Well, it's before Christmas and I'm on break now. FINALLY! I'm gonna post, cuz I feel like it. =) The next post is one of my faves so I hope I get to post it soon.


“All right everyone! You all want to see her si?” Mike asked into the microphone.
“Si!” everyone cried which was intensely loud since there were about one hundred teenagers in the living room.
“Then let’s hear it for Emily Benson!” Mike shouted. Everyone screamed, making Emmy wince. She hopped onto the stage and took the mic from Mike.
“Thanks. I’m really pumped to be here, but this is my first private concert and I’m kinda shaky, but can you ignore my nerves?” Emmy asked putting on a smile.
“SI!” was the answer she got.
“Okay then! Let’s get moving. Hit it boys,” Emmy said motioning toward her band behind her.
“Hush now. Let’s not end before we start. Hush now. May you whisper on my heart.”

~ <3 ~

“When my album came out I was flooded with fan mail. Questions were asked about my songs, other thing, and me but the question I got a lot was about my song ‘Meeting You’. In the lyric book it says, ‘For S.B. I love you, Emmy’ and everyone wants to know who S.B. is,” Emmy said.
“Yeah! Who’s S.B.?” a guy yelled. Emmy smiled and took a breath before continuing.
“Well, I’m not telling, but I’ll tell you S.B. is an ex-boyfriend of mine and he changed my life,” Emmy said. The drummer, Josh started the beat, then the band struck a chord as lights flashed. Everyone screamed giving Emmy an adrenaline rush. Emmy smiled as the lights flashed again.
“Oh how could this happen to me? I was a nobody no one could see. I felt my breath escape my body. I saw that I was somebody. My dreams didn’t seem so far away and I knew I was not a stray. Only because you gave me life baby. The sunlight shining through my hair, there was something in the air. I saw him walk by and what a joy! I was that girl no one saw and he was a popular boy. Giving up on him wasn’t bad, I wasn’t even very sad, then I met you. You’re the best thing that’s happened to me. Now, I’m a girl people can see. As the wind blows through my blonde hair something really special is in the air. I can say I have someone to love all because I met you. Oh how could this happen to me? I was a nobody no one could see. I felt my breath escape my body. I saw that I was somebody. My dreams didn’t seem so far away, and I knew I was not a stray. Only because. Oh, only because. Oh, whoa, baby, only because you gave me life baby. If I didn’t meet you my world would be all so blue. Now I can smile everyday without wondering what people will say. ‘Cause I met you. Baby, I met you. Yeah, ‘cause I met you,”
“Sing ‘Jerk’!” a brunette girl yelled. Emmy giggled wondering if the girl had read her mind and the band started the background music for “Jerk” and everyone screamed at the top of their lungs, excited to hear their favorite song.
“I saw you with her and I know it’s love. I thought you were the one to love me, but I guess I was wrong. I was just one of your chicks. It’s over between us babe. You’re a jerk. I can’t believe you had the guts to treat me like that. You’re a jerk. I can’t remember what I saw in you ‘cause you’re a jerk. Whoa, oh oh. The roses were a joke and the kisses were fake. The love was a fraud, plus now you’re a dope. So is she want you want or is she another game? Tell me, I want to know. What happened to the guy I knew when we were young? He’s the one I want, no you. You’re a jerk. I can’t believe you had the guts to treat me like that. You’re a jerk. I can’t remember what I saw in you, ‘cause you’re a jerk. Oh, oh, whoa, oh oh. Yeah mmm. I moved on but now you want me back. Don’t tell me you expect me to love you again. You stole from me and lied to my face. You’re an idiot. A moron, a loser, a fake. Not all guys are like that, but you happened to be. You haven’t changed I know it’s true. Don’t lie to me again. ‘Cause you’re that jerk. Have I made my point yet? I don’t want you, I want him. He’s not like you. I hate to tell you this baby, but you’re a jerk. Oh yeah, you’re a jerk. Yeah, yeah, you’re a jerk,”~ <3 ~


