Light of Retreat

The mind is weak, the soul is wounded
The heart stays still, sorely penetrated
Clasp my pale hands, bathed in gloom
Pain unspeakable, pain of loss

Crouched beneath the dark of the night
Wandering, waiting, swept by dust
Silenced with gloom, the tongue in paralysis
Eyes of grief, hidden upon frozen stone

Tears in anguish, tears of snow
These winter cries, heaven knows
Cursed by time, lied through fate
Woe the betrayal, woe my defeat

Hear my cry; heed its song
The tune, I pray to you, all along
Be my light, shine like the morning star
Be the gate of ceased agony, the gate of my retreat.

It's a bit hard to understand, but I wrote when I was depressed because someone close betrayed me.