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She should just forget about them? Like that would happen. Evan had already been gone for almost three months and she still thought about him all the time. No, she didn't think she would be forgetting about him anytime soon.
As for Carter.... Well they had already planned on meeting in Diagon Alley over the summer. What was she suppose to do, tell him she couldn't meet him because she needed to forget about him for awhile? No, she wouldn't do that to him.
After a few minutes of thinking about what Evelyn had said to her she looked down at her sitting there on the grass. "I don't know if I can do that. I mean how do I just forget about them?" Her feelings weren't something she could just turn off and on like a light. "Besides, I don't know how much fun I will be having. My parents are going to Italy shortly after I get home so I will be staying with my grandparents most of the summer." So far they hadn't said they were going to be doing anything so she was just assuming she would be stuck hanging out at Malfoy Manor all summer.... except for the days she got to go to Diagon Alley. Yeah, that sounded like a real fun summer to her. Thirteen and stuck with her grandparents for the summer while her parents were off traveling and having a good time.
Then she remembered her bet with Rex, maybe that would be something that could help her take her mind off of Evan and Carter, if even for just a little while. There was no way Rex was getting more points than her this term, she was winning that bet, even if Slytherin didn't come in first place. Then she would get to boss him around and make him be her slave.
Yes, now that would be FUN!
Of course she would have to go to Diagon Alley for this, where she could risk running into Evan and Carter but at least she would be doing something fun.
Let her heart choose who she wanted to be with.... Well that was easy right now. Her heart was telling her Evan, it was her thoughts that were tellling her different. Of course she had no idea what her heart would be telling her after she seen Evan and actually got to talk to him again. If she seen him again. She still wasn't convinced that she was going to ever be seeing him again. "Yeah, let my heart choose." She really didn't knw what other way to respond to that right now.
Evelyn smiled slightly, shifting her weight to her other arm and looking back up to Marie.
"Easier said than done, huh?" She herself had a hard time forgetting a certain Gryffindor boy last summer, no matter how much she tried to drill him out of her mind. But she had found ways where it was bearable.
"I don't mean, you know, completely obliviate them from your mind for the entire summer..."
Maybe that was what she meant. It would definitely make it easier for Marie, that was for sure. And for herself too. Then she wouldn't have to start freaking out about Marilyn.
"I just mean, do something to take your mind off of them for awhile. Whether it's a boring summer or not, there is still a ton of stuff to do right? Flying, running, baking, swimming, terrorizing the muggles, reading- oh! Hey, speaking of reading, I'm reading up on animagus. I'm thinking about giving it a try sooner or later. Probably later though, I still have a ton of reading and studying to do on it. Do you...want to join in? I think Destiny is studying too, though I haven't seen her crack open a book on it yet." she said, smirking over at Destiny and giving her a pointed look. Yea, unless she was hiding it under her pillow and had x-ray vision...
"Which, by the way, you did not hear me just say that." She didn't need the whole world knowing. Besides, it was none of their business anyway. Nodding her head at her own words, she decided against being all clean for the moment and laid down, putting her hands behind her head and looking up at the sky. She'll just buy new clothes later anyways.
Let her heart choose. Yea, that was a brilliant thing to say. Pfft. Perhaps she should take her own advice instead of listening to her mind. Then again, it was easier said than done.
"Well, you know. We're still pretty young right? We have a ton of time for all this boy stuff...I mean we're only thirteen. Well, you two are thirteen right?" Stupid birthdays and age. She still felt like she was the youngest EVER!
"I don't know why anyone is worrying about boys now anyways. We should be worrying about quidditch, exams, the next Huffie or Gryffindork we'll be messing with...not this stress."