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Depths of My Soul

It's into the depth that you must look
My mind is not to be read like a book
Look deeper, look harder, see more
Don't you know my heart's the door?
Go through and memories you will see
And all the heartaches you will be
Look in deeper, you're not looking hard enough
And you'll see all the times I was tormented and tried to be tough
Or the time when I was a kid when I was abused
And then, when I got older, by boys I got used
Then, older, I didn't get into college at all
And I started smoking so I didn't stand tall
Then, look, later it goes
At the reunion I meet up with my foes
Do you see any friends there?
No, no one would dare
Now finally look at me now
Want to die but don't know how
All I wanted was for you to look inside earlier than this
Then maybe when I was innocent, I would have gotten the gist.