No-one can see my efforts,
However hard I try,
They only see what's wrong,
The good stuff passes by.
Am I on my own here?
I don't need your map,
I just want your support,
I've had enough of the crap.
You've always said you'll support me,
It's my choice what I do,
But I'm not doing what you wanted,
So all the support is through.
Well this is my **** life,
And I'll do what the hell I want to.
I only want to make you proud,
If only you could see
That I'm trying my best here
Why can't you let me be?
I'm not too great at anything,
But you could still be proud,
Average might not be high standard,
But my best should be allowed.
Well this is my **** life,
And I'll do what the hell I want to.
So, I didn't get what you thought,
At least I did my best,
That should be good enough
But I didn't pass your test.
No matter how hard I try,
I'll never make you proud,
I'll never be perfect,
And imperfect just isn't allowed.
Well this is my life,
And I'll do everything I want to.