i think that u should be able to show your dad ur poems!
their great...and it would be a great way for your dad to know just what goes on inside ur head...if nothing elts...i know he'll love them (he's a dad...that's what he's suposta do!!!)
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and mamybe this way...the pain that u feal inside can be shared not only with the paper in which u wriet ur fealing on...but with ur own father!...the people here who read ur poems and comment on them...well that's all great and all...but no one can be there for you like family can!!!

-i love ur poem!
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(i almost forgot to say that!)

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