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Old 08-05-2003, 04:16 AM   #19 (permalink)
Alley Drendo
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Join Date: Apr 2003
Location: MIDDLE TN
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*Struggles to climb out of the giant pile of flowers*
Thanks!!
It means a lot when people enjoy my my work.
~*~
Hard to Forget

I remember the memories of the past we had together
As I walk down the alleyway that we had that first encounter
You were so shy and inocent I couldn't help but say
that you were annoying but you grew on me anyway

I became involved in a unique and awkward friendship
You had to hide and I couldn't let your situation slip
I was scared that you would one day get hurt
and my nightmare came true after the search

As tears filled my eyes as I saw your lifeless body
I barely held back my rage with my remaining sanity
You saved my life when all this time I thought you didn't care.
That got me crying as I corrupted my stare.

You were so young that I was more of a parent
You looked up to me and thought of me as an untamable torent.
As I sat there losing reality in that twisted fate
I looked over toward you and wondered Was it too late?

I ran to you and shook you but you didn't speak
I cried and breathed in painful gasps that made me so weak
As you layed on my lap I felt your heartbeat beating
Slowly,softly beating,in my mind,as the tears stoped falling

I awoke in my room in my bed in my home
I cried for hours at the nightmares I have alone
I logged into the game where we talked so long
Then you walked up to me and asked Is somehing wrong?

I told him that it was nothing that wasn't normal
But he noticed that something that I kept secret took its toll
He looked at me unconvinced but he decided not to fret
For he read my mind somehow and wispered It must be hard to forget.
~*~
Its long I know.This has to do with the same 10 year old guy in all my poems,except the suicidal poem.If you haven't noticed,you know now.The girl in
this one is 16,and cares about this guy like a parent,and the girl in 'Awaiting' is 9.
I'm explaining this because my friend was confused after I told her that all my poems were linked together. :whisle:
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