Nothing

Nothingness upon nothingness
that's what my heart is made of.
I push and shove, and you push harder.
My soul is bleeding out the thruth,
and it's dieing in vein. I watch myself drown,
I try to pull up but you keep me there under the water.
I hear her call my name in the middle of the four cornered room
in the center of the darkness,
I can't see her but I know she's there.
I scream out her name but she never comes.

I close my eyes and try to see
my soul and see nothing.
Nothing as in the nothingness
that has consumed my life for a while
now. I didn't get the memo
to the rules of life until
it was to late.

The stars are laughing at me as
I search for the thruth.
The stars don't know what it's
like to feel. All they know is beauty
and how to shine brighter than everyone
else. When really they hurt inside.
More then I myself hurt.
I confront my demons they
let there's run wild instead controling them.
The stars do not realize, beauty
comes from within.