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Old 02-20-2009, 10:08 AM   #524 (permalink)
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Hurts, hurts so much. It was like she was being rejected all over again, like he was calling her childish, as if he was saying that her pain over what her cousin said didn't matter. Just like with her parents, only he was saying that he wasn't rejecting her, but that didn't make sense. "I want people to stop rejecting me, I want you to stop trying to force me or guilt me into a decision to do with my cousin. Why can't you understand that it hurts more than anything that a person I considered another sister seemingly thinks so little of me? I want you to stay, I feel safe when I'm with you, but I want to leave the topic of Ruby alone for now. I want to prove that I'm better than they, than you think I am. That I'm capable of being who I need to, only you actually need to give me a chance to do so."
Jack sat down next to her again "I am not rejecting you, I am not forcing you to make a decision, I am simply explaining how she feels about this" Jack told her "Sak, I understand more than you do, I have both sides of the story, and my heart is breaking, she thinks the world of you and vice versa, but you can't put your differences aside, I can't handle all this, I feel what you feel, and I'm only human, I still have emotions, I feel double the pain, and I have to find a way to block it" Jack told her "You can be who I need you to be, but not yet, you have to find what gives you strenth, and use it, I will give you the chance soon, but I am pretty dangerous in duels" he warned her "I may need someone to stop me" he sighed, he hated not being able to control himself completely.
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