Almost Out

I sit in my dark room and
stare at the wall again. The first
corner is fear, the second is sorrow,
the third is doubt, and the fourth is
dispair. I look over the memories we used
to share, my soul was lit with a candle
and my room was an island. Now I am
stuck in this room of fear, sorrow, doubt
and dispair. I sit and stair at these corners again.

I wait and wait for a door to open
to a stair way into to the clouds.
I walk through the door and up the staircase into
outerspace. It was a trap, I'm stuck here again.
The stars are laughing at me again. The stars fly by
to the green and blue earth. I watch as it is destroyed again.
A trap door opens beneathe my feat and I am back in the room of fear sorrow doubt and dispair.

My soul was caught in the fishing net.
How could I be so dumb. The stars decieved me.
The shame of it all is horrid to horrid to think about.
So i'll just sit here and wait for my turn to escape.

Silence looms over me

I walk up these stairs again,
they take me to a different place,
not outer space. I look around the room,
it's dark. Almost as dark as mine. But this is
alot bigger. I watch her walk towards me, she's saying
somthing. Somthing I can't understand.
I look around and I try to speak but she can't hear me.

We try to talk but she's scared, I can see it
by the way her eyes leak. The silence looms over us as we weap.
Setting my cold heart free. The silence that looms is
jealous that we can love and think,
So he takes our voices away. This is her dark palce,
I never would have known that her soul was deep.

I watch as her room gets smaller,
she looks around in fear and I cry.
Her pain is my pain and togeather we face the end.
The silence muffles our crys as I am taken away by the
stars of deceit.