It was last term when I learned that there were only two members of my family left. Afterwards, Everyone was all, "You wanna talk?" "You okay?", and it bothered the heck outta me!!

I've lived with stuff like this my whole life! Everyone around me that I love die! It's nothing new! If I need a phyciatrist, I'll let you know, people!

Another thing, some people tet to think that people can controll their fears, not so! I'm agoraphobic, and there's nothing I can do to change that! It's not that i'm emo and I just don't want to go outside, okay? I'd love to be just as normal as the next kid, but I get panic attacks whenever i'm in any large open area.

Now, lately? It's been getting better, but it's still there! Even the thought of going outside maes my stomach churn! It's nothing I can help!!