Lexi felt her temperature rise at his words. "Don't you think I have bloody well TRIED to forget all that happened? Do you think I enjoy the fact that even still that maniac has a hold over me? It is not something I am comfortable admitting, but sometimes I feel so angry I wonder...." she trailed off. She wondered if what he had done had effected her so strongly that she would NEVER get past it. She shuddered at the thought. She fought back tears and looked into the fire trying to compose herself.

"I do get angry, I do grieve. Hell I have cried so much that I think I am cried out sometimes and then more tears come. I played terribly in the Quidditch match because I couldn't keep my head in the game. Even something I love as much as quidditch had been tarnished," she said miserably.

She really hated when Sabel tried to be all... phsychologisty on her. It irked her to no end. "Stop calling me Alexa, please. I prefer Lexi actually. I never really liked being called Alexa," she muttered then turned back to look at him. "Do yuou think it is easy to be a thirteen year old girl that has been put under the Imperius Curse and hurt everyone she cared about? Do you think that is something I should just get over and move on from? So you think it is that easy?"