As true as it was that she and Blake had had a spark between them, Helena shook her head slightly as Chris let her hand go. No, what I told you that day was true - I didn't like him right then and there. There was definitely something, but it took me awhile to realize it. I wasn't lying, she said firmly. She then gulped at his last words. She hadn't really imagined life without Chris. Tears burned her eyes. I'm so sorry.