Undecided Confusion

Aim too high
Heart sinks so low
Frowns turn into a heavy sigh
Brain falls out of tact while taking blows

Blue eyes turn red
Lips begin to quiver
I can't get the vision of you from my head
Tears leak and the spine shivers

Feet become weak
Lift my hand to your face
Open my mouth to speak
I feel so out of place

Shrug me off
Turn to go
Let out a nervous cough
Laugh to your friends and put on a show

My stomach feels heavy
So does my heart
You get in your Chevy
After you tear me apart

Words like daggers
Cut right through me
Weaping like a lost straggler
I drop to to my knees

Speed away
Leave me in the dust
Leave me heart astray
My eyes will so rust

Shoot for the moon
Land among the stars
Don't act like a loon
Fight the urge to spar

Boys come and go
Like a river set a flow
I hate him
I love him
I hate him
I can't let him go