12-01-2009, 11:42 PM
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Snidget
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Hogwarts RPG Name: Damon Rimstone Sixth Year | Quote:
Originally Posted by *Flower* Alex watched as he leaned against the wall and described the perfect world. "Yes, that would be amazing, No murders, everyone happy.. and of course they would all be in love with me!" She teased him a bit as he spoke. That sounded like the world she wanted to live in..A world with.. No.. she wasn't going to go there.
Alex nodded as Damon spoke, and she could tell this was hard on him. She looked down, so confused, and she was hurt for him. She could tell that maybe he liked her more than a friend.. Even though he had left her.. without a word. She swallowed hard, a lump fixing in her throat. "Mmmm no, probably not. But he has his fangirls.. perhaps I can have.. this." She said softly.
She watched his jaw clench as he spoke and she knew for a fact then that he was hurting, it was proved even more when he said he had to go. She was devastated. She had hurt someone she cared about, and her heart flipped a little. She did not want him to leave like this.. Not like this.
"Damon.." She said softly as she advanced toward him. She wished she could make his pain go away, but how? "Please.. don't go.. I know this.." She trailed off. "I understand if it hurts,but please.. don't leave.. please?" She asked him, knowing that it would hurt alot to stay.. "I..I am so sorry.." She suddenly had an idea of how Torin felt when he had rejected her the first time. Damon shook his head, a slight smirk tugging up a corner of his lips. "Sorry, no can do. You've been demoted to high commander. You won't have servants or loads of free time or me as a king. It will be terrible. Working all the time." He paused though, smiling briefly. "But at least it will be the world you want and everyone will love you." More than anything it hurt that she said that, expressed such doubt when she wasn't even available. And he added softly, "I'm sure it's not that bad. Who needs fan girls when they have you?" He needed to start biting his tongue. He was like a pathological ego-boost to her; he couldn't help it. All he was saying was what he thought was the truth.
And he needed to stop it.
He let out a slow breath. Plastering on a smile for her as he reached forward and playfully messed up her hair, pretending it was nothing to touch her. "Geeze, Alex. I'm going to walk around the school, not to join some league of dark wizards. Though now that I think about it...." He paused and grinned devilishly, then quickly added, "Kidding." Now that he saw her again, he couldn't tell her how he felt. He didn't want to be rejected, and more than anything, he didn't want to put her in that position. Not as long as the relationship with Torin gave her the tiniest bit of happiness.
But he didn't want her to be embarrassed or think she had a completely wrong idea, not when she was so dead on. "Yeah, Alex, it hurts. But it doesn't have to. Friends?" he offered, even though it was killing him to say it. It would be so much easier just to sabotage their relationship.
Last edited by ShadowThestral; 12-01-2009 at 11:49 PM.
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