 Blonde&Proud Sirius Sense of humor
Ferris watched as the girl next to him seemed to have an epiphany, his eyebrows raising slightly, hesitantly as she gave a couple 'oh's of realization. He was a little tentative now, considering that the last time he was 'sure' she knew what he was trying to say, she'd been assuming it was the kisses, and he couldn't help but be a little scared she'd just had an epiphany and realized he needed more hugs or something of the sort. But as she continued, sort of trailing off as she asked if he was thinking about...something..he was completely positive that they were on the same page now. "Y-Yes," he admitted with a bit of a gulp but immediately his face turned a darker shade of red and he diverted his gaze with a bit of shame in his expression. "I-I'm sorry, I really shouldn't! I don't want you to think that I'm desperate for..that or anything, I don't want you to think i-it's necessary, I was just..." he shook his head, seeming to sink back into his seat, falling further back until he was almost shorter than her. "I didn't know...what you were th-thinking, and I-I'm sorry. I don't..need to..." he trailed off, obviously flustered as he couldn't bring his brown eyes up to those beautiful blue ones he knew were studying him right then. There was shame evident in his expression, as though he'd actually done something wrong, and even slightest traces of disgust in his features at his own...hinting or whatever had just happened. But how could he not when he viewed the girl at his side to be so innocent, kind, perfect, and here he was just...hinting at things? There was visible disgust there on his red face. And what if she hated him now?! She might be freaked out and offended and think that he was honestly trying to get her to...well, he couldn't think about her reacting like that. It would only make his face go redder. And after a sufficient small silence that felt like hours, Ferris couldn't help but let his brown eyes drift back to her almost guiltily, hesitantly.
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