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Dear Olivia,
I know I haven't written for months. But I just don't know who I can talk to right now. Everyone hated me at the start of the year, and now I've given them a reason to hate me even more. I've done something really bad, and really stupid and I really really regret. I finished with Torin. And I don't know what possessed me to dump him, because I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really love him. Ever so much. But yes. Now everybody hates me.
Except Fyo. He's still being friends with me, and I don't know why, because he's Torin's best friend. Surely he should be siding with Torin, but he's not. And that sort of makes me happy. Because I love Fyo, I love him a lot, and right now he's the only friend I actually have.
I said that I didn't know why i dumped Torin. But I do know. There are many reasons. But the main one is because of his friends. There's only so much hating a girl can get, and Im used to being the centre of attention, the girl that everyone loves, so I had enough. I do regret letting his friends come between us, but I cannot go through the whole year with a whole bunch of people hating me. It's not fair. And I will not allow myself to go through it.
Apparently, according to Tamzin Wood, I am a very selfish girl, and that I have broken Torin's heart, and it is totally not fair, and she even had the cheek to tell me that I had no idea what I had done to him. Does that girl think I am stupid, because of course I know I must have broken his heart, because mine is aching so much.
He has girls flocking to him anyway, he'll just replace me anyway, and then we can all move on. I just....don't want him to replace me.
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