Rachel beamed as she saw Toshi and hugged him tightly. "Hey Toshi! Um, I'm not really sure yet..." she said, biting her lip. Her eyes went dark for a moment and her expression became unreadable and closed, which was a sign that something was wrong. Just don't think about it Rach, it'll only make you feel bad.
"What are you going to do?" she asked brightly, trying to shrug off the bad feelings. This is my fault, my problem.