LOST
Lost in my darkness to afraid of what
might happen if i go back into the light
i forgot how to smile how to be happy
and when i do smile its fake every thing about
me on the outside is fake the only part of
me that is real is on the inside afraid to come out
because nobody cares if it does come out the real me
i wish i knew him but i don't i haven't seen
him since she left im scared lost confused
all these thoughts can't get them out
afraid to speak my mind afraid of what
might happen if i do will they think im stupid
will they hate me oh wait they already do im six feet
from where i want to be but nobody cares