"Clarity... that would be so nice." she smiled ruefully. " I'm a mess of confusion and stress lately on every level-- I relate all too well to sleeping problems, in fact I can't sleep at all, except if I sneak up to the roof of the observatory. And today-- I swear someone has slipped me a delirium draught. I lost my mind-- the things I've done... my behaviour... if you knew... " she shook her head. "I am not proud of this day."

"And please -- stop apologizing to me? You've done nothing to warrant it. If anything, it's the other way around." she smiled, tilting her head. "Please."