heres another if anyone reads these
my tears have faded but my pain is still here my heart is broken swiming through my tears year after year the pain deepens making my happiness seem that much farer away like the holy grail lost forever never to be seen again my emotions runs strong as the object of my pain draws closer sucking the life from me with each step they take my pain is so deep that time may never heal my heart why does this pain follow me around its like a shadow that I cast upon the ground every where I go it follows haunting my attempts at true happiness im a good person why cant he just love me he is my father after all I wish he could feel the same pain I do then he would know how it feels to have this pain that’s rooted so deep into my bone that it makes me sick every time I hear hes name my pain still is here and it would go away
leah mae |