I haven't been updating much have I?
Well, too bad, the break's OVER!
Here's somemore. And if you don't like it, just cover your eyes as you read.
**** Contradictions
I don't want to die,
I don't want to live,
I want eternal darkness,
but I also want to breathe.
I want black desolation,
But I also want warm consolation.
Tell me,
What do I want? Unknown
Embarassment courses through my soul,
hurrying, whipping, the blood to my cheeks,
no-one could ever know,
no-one but me
and that is bad enough.
Silly thoughts, crazy hopes,
blossoming in a foolish, fertile mind,
only to be cruelly, carelessly crushed.
Leaving the planter hot with shame,
all the more so because no-one ever knew the plants were there.
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