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MunchyBubbles · 12-02-2009, 12:14 AM

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Originally Posted by ShadowThestral

Damon shook his head, a slight smirk tugging up a corner of his lips. "Sorry, no can do. You've been demoted to high commander. You won't have servants or loads of free time or me as a king. It will be terrible. Working all the time." He paused though, smiling briefly. "But at least it will be the world you want and everyone will love you." More than anything it hurt that she said that, expressed such doubt when she wasn't even available. And he added softly, "I'm sure it's not that bad. Who needs fan girls when they have you?" He needed to start biting his tongue. He was like a pathological ego-boost to her; he couldn't help it. All he was saying was what he thought was the truth.

And he needed to stop it.

He let out a slow breath. Plastering on a smile for her as he reached forward and playfully messed up her hair, pretending it was nothing to touch her. "Geeze, Alex. I'm going to walk around the school, not to join some league of dark wizards. Though now that I think about it...." He paused and grinned devilishly, then quickly added, "Kidding." Now that he saw her again, he couldn't tell her how he felt. He didn't want to be rejected, and more than anything, he didn't want to put her in that position. Not as long as the relationship with Torin gave her the tiniest bit of happiness.

But he didn't want her to be embarrassed or think she had a completely wrong idea, not when she was so dead on. "Yeah, Alex, it hurts. But it doesn't have to. Friends?" he offered, even though it was killing him to say it. It would be so much easier just to sabotage their relationship.

Alex's smile turned down. "Ahh I see, well that will be hard,not being able to live a life of luxury..And seeing whomever you get as your queen, But I guess I made my bed, and I have to lie in it?" She asked softly. She could feel tears pricking her eyes. "Hmmm who indeed?" She replied. Even though she knew Torin did. He was just so nice, they couldn't help it if they fell in love with him. And she had gotten him, the greatest guy in the world, so why was she so sad.. Why was her heart breaking? Why did timing have to play a role in everything?

She swallowed hard again as he reached forward and ruffled her hair. "I am sorry Damon I.." Her sad fact lit up for a moment as he smiled. "Well, as long as you are kidding.." She could feel the tears in her eyes threatening to spill over.

So she was right, Merlin she hadn't wanted to be. She wished that she had just been over thinking how beautiful she was.. But no.. She had hurt him, and hurt herself in the process. The tears that had been brimming up, spilled over, and her pretty face was soon a mask of sadness. Beautiful sadness.
She swallowed again, her eyes losing a bit of the light that they had as she cried more. "I am sorry.. Gah everything seems to wrong! The timing seems to be off on everything!" She cried more.. she wanted to launch herself into his arms, but she couldn't. She deserved this.. This heartache.. "Yes, Friends." She finally replied.. still crying.

12-02-2009, 12:14 AM	#425 (permalink)
MunchyBubbles DMC & DMLE Thestral Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: ♥ Posts: 81,464 Hogwarts RPG Name: Solana Selwyn Slytherin Fifth Year Hogwarts RPG Name: Selene Diana Evans Ravenclaw Seventh Year	Snow Miser \| Munchy \| Molly Hooper \| T \| Hey, you \| Phantom \| Mrs. Chris Evans \| Brat Pack \| Tristalen Quote: Originally Posted by ShadowThestral Damon shook his head, a slight smirk tugging up a corner of his lips. "Sorry, no can do. You've been demoted to high commander. You won't have servants or loads of free time or me as a king. It will be terrible. Working all the time." He paused though, smiling briefly. "But at least it will be the world you want and everyone will love you." More than anything it hurt that she said that, expressed such doubt when she wasn't even available. And he added softly, "I'm sure it's not that bad. Who needs fan girls when they have you?" He needed to start biting his tongue. He was like a pathological ego-boost to her; he couldn't help it. All he was saying was what he thought was the truth. And he needed to stop it. He let out a slow breath. Plastering on a smile for her as he reached forward and playfully messed up her hair, pretending it was nothing to touch her. "Geeze, Alex. I'm going to walk around the school, not to join some league of dark wizards. Though now that I think about it...." He paused and grinned devilishly, then quickly added, "Kidding." Now that he saw her again, he couldn't tell her how he felt. He didn't want to be rejected, and more than anything, he didn't want to put her in that position. Not as long as the relationship with Torin gave her the tiniest bit of happiness. But he didn't want her to be embarrassed or think she had a completely wrong idea, not when she was so dead on. "Yeah, Alex, it hurts. But it doesn't have to. Friends?" he offered, even though it was killing him to say it. It would be so much easier just to sabotage their relationship. Alex's smile turned down. "Ahh I see, well that will be hard,not being able to live a life of luxury..And seeing whomever you get as your queen, But I guess I made my bed, and I have to lie in it?" She asked softly. She could feel tears pricking her eyes. "Hmmm who indeed?" She replied. Even though she knew Torin did. He was just so nice, they couldn't help it if they fell in love with him. And she had gotten him, the greatest guy in the world, so why was she so sad.. Why was her heart breaking? Why did timing have to play a role in everything? She swallowed hard again as he reached forward and ruffled her hair. "I am sorry Damon I.." Her sad fact lit up for a moment as he smiled. "Well, as long as you are kidding.." She could feel the tears in her eyes threatening to spill over. So she was right, Merlin she hadn't wanted to be. She wished that she had just been over thinking how beautiful she was.. But no.. She had hurt him, and hurt herself in the process. The tears that had been brimming up, spilled over, and her pretty face was soon a mask of sadness. Beautiful sadness. She swallowed again, her eyes losing a bit of the light that they had as she cried more. "I am sorry.. Gah everything seems to wrong! The timing seems to be off on everything!" She cried more.. she wanted to launch herself into his arms, but she couldn't. She deserved this.. This heartache.. "Yes, Friends." She finally replied.. still crying.