Well, this is a little earlier then planned, but things happened, and it sucks, and this post I promise I didn't put depression into, but there might be a few depressing drabbles, or the next post might not be that good, when I'm down, I normally put it into my writing.

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“What now Matt?” I yelled back, “don’t you think you have tormented me enough?” I asked him, not turning around to face him.”

“Maybe, maybe not” he replied.

“What’s that supposed to mean? What are you going to do now, dump me? Because go ahead, you were never really my boyfriend to begin with. You sure didn’t act like it, that’s for sure, didn’t even acknowledge me.” I said with my back to him, still.

“I don’t know what to say to you anymore, why I put up with you all these years is beyond me. Give me one reason I should still talk to you” I continued.

“This”

Walking up behind me, he gently touched my shoulder and turned my around. He was staring into my eyes with such a look of love and hurt all at the same time, slowly he leaned in, closer, closer, until we were finally only millimetres apart.

“Matt, don’t please. Don’t make this any worse” I muttered into his lips.

“I need you to know that you matter to me Keely…” he replied closing the gap.

I didn’t know I could feel this way. Everything was spinning. He was kissing me, but I was too shocked to kiss him back.

*Matt’s POV*

She had said yes? How could I of been so stupid? I’m just standing here in shock and she’s not even looking at me, all I heard was the last thing she said, this is my chance. I’ll show her what she means to me. I slowly walked up behind her and turned her around. I turned in to kiss her and I hear her mutter ‘Matt, don’t please, don’t make this any worse’ and I closed the gap.

Ever feel like its just right? Well for you, but not the other way around? What do you do when the girl of your dreams doesn’t kiss you back?

Sadly, I break off the kiss, turn around and walk away. Suddenly there’s a hand on my shoulder. Keely spun me around, and just kissed me. Her hand slipped up behind my neck and pulled me closer, deepening the kiss, I obliged and let her lead me wherever she wanted.

I finally had the girl I wanted, and it couldn’t be any better. The only thing that could screw this up was Jocelyn, I’d just break up with her later. All that matters to me now is Keely.
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There, that should be good for a few days, school starts on tuesday, so I cant promise another one soon.
<3Jenn
p.s. anyone have any neat icons? I really need to make a few siggy, the one i have is a constant reminder.