With Mike’s arm firmly around her shoulders, Emmy signed autographs of various fans at the party. When the last one left Mike steered her over away from the people.
“Wanna escape this mess?” Mike shouted over the music.
“Sure!” Emmy yelled back. He took her hand and pulled her outside onto the porch. Emmy knew that she was giving Mike that wrong idea, pretending to be in love with him, but what damage could it do? Mike was hot, she was a single rock star, and maybe if they shared a few kisses, Emmy would forget Sirius. After her “mini-concert” Mike had asked her out and she said yes. Mike looked over at Emmy and smiled. Emmy smiled back and watched Mike’s face slowly inch toward hers. Before she knew it she was kissing Mike. She slid her arms around his neck slowly, enjoying the passion.
“Whoa! Whoa, whoa whoa!” a male voice cried. Mike and Emmy broke apart to face a shocked Marco in his black attire.
“Uh…I gotta go,” Emmy quickly told Mike. She followed Marco back into the party where Joe was waiting for them.
“Was I right?” Joe asked and Marco nodded making Emmy blush.
“Let’s go,” Marco said. Emmy slowly followed Joe and Marco out to the car. She slipped into the backseat as quietly as possible. Joe started the car and Emmy folded her arms across her chest.
“Emmy, I told you guys are going to distract you,” Joe said breaking the silence. Anger rushed through her and she had to restrain herself from hitting Joe.
“You’re not my father Joe! Plus I can kiss whomever I want! You have a girlfriend so don’t go telling me about how relationships don’t work with business! You have your own life so stay out of mine!” Emmy screamed.
“Cool your jets girl!” Joe yelled back.
“Make me! You’re not my boss!” Emmy exclaimed, then suddenly realizing what she had just said was false.
“Uh…yeah I am!” Joe yelled.
“So? But you’re not my father so just turn around and leave me alone!” Emmy said in a very firm voice.
“Fine! Be a brat like that!” Joe said turning back to face the driveway. Emmy tuned him out by humming her song, “Jerk.”
“I can’t hear you!” Emmy said then continued to hum.
“Fine,” Joe said and pulled out of the driveway.

~ <3 ~

Emmy entered her house after the party and slammed the door behind her. Her dad was sitting in the kitchen reading a newspaper.
“Hey Emmy! How was the party?” Mr. Benson asked.
“Fine,” Emmy replied.
“There’s a letter on your desk from Alivia in your room,” Mr. Benson added. Emmy simply nodded and climbed the stairs to her room. Just as her dad said, the letter was laying on her desk. She picked up the letter and opened it.

Emmy,
We all miss you so much! It’s finally summer! Amen to that! We all so your music video! Well, except Sirius. He watched about half, said it hurt too much to watch you so he left, but anyway…it was so awesome Emmy! You did a great job! I think Sirius really misses you. I swear he was crying after he left the room while we were watching the video and you know how rarely he cries! (Normally only if someone kicks him in the balls) I mean, he even refuses to date people and you know how weird that is to. Girls practically kiss the ground he walks on. Like you asked in your letter to me, I’ll try to get him to write you you!
Love you like a sister so much,
Liv

Emmy took out a piece of paper to write back, but was interrupted by a bang on her window. A gray owl was hovering outside with a letter in its mouth. Emmy opened the window and the bird instantly flew in. She took the letter and immediately knew it was from Sirius. The owl flew back out the window as Emmy paced her room trying to decide if she should open it. Should I? Yes! Of course not! Are you crazy? Do it! No way! Emmy debated. She sat down on her bed and slowly ripped open the envelope. She stared at it for a long times before unfolding the letter very slowly. With her heart beating rapidly she unfolded the letter.
Emmy,
I’m only writing because Liv told me to, but I suppose I own you an explanation why I haven’t written to you over the past year. I guess it’s because I’m mad at you. Yeah, that’s it. I’m mad at you. You told me we would always be together even if one of us moves, and that’s the reason you broke up with me. You broke your own promise! You’re probably thinking, “it’s been a whole year! Just get over it!” but I can’t. I love you Emmy. I have since we were in fourth year. I loved you before you were a famous rock star. I loved you as Emmy, not Emily Benson, the famous singer everyone loves. I hope you see why I haven’t written. Don’t bother responding.
Sirius

Emmy let the letter fall into the trash can with tears in her eyes. She walked to the bathroom as a tear slowly rolled down her cheek. She turned on the shower letting it drench her and her clothes as she let herself weep. If only she didn’t mess things up so bad.