My first day of Hogwarts. I'm so excited! I woke up early this morning, kissed my mum goodbye and grabbed my bags. I happily apparated to Platform 9 3/4, walking onto the Hogwarts Express for the 2nd time. As I was walking memories went throughout my mind, good and bad. Would this year be as lonely as last year? It couldn't be, I would not allow it at all. While I was walking down the aisle trying to find a compartment..or Patrick, this first year stopped me and asked if I would like to join her. Of course I hesitated, but I ended up sitting there anyways. The First Year's name was Melissa. I'm completely blanking out on her last name right now. Oh well, anyways Melissa seemed very sweet. However I'm not a very big fan of younger children, especially first years. We talked about what we would like to do when we grow up. Melissa, I think, wanted to be an actress. I could picture her being one, however not at the moment. She's too young...well obviously. Haha.

Patrick then found me, interuppting our conversation. I ended up following Patrick into a compartment with two other girls, Slytherins may I add. Their name's were Trixie and Ella. They seemed really nice however Trixie started to tease Patrick about me being his girlfriend. Patrick told them that I wasn't and I was quiet the entire ride. It hurt me so much I got off the train by myself, ignoring them as I got off. I went straight to the Great Hall, Patrick had come over. He told me that he had trouble maintaining relationship and knew that I was jealous. However for him guessing that I was jealous I told him to go back to his girlfriend, Ella, and I walked over to my friend, Chris.

I hadn't seen Chris since last year and I was shocked when he told me that he made Head Boy. I should've known, Chris was always one of the goodie-goodie type guys. Haha. I talked to Chris a little bit and I actually made him blush! It was so funny! I couldn't believe I actually made Chris blush. Hahaha! While I was talking to Chris I saw Ella leave and I knew I had to talk to her sometime. So I bid Chris goodbye and walked down to the Lake.

While I was at the Lake I saw Ella. We had gotten into a huge argument, all because of my jealousy. I know..bad Vanessa; but still Ella made me mad. I ended up breaking down and saying that I wasn't deserving of Patrick, that Ella was deserving of him. I knew that either Patrick had changed or he didn't show me the real him once he visited the mansion. It hurt to see him flirting with every girl that he talked with. It hurt alot. It just so happened that Ella liked him as well. Oh great. End of Day 1.