Dude didn't I tell you to shut up? I'm never telling you anything ever again!


Okay, thanks for reading and replying guys and forgive my outburst but she's driving me crazy! Here's some more.

Edit: to any new readers.....pay attention on this chapter it will come in handy later on.......


Ginny screamed as hard as she could and when she couldn't scream anymore she put her head in her hands and started sobbing into them, her whole body shaking, just like his did before he died. His vacant stare came back at her and she didn't notice immediately the warm hands that hugged her shoulders. When she finally did she jumped in shock and grabbed one of them, turning to face the owner.
Harry was staring back at her alarmed just as her eyes widened in shock. She looked around her and realized that she wasn't lying in the living room floor but in her bed. Then she turned to face him again, her breath trembling, her eyes swimming in tears. She placed her hands on his face, feeling his skin against hers, and then she moved her right hand across his bare chest, feeling his heart, making sure it still pounded. Then she hugged him tight, never wanting to let go.
"It's okay Gin, it was just a bad dream", he said as he stroked her hair.
She finally relaxed in his arms and as they sat in silence she was listening to his heart beats, thanking God that it was only a nightmare.
"What did you see?" he asked when she finally let go of him. She looked at the emerald eyes that she loved so much and the picture of him dead in her arms came back at her.
"I saw you", she replied, silent tears still running down her face.
"Was I so scary?"
"You died", she said and he sighed.
"Gin, I'm not going to die", he said and a sad smile appeared on her face.
"That's exactly what you said in my dream before you did".
"You can't think like that, my love. You're only torturing yourself", he said shaking his head and wiping her tears away with his thumbs.
"I can't lose you".
"You won't...we're gonna make it through this...together", he said and kissed her lips softly. She sighed and Harry hugged her again.
"Just know", she said looking up at him, "that I wouldn't make it without you". He looked at her with a serious look on his face.
"Yes you would", he said and she sat up looking at him. "You'll have to...for Jamie, Al and Lily".
"Harry..."
"I know that it's probably not the right time for this but given the situation with the Death Eaters, I think we should make this conversation".
"What are you talking about?" she asked confused.
"Gin, if something happens to me..."
"You were the one who told me not to think like that! If I can't think like that, you can't either!"
"If something happens to me", he repeated without commenting her words, "I need to know that you'll be okay".
"Okay? I just had a nightmare of you dying and I was scared to death...you think that there's a way for me to be okay without you?"
"I'm not going to die", he repeated. "But if I do you'll be the only one to protect the kids".
"Fine", she said. "I'll promise that if something happens to you, I'll try and be strong for the kids, if you promise me the same thing".
"What?" he asked perplexed.
"Will you be okay and strong if I die?" she asked raising her eyebrows.
"You're not going..."
"Will you?"
He looked at her. He couldn't imagine his life without looking at her face, without stroking her hair, without kissing her lips, without touching her skin, without caressing her body.
"I will", he responded and she nodded.
"Then I will too".

-Angie-