Originally Posted by *Flower*

Alex was crying, no she was more like sobbing, curled up in a window seat on the 2nd floor. Her head buried in her knees crying her little eyes out. Her sobs were soundless though, and the only way anyone could tell that she was crying was that her entire body was shaking.

She knew she was an idiot. To fall in love with Torin Kane, and yet she had. And even worse, she had told him. Only to be rejected, in the nicest possible way.. but rejected still.

Her heart hurt, there was an intense ache in her chest, that wouldn't go away. It felt as if it was breaking into tiny little pieces and all she could do was hold on and let it happen. She had never felt this way toward a boy before. Never. She felt like her heart had no longer been hers, but had belonged to Torin. She could still feel the cruel sting of rejection, that had broken her.

She thought she had been used to rejection, first with her mother, than father, Kel, Damon and finally Torin. But she was learning one never got used to this heart wrenching, gut stabbing, mind altering pain that came with it.

Her body started to convulse more violently as tears poured down her face at a rapid rate. She was broken, alone and empty.

And no one could fix her.