The War

The war begun in my heart,
Between 2 sides.
But not like most people,
Mines between two loves.

Both I have love for,
Both I consider dear.
So I don't know what to do,
Because I don't want to choose.

The battle won't stop,
No matter how much I tried.
It won't stop.
'Till I choose.

I can never choose,
But I must.
It breaks my heart.
My heart must be shattered to find him

I will not choose,
I will hold off.
I will try to stop,
the war between Jason and Tegan

Friendship

I sit and realize,
that I still have the bond.
The bond that keeps you together,
as best friends.

I always tried,
but they always back away.
Then I want to cry,
but then they go away.

They are the cause of my misery,
the cause of my woes.
But they were causing laughter,
they were causing happiness and joy.

I still want to be friends,
even though they don't.
So I will keep my feelings in,
'till they feel the same way