 Inside Kitty | HIT ENTER | UNO Queen
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Originally Posted by Tegz  "I do things my way and if thats not enough then thats not my fault either." He frowned at her. "That... the carpet... and... picnic... and everything, I did that. I did it because, because I wanted to with you. Something special and... " He shook his head. The very fact that he DID things like that, wasn't that a pretty big indication of what HIS thoughts on it all was?
He dropped his arms awkwardly and just sort of stood there, shocked a bit. "You make other people feel bad ALL the time. Especially me. You're selfish. Really selfish." He swallowed and then put his arms around her just sorta... that comforting sort of holding.
"I miss being your friend." He ventured helplessly, just feeling terrible. "We... we never did that part first and maybe it might have been better. I liked it. Once we were that, I mean. Its the other stuff... that makes me angry. Makes me feel bad and makes me want to... it doesn't matter. I just... I miss being your friend."
"Your way ... your way...," Neptune blubbered and was a LITTLE too upset for the moment to get that thought out completely. She gripped his shirt and tugged herself closer, mostly willing him to HUG her back like he was SUPPOSED to. Like what was RIGHT. Nothing was better now, if anything, things were worse.
But at least when he hugged her back, things felt right. It'd been a while since Neptune felt so herself. Mad, hurt, maybe a little more destroyed than she'd started out the day, but ... again....right.
"You want to be friends with someone as SELFISH as me?" SNIFF. SNIFF. "I don't know. I want.." Neptune wanted THINGS. She wanted to be a SPECIAL friend.
.. but that was selfish..? |