Refuse

I refuse to be just another face in
the crowd, I refuse to be chained, I refuse
to let my love for this place die.
I refuse to be someone I'm not and refuse to let
them control me as a robot they can toss
in a trash can and forget about.

I refuse to be called something I'm not
and refuse to be them. I am somthing better,
I am me. I forget sometimes, but then I remember.
Standing outside underneathe the stars I look up
and wonder why I'm here, it isn't quite clear. But
now I see, the stars get angry when I stare at them
and I wonder why. Is it because I'm different and their all the same?


Apart of Me

These four corners that darken my mind are closing in on me faster and faster.
I don't know how to stop it, or even how it began.
I loved to see, so you plucked out my eyes and threw
them in the trash full of your forgotten dreams.
I loved you with my heart, so you ate it for dinner.
I cherished you with my soul, so you fed it to the dogs.
Your nothing but a fallen star who hates the world around you.
The dark abyss of space is where you want to be,
living lies and deceiving yourself. I don't know why you
want to go back up there with them, maybe so you
can look down upon people and laugh at their flaws.
I don't know what is going on in your head but I do
know that your apart of my past and soul, and I refuse
to love you again.