly pale. Dark blue and purple rings under her eyes, all because she wasn't sleeping or eating anything but sugar while I had been gone before, and even a tiny bit after. I made her talk to me, because something was wrong. I felt so bad that she hadn't told me before then, and she cried. Lex has been having nightmares on and off since Legend was a baby, since her mum died. Nightmares of her mother's death, she had been killed while Little Alexis was watching, hiding behind something, I think she was still in the park at that time. She's blamed herself all these years, Lexi honestly believed she was reasonsible for her mums death, because she ran. Ran long and hard, and didn't tell anyone when she reached home. But it wasn't her fault.. I told her that, and more. I can only hope she listens to me, and tells me things more often. Maybe she'll accept the past, and that it wasn't her fault. Then the nightmares would stop, right? But she has to believe it, honestly. We'll work on that.. together; I'm not going anywhere.

- Bored Badger ♥