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Hollister · 12-24-2008, 01:44 PM

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Originally Posted by Rachie..x

Vannie sighed as she listened to Miles. He'd asked her the question she was really hoping that he wouldn't. She couldn't lie to him, but she didn't want to tell him how much it had hurt her. Just the thought of the whole thing was hurting her. "Miles," She spoke quietly as she took his hand in hers. "It hurt," She traced a pattern on the back of his hand, while she couldn't face looking up at him. "I can't say that it didn't."

"But I don't want you to dislike yourself," She looked up at him, smiling a little. "Because it doesn't matter Miles." She moved his hair out of his eyes, with her other hand before she began to speak again. "It's not you that hurt me. It's the idea that I could have lost you." She spoke quietly, as she looked down at her hands again.

Miles' smile twisted from a happy smile, to a sort of smile which meant that he was upset. He knew full well that he had hurt Vannie, how kissing someone else couldn't hurt the person you love. He felt so stupid, idiotic and more stupid. Urrgh. No matter how much Vannie said she didn't want him to hate himself, he really did. "Exactly. That's why I don't like myself. How can I like myself if I've known I made you feel what I felt when I saw you and Hugo."

Miles squeezed his eyes shut and then back open again. He wouldn't cry, he was a boy .. no .. a MAN. And he promised himself he wouldn't cry, he didn't want to leave on a bad note with Vannie, he loved her. "Really?" He sniffed, "It doesn't matter?" He smiled slightly. "The thought of losing you, was horrible too. It was more than a thought, it was like ... pain." Now he sounded like a wuss, but atleast they understood how each other felt. "I'm sorry I ever made you feel that way, I never meant to."

12-24-2008, 01:44 PM	#227 (permalink)
Hollister Romanian Longhorn Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Gatsby's. Posts: 39,219 Hogwarts RPG Name: Shannon 'Shan' Parker Fourth Year x2	JGL ♥ \| Wifey + SexyCPR = RAWR. \| Co-Inceptor♥ \| CHLOCHLO! \| Rollie = My Ship Quote: Originally Posted by Rachie..x Vannie sighed as she listened to Miles. He'd asked her the question she was really hoping that he wouldn't. She couldn't lie to him, but she didn't want to tell him how much it had hurt her. Just the thought of the whole thing was hurting her. "Miles," She spoke quietly as she took his hand in hers. "It hurt," She traced a pattern on the back of his hand, while she couldn't face looking up at him. "I can't say that it didn't." "But I don't want you to dislike yourself," She looked up at him, smiling a little. "Because it doesn't matter Miles." She moved his hair out of his eyes, with her other hand before she began to speak again. "It's not you that hurt me. It's the idea that I could have lost you." She spoke quietly, as she looked down at her hands again. Miles' smile twisted from a happy smile, to a sort of smile which meant that he was upset. He knew full well that he had hurt Vannie, how kissing someone else couldn't hurt the person you love. He felt so stupid, idiotic and more stupid. Urrgh. No matter how much Vannie said she didn't want him to hate himself, he really did. "Exactly. That's why I don't like myself. How can I like myself if I've known I made you feel what I felt when I saw you and Hugo." Miles squeezed his eyes shut and then back open again. He wouldn't cry, he was a boy .. no .. a MAN. And he promised himself he wouldn't cry, he didn't want to leave on a bad note with Vannie, he loved her. "Really?" He sniffed, "It doesn't matter?" He smiled slightly. "The thought of losing you, was horrible too. It was more than a thought, it was like ... pain." Now he sounded like a wuss, but atleast they understood how each other felt. "I'm sorry I ever made you feel that way, I never meant to."