Thank you, Californiababi! I am glad that you like it. Ive been writing alot lately, of course, thats what tends to happen when you have a whole lot of strong emotions building up inside. Well I wish I could post one of my favorites but I cant its not appropriate as stated in my last post.....However I am going to post and if you want to hear, well, read the others that I cant post email me! So here is more!....
Stuck in a Childish Loop
Far, far off, in a land once so bright lived a girl who fought to stay sane in the night. She was only a child inside of her head....but she had grown up so fast...now she felt dead. No time to enjoy the simple things in life. Death had crept in and the little girl had run away in fright. Now here she was just a few years later, 16 and alone, yet still 6 years old in her mind....She laughed and played sitting alone in a corner, but far, far away, in the depths of her mind, she was running with friends, not haunted by death and pain, not stuck in the real world, just singing lullabyes.
Then one day darkness finally found a way in. The darkness spread throughout the land, taking with it all that she had..."While playing Ring Around the Rosie, with my imaginary friends we all fell down...but I was the only one dead..."
Darkness takes me back to the world. Age makes me no longer that little girl. A smile fake upon my face, I know now I am stuck in this place.
Stuck in a childish loop. Stuck in a world, alone in a group. Playing Ring Around the Rosie, with my inaginary friends. We all fall down but I'm the only one dead.
"Mommy! Mommy!",I call for her, but no one comes, I am stuck here for sure. Stuck in a cildish loop then pulled out no longer alone in a group but alone by myslef and I know I need help but I cant find it so I just get up and dance like I did when I was young....which was not so very long ago.....When I had naught a care in the world...still stuck in a childish loop...falling down a dark tunnel....still stuck in a childish loop...
Okay! Thats all Sorry about the punctutaion job. I am so tired. I cant think! Tata and Good night!
-Aria |