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Old 09-22-2008, 03:27 AM   #127 (permalink)
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Thanks everyone! I'm very glad that you have enjoyed reading this fic. This is the very last entry, so please forgive me if it is scary long, but as you all know, Bella loves to ramble. xD

Fin


First of all, I have a confession to make, I am Maddie. Yes, despite the way I denied it, that crazy, Tree Boy loving, chocolate obsessed girl you have been reading about, was me, Bella Coulter.

Betcha didn’t see that one coming huh? Usually I can’t keep a secret for so long. Go me!

But now, I regretfully have a bit of sad news. My adorable Tree Boy, who, yes, is my boyfriend Jack -for all you lameos that need everything spelled out- is leaving.

I know! I was shocked too! Honestly, at first, I was angry with him, my chocolate stash was completely empty, and I just couldn’t understand why he was leaving.

Why was he not staying for his seventh year?

Why was he going home now when we would soon be back at Hogwarts with all of our friends?

But most of all, why was he leaving me?

Understand this: I never cry in public. I get uber embarrassed when people see me tear up; but, when he told me that he was leaving, I broke down.

I wanted to kick him, of course it was doubtful I would do any damage.

I hated him for doing this to us; because hating him was so much easier than the truth of missing him.

Until he told me why he was leaving, it was only then that I understood.

His mother needed him. She lived alone, all by herself when he was away at school, and he wanted to help her.

Then of course, I felt bad. I mean, who am I to want to make him stay?

Even if I had briefly entertained the thought of kidnapping him, I didn’t want to be one of those selfish girlfriends. I just wanted him to be happy, and if that was what was going to make him happy, that was what I wanted.

Even if it did make my heart hurt when I thought about how much I would miss him.

Just when I thought things couldn’t possibly get any worse, I received a letter from my mother.

Father was dieing.

She put it as bluntly as she could without actually writing the words.

As much as I disagree with the way my parents live their lives, I couldn’t just ignore this. This was my Father.

So, now I am going home too. For how long, I do not know, but rest assured, Jackson Langley has not seen the last of Bellatrix Coulter.

I love him more than chocolate.

More than Quidditch.

More than sausage.

And I know that we will be together for a very long time.

Don’t tell him, but I’ve pretty much decided how many babies we will have, I think 10 is a good number, don’t you? Bwaha.

Of course I am going to miss my friends. Clivvie Bear the most. I know he is family and I will see him again, but Clifford has always been my best friend. He knows more about me than even Jack does.

Then there is Cale, my adorable Prince Charming, my BFF. I will never ever let him leave me. We shall remain friends forever, there shall be lots of cake throwing and butterbeer meetings.

I am thinking about leaving a lock of my hair to Miles. The poor dear, when I told him that I was leaving, the first thing out of his mouth was. “I will miss your hair.”

Hahaha.

I don’t blame him really, you would have to be a fool not to think that chocolate scented hair was cool.

Of course Cora -my Potato- is in her 7th year, and she wouldn’t be here next term anyway, but I shall miss her immensely.

It’s hard to believe that just a few short months ago, I was ready to rip out all of her pink hair because she liked my Jack, and now we are the best of friends. We have truly come full circle.

I simply can not take the time to write down how much all of my friends mean to me, because we would be here forever.

Mia.

Willow.

Josh.

Kyler.

Elvadel.

Lima.

Vannie.

Anna.

Juni.

Ben.

Ellie.

Someday I hope to see them all again. Until then, I wish them the best.

I now leave you with this last entry, have fun, but don’t forget me.

Yours Always,

Bella Coulter.
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