Mind of Decision

I often wonder if what I'm doing is right,
I don't know if the decisions I've made were out of fright.

On my side people scrurrying to tell me that everythings okay,
On the darker side he's asked why I've hurt him in this way.

I don't know what's right and I don't know what's wrong,
All I know is that I have to remain strong.

I know my pain isn't as great as his,
On the other hand it feels like it is.

The agonizing pain is soaring through my heart,
I never meant for them to be apart.

I hope this feeling doesn't last forever,
I don't know if I could take it anymore or even ever. :ermsmile: