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Chapter 2, a Kiss That Shouldn’t Have Been

Later today, George and I watched Ron, Harry, Ginny and Fred play Quiddich, I never wanted to play Quiddich but it sure if funny when a girl “accidentally” throws the replacement for the Quaffle at her brother’s head and then he tries to throw it back and falls of his broom. “Nice going Ron! I bet Ginny’s real scared of you” I yelled to him after we had stopped laughing. After they had finally stopped playing and Ron stopped sulking about losing they went inside.

I looked at Harry and caught his eye and grinned. We kept eye contact till I bumped into a chair. We went and ate lunch; the table was filled with chatter from everybody except me. I was as silent as ever and only Harry seamed to notice. “I’m going to the bathroom (I know they call it something else in England but I can’t spell it) I said and left the room. Harry unknowingly was right behind me. I didn’t make it there without falling down and sobbing. I was sick of this. Harry and I could never be together cause: 1. He doesn’t care about me the way I do for him and 2: if we did we would hurt the people we love the most.

“Mione’, what’s upsetting you?” Harry said behind me helping me up. “I… I can’t tell you” I said to him avoiding his eye. “Come on it can’t be that bad” “It is” I said with tears falling from my eyes. “Hey there, there” he said and pulled me into a hug. I held on tight and breathed in his comforting smell. I quickly pulled away. “Let’s talk” he said and pulled me into the nearest room. We sat on a couch and he sat next to me. “Tell me what’s been bugging you? I mean you have been awfully quiet and have been acting different” he said and pushed my hair behind my ear. “Stop it please” I whispered, but he still heard. “Stop what?” he said with confusion and concern in his eyes. “Stop touching me, I can’t stand it anymore” I said and got up. “Huh???” he said and stepped off of the couch.

“What do you mean?” He asked not letting me go. “I can’t tell you” I told him. This was getting too hard. He was so close I could see the green in his eyes. “It’ll make you feel better if you tell me” he said. I couldn’t take it anymore and I leaned in and kissed him. His lips felt so good on mine, I had finally gotten all I wanted. I broke us apart and whispered “I’m sorry” and ran hearing him call me back. I ran into me and Ginny’s room and cried. “Hermione!” Harry said and banged on the door. “Come on please open the door” he said. “Leave me alone!” I yelled and he went away.

A few minutes later Ginny came in and I wiped the tears from my eyes, “Hermione, are you ok?” she asked me. “I’m just feeling a bit under the weather, I’m just going to sleep” I told her. “Ok I knew something was wrong, sleep well” she said and closed the door quietly. Not knowing I was crying over her boyfriend. I felt horrible, she was acting so nice to me and I had betrayed her and Ron. I cried myself to sleep and didn’t wake up until dinner time.

I walked downstairs after I silently brushed my hair. I had heard Mrs. Weasley calling for dinner and since I hadn’t had much during lunch I was starving. I walked in and sat down next to Ginny and smiled at her. “Feeling better, Hermione?” And I nodded. Harry and Ron came in from doing who knows what and Harry picked the chair right across from Ginny. Crap, he’s going to try and make me talk. Mrs. Weasley told us that she was going to go tomorrow to get our books and supplies in Diagon Alley. “So make sure you leave your lists out for me” she said looking at all of us and we nodded. Then we dug into the fantastic meal.

All through out dinner, Harry tried to catch my eye, but I couldn’t look at him. He wanted an explanation and he’s not going to stop until he gets one. Ron looked at me with concern because he thought I was sick, but I wasn’t. I had just betrayed him. When we finished, Harry was the first to get up and go upstairs. Then I got up, Ron got up too and walked me away from the others and leaned in for a kiss. “I’m sorry Ron, but I’m still sick and I don’t want you to get sick” I lied to him. “Ok, I guess another time” he said with disappointment. I went to me and Ginny’s room to read and ignore Harry.

When I got there Harry was waiting with his arms crossed, looking as handsome as ever. “Hermione” he said. “Harry” I said and pushed myself into my room and he tried to follow. “Harry, please just go away” I started to close the door but he shoved his foot in to stop it. “But…” he said and I kicked his foot away from the door and closed it. I was scared that we were going to Hogwarts in two days. It was going to be harder to avoid him and Ron there without someone knowing something was up.

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