Another new reader woohoo! sorry about the font....green is my favorite color and I dont want to use just black....I want more of a personality for my poems....the color I see them in sort of....If you highlight the pages then you can read it better.....Okay I am now going to post but first I would like to say:
A Very Happy Birthday to You, Ottery!!!!!!
Okay, now I can post.....
Lonely Gaze
I lay in the darkness of the night, looking, searching for the light. The stars don't shine and the moon has lost its glow, I think it might be time for me to go. My eyes are fixed unblinkingly, staring off into the distance trying to measure it all.
How far off you are from here....
I see your light flicker. A glimmer, a shimmer, my love, I hear a mummer, your voice so nice. I feel like ice sitting here alone in the cold night. I know where you are. I see you. I see her....Hands moving over her body. Breathing her in. She is your sweet surrender.
Falling from Grace, I still see your face....I know it, you may not show it but its plain as day. I feel it. There you are far away, laying with her in bliss. Carresing her, pressing up against her, and messing with my brain all the while....Now Im lieing here in pain. Time flies by, the wind blows. I feel the reality of it setting in. I can feel that familiar burning in my eyes, I can hear all the lies, I know I am going to cry and then my heart might just die...
You say you care but would you dare to feel me as you do her. I feel my heart begin to tear as I watch you give it all to her. I gaze at you. A lonely gaze, far off and in a daze. I feel trapped within a maze. Trying hard to find the light of day, unable to figure out the way that I must go...Something is burning in my heart, I am being ripped apart. The tears are come, the fears are near, the pain I feel will be the end of me my dear...
Laying in the darkness, gazing far off into the blackness of space, i know I have lost you, a broken heart is an aweful price to pay....
There you go. I know its not the greatest one, but I was trying to find one that wasnt inappropriat and that I hadnt postd yet. I have alot of poems but I was looking in my yellow journal and that one only has 15 poems in it. I think I'll post Broken Mirrors next and then Image of Perfection which is basically a continuation of Broken Mirrors....Okay then I best be off. Happy Birthday once again,, Ottery!Tata!
-Aria |